Dear Diary and all you perverted nosey watchers,
Went shopping today for clothes, nothing fits. so i bought a pair of to tight pants, a bunch of underwear (funnily enough my tits bounce all over the show now half them is saggy skin), and a couple tops.
Funny how you can loose so much and clothes are baggy as anything and still not fit the next size down hehe. Okay i lie somewhat, they fit me everywhere but the tummy! I hate my tummy, its like bulbous and sags down like some ugly skin flap thing. Its aweful and im really sensitive about it - more so now that im loosing weight.
Before I was fat - i didnt care, but now i can get clothes to fit but my belly just looks so gross and it comes out from below where it should because it hangs over. I *hate* it.
I still wear my 'fat' shirts because they hang down and cover it. Hipster pants are my absolute pet hate, i have this massive painters crack hanging out at the back, and the belly at the front, and they fit me perfectly everywhere else!
And speaking of hipsters - thats why i didnt get any jeans - they didnt have any that wernt hipsters! grrr!
I suppose I should update the pics on the before/during/after thing page sometime now i have some new clothes.
My back is sore and tense - feels like the muscles are cramping almost between the shoulder blades. Ive had to get my kids and husband to beat me up daily lately to get some relief. Its probably just new muscles being found from cycling.
Anyway Good thing today - we had . Im guessing nobody here knows what it is but its a goth/vampire gimmicked branded gourmet Pizza place opened by goth computer geeks. The pizza they make is fantastic - you can order them online from the website as well, and they all have cool names and great flavours. its about 250 calories for a slice. They have a health fact sheet thing detailing exactly what nutrients and calories they have on the counter. I had 3 slices of 'Grimm' (its a cream cheese, chicken, apricot sauce + veg pizza). Was awesome dinner.
I saved 2 pieces for tomorrow
Oh yeah, i got sick of all the crap tickers and having to update them all the time - i wanted one link/image that updates itself when i save the new weight so i wrote my own ticker thing. It needs some perfection but basicly you create a login and you update it there, and anywhere you use the ticker automagicly gets the new picture. Oh yeah and it doesnt have some big spamword like 'tickerfactory' or 'somefatchicks' or 'otherrandomsite' crap on it. Ill link you guys if you want it when i have it fully functioning (need to work on the algorithm tomorrow if i have time)
So now im heading for my warm bed, hopefully i can go swimming tomorrow
