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Good luck on the buttock-kicking and on being so near the finish line! But, I agree with lemon, you're never allowed to leave us!

Sophie
 
I agree with the last few posts! I haven't been here long, but you've made me feel so welcomed! And, you're an AMAZING inspiration, wishes!

Good luck on the last bit of weight!
 
nah i never did the 100k cycle, i took a couple days off - i think i was over training a bit.

Nah i wont be leaving here for a bit yet :)
 
yep they seem to be good!
Im writing a ride log so i know how many kms im riding and what speed kinda thing. Every day i kicked my own ass into gear and sprint to work and time myself. Today i managed to knowck 20 seconds off my best time and get here at an average speed of 31.8km/ph . Considering its entirely hills all the way im very happy!
 
well the break did me good! i kicked super mega ass cycling to and from work!
I also started an online ridelog so i can see at a glance what ive done and how much..
 
Super cool ride log. Trust the internet... it has EVERYTHING. LOL. I'd start one up but mine would say.....0km.....0km....0km. See not very interesting.
 
lol, make it a running log then :)

I wrote that one anyway, im sure somebody has done something like it already but i wanted a simple easy one :)
 
I dunno if this is the place to say anything here, but i need to vent and just get it out.

Be aware this is a personal and descriptive post.

Ive had a sensitive nipple on and off, with odd peeling and itchyness, then recently my whole right boob has been tender. I began to get a bit worried, and looked up online breast cancer last night.
I didnt have any of the usual symptoms until i read about a particular form called Pagets Disease. Basiclly its where you have normal breast cancer thats not detected but part of it goes up the breast ducts and sits behind the nipple. So i felt there, wasnt sure if that was a normal lump or not. I got the husband to look and he says there is definatly a lump thats not in the other one.
So now im really upset, im going straight up to the doctor first thing in the morning, im absolutly crapping myself. Im not even on the downhill of 30s yet! i have 4 kids! i cant have cancer!
So yeah i dont feel like sleeping, i feel like eating tons of crap, i just dont know what to do other than panic. If i do have cancer it not only ruins my own life somewhat, but i cant donate the kidney to my brother.

Anyway, if im out of sorts for the next few days thats why. I think ill go lay down and cry
 
Damn. Well off you go then. Follow up fast.

I guess there's no point in saying don't get anxious in advance of the facts - but you know most of these lumps do turn out NOT to be cancer. Also, it's incredibly treatable and the overwhelming percentage of people who get it, survive long term. (and may even end up looking better than ever - like me! :D)

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... but mostly ... it's a really big percentage of investigations that show everything is fine.

I was thinking about 70%, but now I see they're saying 80% of the ones that go to biopsy. It's probably an even bigger percentage if you count the ones that they decided didn't even need that.
 
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Please do let us know what the doctor says. The thought of cancer is very frightening.

I know from similar current experience regarding my cervix that no matter what people tell you about the likelihood of it being treatable, or nothing at all, it doesn't seem to matter. All the well-intentioned reassurances in the world don't mean anything until you know exactly what you're dealing with. Even then, it is a difficult thing to go through. The not knowing is the worst of it.

I will keep you in my thoughts.

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Wishes, I'm sending my get well blessings your way!! Hope it's something the doc can give you a quick fix on. I'll be thinking about you today. Hugs and love
Kim
 
well i got to sleep with a herbal sleeping pill thing, a shower, some reading etc. Unfortunatly i found another lump further up under my arm pit where the lymph nodes are so that didnt do much to help things.

Im debating what to do now, do i go to the doctors and piss around waiting for them to send me to a hospital or go directly to the hospital? The health care in this country can occasionally suck, but i want this dealt to immediatly. I dont have time to mess about
 
Oh, I'm so sorry that you're facing something so frightening. I wish I could say anything more than that I hope so much that everything will be all right. You're in my thoughts.
 
For something like that i wouldn't wait... more than likely it's nothing to worry about but in the event that it is - waiting is the last thing you want to do...

Do take care of yourself please...
 
can people stop assuming im sitting on my ass not doing anything, i found this info out at night time - like 9-10pm. i HAD to wait until the doctors was open at 8am this morning. I went at 9am and have appt for mammogram on friday.

Sorry if im testy about it, but all im hearing from everyone is 'QUICK! GO TO A DOCTOR' as if im some moron whos gonna sit on my ass pretending nothings happeing and then leave my 4 kids without a mother when i die.

So friday is D day, thats when i find out.
 
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