In retrospect I guess I am still on track, but mentally I feel like I have platued. I looked back in my journal and found that I am down 2 pounds from last week. I am hoping that I can be at 204 in the next day or two. Then by next Monday 203, then 202 next Thursday, 201 on Saturday, and the finale of 200 by my birthday the 19th. Im pushing it, but I might be able to do it.
With the way you have been losing weight I have no doubt in my mind that you can do it ~ what a way to celebrate 32! Why do you feel like you have mentally plateaued? You saw progress from last week, right? Come see me when you have spent weeks at the same weight, you are doing just fine
[OUOTE]Ive pretty much decided that I am going to keep going until I get down to 160. I think that will be a good weight for me. Not having my right leg means that even though I only weigh 205 I actually have the fat percentage of a person that is 215. So even though I may be the weight the doctors say I should be. I am going to look fatter than that.[/QUOTE]
I would have never made this connection...I would just work to getting your body to a point where you are happy with how you look, not necessarily a particular number. Plus, do you want to bulk up at all once you reach your goal weight? I remember reading that you wanted to to a degree (the fine steak analogy comes to mind), that may affect your end weight as well.
I am hoping that I can be to 170 by August, so maybe 160 by October. Once I am there I will have lost a total of 95 pounds since I started. From my heaviest it will be 100 pounds.
You started in January 2008. That is just an insane amount of weight to lose in such a short amount of time. You are just so dedicated and committed to this it is just amazing to me. What an accomplishment that will be, certainly something to celebrate (perhaps a little exotic vacation?). I am just so impressed and proud of you for what you have accomplished, your success has helped keep me motivated and I know has helped so many people on this board.
Working out seems to have hurt me. I now have to pop my hip back into place periodically. Im not sure if it is a paticular exercise or if it is just working out in general. It doesnt hurt per-se, but when it pops it does feel better.
Just keep an eye on this, it isn't worth hurting yourself in such a way that it takes you out of the game, you know?
Its interesting that I am starting to get used to my new body. My self image, while not great, is better. I actually feel better about myself. I can look at my body and feel grossed out at what I see.
Isn't it fun when this happens? I used to think that self-loathing was a fun pasttime but now I get much more enjoyment out of seeing what progress I have made. You should feel better about yourself, you have made such a huge change in such a short amount of time.
I am starting to feel like I could be a good looking guy. Ok so my ego is getting inflated, dont I deserve that once in my life. I cant wait to see how I look once I hit my goal.
Pssssst. Come here. Guess what? Wanna know something?
You are a good looking guy. There is no 'could be' about it. You deserve to feel like that every single day, not just once in your life.
I am considering getting a tattoo once I reach 160. The ultimate show that I am sexy!
As to sexiness, see above (that's my lawyerese talking!)
As to the tattoo, I am actually thinking the same thing - we could have a tattoo-getting party

(except they would be about a year apart due to how fast you lose weight, ha ha.)
Oh, and I love how I dont take up as much space. This will sound odd but I will explain. When I sit in the bath the bathtub is bigger now. Being an amputee means I sit down in the shower instead of stand, obviouse reasons. Chairs seem bigger, my car seems bigger, I have more room in bed now!!!! Its just weird.
Not odd. I am forever looking at where my stomach falls in chairs, cars, restaurants, wherever. I can't believe that I used to take up
so much space. It is a weird thing, your mind is a little slower to adjust. All part of the 'fat mentality' that I keep yapping about.
There are other benefits to being smaller but I won't dirty up the atmosphere with them here

I will leave that to the imagination, haha.
Matthew...I said it before and I will say it again, I am just blown away by you and your progress. Keep pushing and I know you are going to reach every goal you set for yourself. It is so much fun being a part of it
Anyway, this new body is cool. Im liking it. Now I just need to trade this one in for one size smaller.
Did you check to see if they are offering refunds?

This one is hardly used, I would want my money back.
