Well, yet again, it's been a while

It's hard to keep focus sometimes. Especially with Halloween, Christmas (and everyone bringing goodies to work, and I mean all the time) that and Christmas itself (had 5 dinners to go to) etc etc. It was just a hard time and I couldn't resist anything. I gained 5 pounds over that period of time and I have no one to blame but myself. So of course I'm depressed at myself for giving in all the time and so that leads to me not writing. Plus when I had made my running goal, I got really sick a couple days after that and I was sick for almost 2 weeks, so that completely derailed my exercise motivation.
Needless to say, I somehow found it again, lol. Actually, what helped was this program going on in my town where you get a pedometer and your daily goal is 10 000 steps. You keep track of your steps and then enter it on their website and every month if you do over 100 000 you could win a prize so it's pretty kewl. I'm not doing it for the prizes, but it really got me motivated to make those steps and it's not easy with a desk job.
So what I've been doing for just over 2 weeks is getting in my 10 000 daily (weekends I tend to not get it, but that's ok, need a lil break, but I get at least halfway). So to get my steps I have to go on 2-3 walks a day. I go on a 40 min walk on my lunch hour, then I come home and go on the treadmill until I make the rest of the steps and depending on what I did throughout the day that can be anywhere from another 35-60 mins.
This week I also started getting back into my running goal. I'm going at it in a different way though. I do 20 mins (one min walking at a good pace, and one min running... and then I do that the whole 20 mins) it's very tiring but good! Next week I'll go to 30 mins, then the week after I'll increase my running duration, etc etc. It's kinda scary cause the 20 mins is hard as hell, but I want to be able to run for once in my life. So then after my 20 mins of running/walking, that's when I do the rest of my walking to make my steps.
With all this going on it's been hard to come on here and write about it with lack of time, plus I wanted to make sure it's something I was gonna do for more than a week, but it's been 2.5 weeks, so that's pretty good, lol.
My eating has been really good too. I've avoided the work snack cupboard completely, I don't even look in it cause if I know what's in it, I'll eat it.
My weigh in's are Friday so good luck to me tomorrow! I hope I went down and not up. I went up a pound last week which really upset me cause I worked so hard, but then I made myself realize it could be a number of things and I didn't let it get me down and I continued my calorie watching and exercising. So hopefully this Friday goes better!
I will be checking in again now that I'm not upset at myself

Plus I think it's important to write things out, feelings, goals, etc.
Sorry for my constant ups and downs, but that's life and I'm just trying to break myself of that habit. I need to be more consistent with my exercise and eating habits and I need to be help accountable.
I don't know if anyone will even check this after I've been in and out a few times, but that's ok, I just need to write and keep myself on track
