Sophies diary

Oh my gosh SOPH! THAT'S AWESOME!!! GO Sophie, GO Sophie!!! :rotflmao:
You ROCK!! and in the US that means your GREAT!! Don't you feel so good about yourself now??? I'm sure I couldn't place myself right now if I tried. I'm so proud of you Sophie doll!! When is the next one now???? Are you doing anything special for your Mum tomorrow??
Kim
 
Sophie335 said:
go for it! :)
i ran in the west mids champs today came 2nd for 16-18 years girlies
hope you are all okay - i havent been by for a while xx
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:jump: :jump: :jump: YAAAAAAY Sophie :D:D now i'm really proud hehe. do you see how far you've come since january? you totally kick ass hehe

and i thing edinburgh is a great idea. i would love to come and visit you there hehe if you move. well i would love to see you wherever you go :D

:hug2:
Lena
 
Hi Sophie - I haven't completely caught up on your diary yet sorry but I went back to find out what uni you want to go to! Edinburgh would be awesome!!! I know someone who went to vet school up there and they LOVED it! Teaching is awesome too and I am sure you'll be great at it. Sounds like you are doing good research and really thinking about your future. Also if your parents are moving to Scotland, it sounds perfect!
Okay - off to catch up on more now :)
 
wishes said:
holy moly, 2nd is a pretty good placing. How many was that out of? and how far in front was 1st?
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I got 2nd place in my science fair contest :D (there was only 2 people in my category, and my opponent won best of show...)

Anyways, sophie, congratz! Hopefully everything works out well
 
ohhhh i did a really long post and it didnt show up.
it was very nice about all the lvoely people who posted here though.
i'm having troubles eating again. my mum is making it worse by trying to make me eat and that just makes me resent the food she is offering.
 
Sophie335 said:
go for it! :)
i ran in the west mids champs today came 2nd for 16-18 years girlies
hope you are all okay - i havent been by for a while xx
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WOW girl - that is pretty damn awesome!!!

I havent been around too much here or anywhere this last week - lol - Im sorry your having troubles/issues with food and eating...Im sure you will figure it out...
 
Good job on getting 2nd! I can't even run, so I couldn't ever imagine me getting anything close to that! You did awesome!

I'm sorry you're having trouble with eating? What are you having trouble with exactly? I know my trouble, it's eating crap is what, lol.
 
thanks cinders huni :)
hiya risty. well my problem is the actually eating part. i had an eating disorder a couple of years back and although i have recovered i know that it will always be in the back of my mind haunting me. somedays its is fine and even for months it can be ok but then something triggers me.
 
hey gal tks for checking out my diary and your encouragement.
hmm it's tough mentally going thru the food part. i've a model frend in NYC and she's comin home soon for good cos life as a model is totally so out of line!

wats the thing that triggers it? will revisiting the doc or accountability grp help?
 
Not something that is avoidable then I guess :(

I'm sorry you had to go through that. I have second hand experience of issues like that, and honestly, you are SO strong, and your exercise etc and your plans for the future are really admirable. You have to believe that you and your body are worth looking after, including giving it good food! It seems that you do. Hang in there :)
 
kezzypear said:
Not something that is avoidable then I guess :(

I'm sorry you had to go through that. I have second hand experience of issues like that, and honestly, you are SO strong, and your exercise etc and your plans for the future are really admirable. You have to believe that you and your body are worth looking after, including giving it good food! It seems that you do. Hang in there :)
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hi kezzybabe
thankyou. it will pass.. it always does.probably to do with exams aswell. not got my next one til thursday. im going out on thursday night .. could go two ways.. i could consolidate myself by drinking my way under the table or if it goes well it could go in the inverse direction. lets hope its the latter. i really dont enjoy french aurual exams .. theres no time to think and i always feel on the spot. lets just get it over and done with.
another thing that has messed me up a bit is that suddenly two of my exes have cropped back up into my life...and one of them is actually now dating one of my closest friends.
i have this really weird thing with guys where i only want them when they dont want me... and as soon as they fall for me then im not really interested any more. and then they move on and then i regret it all.
just a bit of a perfectionist!
 
Well I hope you do ok. I food issues too. I do fairly well reAlly but it doesn't always seem to matter. For me anyway. You do so well, I am sure it won't hurt you to mess up just a little!! Here's a hug and good wishes!!:hug2:
 
Hey Sophie doll!! Don't sweat it sweetie okay?? You'll be alright. Consider this all a test of your will. Something of the higher power is trying to test you currently, and no need to give into it! Your strong and you can get through it I know you can. I can't even imagine having some much negativity all at once, but throw it back and use it to your advantage. The guy thing, you are certainly not alone in that arena, I have a lot of friends who are exactly that same way, but you know what it means right?? That those boys are NOT the ONE!! if you feel the need to toss them aside when they finally get interested, then they are not the keepers any how, so your right it's probably a little game your playing for yourself, to feed on something that you need, that's okay, as long as you don't hurt anyone in the process, and if they keep coming around, it's probably not hurting them I would think.:) With your parents, take it one day at a time, your mom just wants to take care of her baby, thus the reason she keeps trying to feed you. We "moms" tend to try and fix everything with food first! You know when your little babies and you cried, that (bottle) was the cure all, and when your bigger it becomes harder and harder for "us" (moms) to fix or help you, so we do what we can to assist, even if it's sometimes not the right way to do it. Does that make sense?? It's LOVE for you, that's my point. Going out and enjoying yourself is a good thing, but don't let the alcohol take over my friend, your to good to yourself to let that happen. Your body will be upset and the next day, you'll be unhappy you did. So enjoy your friend time, and take care of yourself also. I'll be thinking about you this week. Please keep me posted, I care!! And I'm listening.
Kim
 
Sophie335 said:
the trigger is my dad
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This seems so sad - so blunt - so there in your face ya know - Im sorry the issue is your dad or I mean the trigger...Im sure if you wanted to elaborate more you would and when you do and want to we will all be here for ya :D:D:D

Sophie335 said:
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another thing that has messed me up a bit is that suddenly two of my exes have cropped back up into my life...and one of them is actually now dating one of my closest friends.
i have this really weird thing with guys where i only want them when they dont want me... and as soon as they fall for me then im not really interested any more. and then they move on and then i regret it all.
just a bit of a perfectionist!
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*UGH* to x's and oh boy if that is how you feel and are or act - watch out - lol...you dont wanna mess with close friends and boyfriends - however - Ive always wondered how a close friend can date an x - I dont hink it is nice or fair...plus your x's for a reason right...

Your a tough girl Sophie and you ahve all of us here for ya :):):)
 
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