Sounds like you expect no less from yourself than you're doing. Well good for you.

I love to hear of your achievements and I'm sure I will continue to be inspired.
Expect Everything <---- this is me. I have long learned from reading diaries not to expect others to be as strong or committed as I am. I do read enough diaries to see people with great strengths and determination to know they're going to succeed and are doing a great job. You will be one of them
The "getting carried out" is not a possibility, lol. I just like having people who can go back to my car and grab the leg brace and my crutches, if it happens. As for the smoking, I just never really smoked a LOT, I mean it still makes me feel nauseous if I smoke too much in an evening.
It's one of the few vices I have control over; now if only I could manage the same thing with french fries...
I'm glad to hear you're doing well, man.
You can whip french fries or anything else you want to whip. It's all mental. Thank Gawd you don't have the cig problem real bad, no need for me to tell you how nasty it is, I think you already know that.
hy T2.........i was wonderin what you have been up too.............I feel bored and uninspired lately........you always inspire me with your charm!!!! but you must be in bed or out somewhere.............oh well .............laters STAR
*sniffs* I missed you Star

Post-holiday + the weather = uninspiring. This is your true test Star. If you make it through this just think how prepared you're gonna be for kickin the rest of your weight off this summer.
Winter is our critical mass. Join me in being strong over the winter so we don't have to do this all over again come spring. I'm counting on you. Don't be left behind and let winter get the upper-hand. Strong moves Star - I'm just serious.
Nice to see your shining star in my diary again
Happy Tuesday Randy.

One day, I may just leave this isolated town...Part of me wants to. But I want to leave because I'm following something, not because I'm going looking for something. Does that make sense? Anyway, it's safe here, and pretty. And there's family. So I'm staying for a while.
Here's a pic of my front yard.
It makes perfect sense DQ

Leaving isn't always easy and and even moreso isn't always the answer, only an event that complicates things more. I'm sure your direction will be clear if and when that time comes. I probably have a harder time with your situation than you do.
We woke up to the first snow cover of '07 this year this morn. Only what us yanks call a 'skiff' and I don't think it'll be here very long, back into the high 40's by weekend.
The snow looks pretty up your way, please keep it up there !! ugh, that's one thing getting older has done for me, it's made me not like snow so much anymore.