Coffeebro
New member
Well, today I find myself in an interesting place. Ive won the bet I was in, biggest loser is over and I find myself searching for something to drive me onward. This must sound odd, but I feel like Im not going to make it because 2 of my main motivators are out of the picture. I am still doing my routine, but I feel like Ive lost my zest. I find myself not as concerned about the weightloss now. Maybe its just the let down after all of the pressure. It would be nice if I could find another partner to do another competition with. I dont want to stop now, Ive never been this far and I want to be thin. AAAAaaahhhhh!!!! (frustration yell) Im still at least 5 pounds away from 200 pounds and 2 1/2 weeks to go. I need to make it. I just want the stupid fat blubber off of my stomach!!! I need to do this, I cant give up. I have to be 170. I have to be thin. I need to keep going. 
Sorry for the rant guys. I just needed to let off some steam, to the only people I know that understand what Im going through.

Sorry for the rant guys. I just needed to let off some steam, to the only people I know that understand what Im going through.
Hi from Canada!