dinners
I have had dinner guests 2 times this week. I served really good meat (Chateaubriand), baguettes, herbal butter, salad, Vegetables and a special sauce and even made my apple dessert with marzipan and almonds with vanilla ice cream.
I really enjoyed the good food and my friends, but of course I worried about gaining weight. I even worried so much that got on my stationary bike and burnt 600 calories in an hour after my guests had left. It was sooo hard and sweat dripping but I really enjoy watching the numbers of calories burnt on the display.
I have not been on the scale because I fear I might have gained ... but I will wait until Wednesday to get on the scale. It does not matter anyway ... 2 good dinners do not matter much since I have been eating healthy otherwise.
Also I will go swimming again tomorrow ... I feel I have finally reached the stage where I am ready to swim twice every week. I am ready physically since I am not sore anymore after swimming 30 min. and my shoulder do not hurt. I also notice that I am not shy anymore, yes I am still a big guy, but I feel great and don´t care so much about what other think anymore.
I also need to go buy a thicker exercise mat since the one I have now is a little thin and hurt my knees. I can do 9 push ups now

I also need to buy some bigger dumbbells (30 pound set).
My plan is to get into a basic physical shape ( so I can begin to train with weights in the gym and other weight resistant machines) They also have many cardio - machines ...With my current routines I think I will be ready to join a gym Feb.1. Until then I will do home exercises, swim, bike.
I found my old spinning shorts ...thank god for spandex!!! A fabric that forgives 70 pounds ...

