Hey guys! Yesterday was not the best day for me. I usually go home and make myself lunch at home, to save money and to eat healthy because I know I don't have junk food stocking up the cupboards at home, but I went to meet a friend yesterday and we ended up misunderstanding each other and walking around the shopping center for an hour and a half missing each other and when we finally did she asked to go to lunch and said she would buy me lunch due to the misunderstanding, but asked that it be fast food because she was low on money so I ended up getting Taco Bell, eating the taco itself and letting her eat my fries. I had iced tea for the drink. Then after work I worked out for an hour (to answer your question Bobby Brown, if I am sore and achey from the day before I tend to just go a little lighter intensity the next work out. Instead of doing 3 reps on some weight machines I'll do one or I'll do a set of 1 per machine and do a circuit. And I'll cut the treadmill down from 25 minutes to 15 at less intensity.)
I'm hoping to do better today. I feel like I still fall off the wagon but in general I am making an effort to make sure I only do it once in a while. It's hard sometimes but I make sure that I don't keep any of the crap that I used to in my cupboard and fridge, like the Kraft Dinner, pre packaged pasta. I do still eat plenty of breads, but when I used to eat breads, I would eat like 2-3 slices at a time and I've limited it to 1 slice or 1 slice and a half at a time. I'm trying to make small changes. I know that if I wasn't indulging occasionally, I would be slipping up a lot more often because that's always been my MO. I try and stick to a diet really strictly and then I start craving things like CRAZY. And then I start to really binge, overeating and big portions. I'm still trying to figure everything out. I sometimes feel like I'm failing when it comes to this, but I know that I am trying harder to make sure I prepare my own meals and pre plan which is more than what I've done in the past.
Gosh...so many issues I've had with food.....
Ok, so away from that topic....today I brought with me a breakfast sandwich on the flax seed bread, 1 egg cooked in the Pam cooking spray, 2 thin slices of lower fat cheese, pepper and 1/2 teaspoon of mild salsa. To snack on an Apple Cinnamon Nutrigrain bar. For lunch I am going to try making a low fat pasta salad recipe with some wholewheat pasta that I have in my cupboard. Dinner, I might grab Subway but a six inch low calorie sub. I will use the subway card the daycare mom gave me. She was in last night and I told her I was very happy that she felt comfortable with me, and confident that I could take care of her daughter, and that I appreciated the gift she gave me.
Ok, one last thing I need to work on.....keeping my water intake up. Ok, this is already a long enough entry!! Hahaha.
~ Sara Maria ~