Natasha's Diary: In it to win it...

:D YAYYYYYY!!!

Way to go! Never let anything hold you back! Not even yourself!
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:leaving:Annie
 
nmartinez0531 said:
Yup, I'm all better!!! I'm not gonna let it get me down or hold me back, just gonna try harder to prove myself wrong!!! LOL Sounds like I'm competing with myself huh? I'm better though! Thanks Lily

Natasha
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:iagree:

That's the kicker, that is exactly who we compete with, ourselves. Ain't nobody else gonna kick our asses but us.

Good attitude!!
 
nmartinez0531 said:
Karl, you're the best!!! ;) I was just heading to your journal and then I saw that you had posted here. You didn't dessert me, I hadn't logged on the past few days, like I said, I was being a BAD GIRL. But I'm over it. Yeah, I know I just have to pick up and keep truckin, we all have those moments I"m sure. :rolleyes: I've learned my lesson by how horrible I feel. And you guys are the best with all of your support. I don't know what I'd do without you, Kristi, or Englan, you all really inspire me, and although I've only been in this support group for a short time, I feel really comfortable with you all. So don't ever feel like you're letting me down. We're in this together for the long haul!!! I'm over it! Not doing it again! Well, I'm gonna check in on your diary Karl to see what's new and also Englan's, so we'll talk to you soon K. :)
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Awwww! Thanks. I feel the same way about ya'll too. If it wasn't for this place I don't think I would keep on trying. I've met alot of nice people on here and you definitely are one of them. Take care! :)
 
englangrover said:
Awwww! Thanks. I feel the same way about ya'll too. If it wasn't for this place I don't think I would keep on trying. I've met alot of nice people on here and you definitely are one of them. Take care! :)
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I gotta tell ya, I can't be in a crappy mood after logging in and seeing stuff like this. :grouphug:

Now if Lisa would just join us again soon...
 
Hellooooooo... Sorry, I was MIA again for a couple of days there. I had to go out of town, family business.... So, I guess I haven't been doing too bad. Alot of our family that I hadn't seen for a while said it looked like I had lost weight, so I must be doing something right :). I didn't eat the best I think, but I did keep myself active to try to compensate... You know how family is, always making all that yummy but very bad for us food. Well, I ate a little of everything, but then again, my stomache was acting up, so I think I probably got rid of it all pretty fast anyways if you know what I mean :blush5: Sorry bout that! Anyhow, today I'm gonna just kinda chill, got some house work to still get done, and back to work tomorrow. I have been trying harder, and I think I'm doing pretty good. Well, until next time... :seeya:

Natasha
 
It's always good when you see someone that you haven't seen in a while, and they can tell you've lost weight, isn't it?
 
Hey Natasha! Just popping by to see how you are doing. You better get back here soon! We miss you!
 
I'm so sorry I've been gone so long... I got admitted to the hospital. I had gastritis- I think that's how you spell it.... anyways, I was really sick. And what do you know, it was caused from stress!!! The only thing stressing me was my job, so I got the hell out of there... :) I've missed you guys so bad
:( And I'm sorry I couldn't get in touch. I'm still recovering, still feeling just a little icky, but I"ll be alright. Surprisingly, I still weigh 244. I neither gained nor lost!!! I was sure I would have lost something, but oh well. Then again, it could be water retention... oh well, the important thing is that I didn't gain. So I am slowly trying to get back in the groove of things. I really really really missed you guys... Karl, Kristi, Englan, especially you 3. I kept thinking when I was in the hospital... I've just got to get in touch and let them know that I'm still alive. Sorry guys. Hopefully that won't happen again. And wouldn't you know it Karl, the asshole factory was giving me a hard time when I was in the hospital. That was my last straw. I took my uniforms in this morning along with my badge and told them they could shove their job up their ass!!! Anyhow, perhaps now I can focus more and actually feel better about me. ;) I hope to hear from you all soon. I'm going to check on your progress right now!!! Can't wait...

Natasha
 
Take care of yourself first, worry about the rest later...

Good on you about the job. You can do better.

See ya in a while!
 
englangrover said:
Good for you in finally getting rid of that nasty job. :hurray: Glad you're back and doing well. Take care of yourself.
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Thank you Englan, I already feel alot better stress wise, and the rest will come in time. I did walk tonight for 20 minutes, it's not much, but it's something. :)
reluctantcabbie said:
Take care of yourself first, worry about the rest later...

Good on you about the job. You can do better.

See ya in a while!
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Thank you also Karl, yeah, that place was really a joke. But I'm done :) I am feeling much better and will continue to do so. I'm not really worried. I already have an interview tomorrow. That was quick huh!!! :) Wish me luck!!!
 
Hello all!!! I'm back and feeling pretty good today! Okay, so yesterday, I ate about 1800 calories, I did all the normal house work that us stay at home people do and then I swam last night in freezing ass water in the dark for about a half hour!!! OMG what the hell was I thinking? :ack2: I guess I was desperate and really wanted to work out. Either way, I did it, coldness and all!!! Today I did pretty good. I haven't checked my calorie count yet today, but I will enter it on fitday, so we'll see how good I did. I did get a job. I'm actually going to work for my cousin at her liquor store. Her manager-in-training just at the last minute quit on her. She's in a tight pinch, and she said she'll be flexible with my hours, so I said okay :). It's work and It's all cash pay, no taxes or whatever taken out, so I guess I'm okay with that for now.... Anything beats old asshole ville. So I started working there today, I only worked about 4 hours since I was training. It's not all that bad. I am also going to be working just PRN at the veterans nursing home as a CNA again, which will pay pretty well, especially since it's prn which = pays pretty much double wages. So all is good so far. Just wanted to say hello and let you all know I'm alive and well!!! Well, off to fit day and then to check in on some journals!!
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Natasha
 
Sounds like you've had a good day, and a serious change of outlook for the better. My wife was a CNA for a while too, before she took the job at the bank.
 
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