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Well today I'm fairly disappointed. I decided to weigh. haven't done that in a super long time and the clothes aren't feeling different (cept the butt, my butt has def. changed to a smaller tighter thing lol. jeesh TMI sorry) and anyway I weighed just cause I do that on occassion. I was THREE pounds more than last time I weighed. What the heck? That means I'm up a total of 8 pounds since I started my whole experiment. Now, I KNOW the muscle vs fat thing, I know I work out like a freakin maniac and eat pretty well. I know that I am not FAT but it freaks me a little. I totally don't fit any differently in my clothes. I mean, they're not tighter, the butt is even looser. In the mirror i don't notice any significant difference besides some bigger muscle in my upper body and I have fewer curves from all the core exercise. Basically I'm turning into a man. lol. just kidding. the only hope I'm holding to is that I am in my monthly torture and just hope the sudden gain has to do with water retention, but that typically doesn't happen with me so my hope is not strong in that respect.
Anyway, I just needed to vent cause I was a little upset at the number. I don't know how you can gain 8 pounds of pure muscle in 10 months
seems like a lot to me and not likely, so my next reasoning is that its not muscle, its fat, though I know thats probably not true. my mind is playing games. I do want to LOSE weight, not gain it, even if its muscle. how do I do it with this much training??
Anyway, I just needed to vent cause I was a little upset at the number. I don't know how you can gain 8 pounds of pure muscle in 10 months
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