nataliejo's diary: Moving, flowing, grooving forward... change is coming...
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misty22
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Hey Nat,
I am sorry to hear about the miscarriage. But it's good to know that both of you are capable of becoming parents one day, when the time is right.
I'm sooo glad to see you back...I've been on and off myself and today I took almost a two hour walk t get myself back on track.
You can DEFINITELY lose whatever you have gained. You've done it before and you can do it again. It's great to see your focus back on your weight and school - I know boys can be distracting
Anyhoo, keep it up Nat! You rock!
I am sorry to hear about the miscarriage. But it's good to know that both of you are capable of becoming parents one day, when the time is right.
I'm sooo glad to see you back...I've been on and off myself and today I took almost a two hour walk t get myself back on track.
You can DEFINITELY lose whatever you have gained. You've done it before and you can do it again. It's great to see your focus back on your weight and school - I know boys can be distracting
Anyhoo, keep it up Nat! You rock!
nataliejo
New member
Hey Ankebuzz!!
Well things are going a little better this week. Thanks for your support hun!
I will come by your diary, once I am done here....
Good job on the gym again!
and I hope to hear from you soon!
always
love yas
your friend
natalie jo
nataliejo
New member
Hey Nat,
I am sorry to hear about the miscarriage. But it's good to know that both of you are capable of becoming parents one day, when the time is right.
I'm sooo glad to see you back...I've been on and off myself and today I took almost a two hour walk t get myself back on track.
You can DEFINITELY lose whatever you have gained. You've done it before and you can do it again. It's great to see your focus back on your weight and school - I know boys can be distracting
Anyhoo, keep it up Nat! You rock!
Hey Misty,
Thanks for dropping in, much appreciated. Lately I have been on a high, its wierd. My meds are screwed up, but they shall fix themselves out ...
Happy to see you have taken the steps to lose the extra you so desire...
two hour walk! WOW!!!
Thanks hun for stopping in ...
will of course drop by
love yas
always
natalie joooooooooooooooo
nataliejo
New member
Hey, lady! Good to see you back here. Very sorry about your miscarriage; they are painful on many different levels. I hope that you are starting to feel better all around.
Keep up with the walking! Toss out all junk food! Focus on your health!
ABBA
Well ABBA, He bought more junk food, and I mainly dined on his other junk food, but he is promising he wont bring anymore in ... I am ready to take the goodies and dump them in the trash lol but I have lost a couple pounds. We have been walking more. He is getting me moving. We sit in the shade after our walk and just chatt... but its nice ... we dont walk much... we plan to walk more and more everyday... he is running out of steam too and the heat has been a killer for me ...
thanks for stopping in hun...
thought you all had forgotten me lol
love yas
natalie jo
heathercb04
New member
Natalie!! I am so happy to see you back again! I really hope that you are feeling better and that nothing serious was going on that caused you so much pain. I'm so sorry to hear about your miscarriage. . . .but I hope that everything is OK both mentally and physically. You are such a wonderful ray of sunshine, I love to read your diary. So come back soon! Glad to hear that things with Derek are going well also
Glad to hear that things with Derek are going well also 
nataliejo
New member
Menopause!! ack!!
Yes folks,
Hello Heather, Sunny, and Anke, and Misty!!
Yes we finally figured out the hot flashes, from freezing cold fever, to torrential tears, too soaking body of heat in cold rain ..yes folks.. I am in the change of life and I gained to 280, but now am back down to 270. I have been not coming on because I have this huge tendency to isolate when blue.. very blue... but I am feeling better...
I am treating myself better. The self conf. is on a low. I dont pick up my head when I walk. the body is looking better than it did a month ago, but not as good as about three months ago. A little more flabby. But the shorts are getting bigger..so thats all good. At least now I know why I am an emotional roller coaster now. Its really hard ...
ttylater lovies
love yas
natalie jo
and I will stop in your diaries, once I am calm and relaxed. Been sleeping with a mouth gaurd. I have been having nightmares and stressed as I would be when going through the change of life, or better put, menopause. I am just so shocked... I will be 31 in October. I just thought I would get it when I was 36, but my mom finished it when she was 36 and started at 33 and every generation starts earlier. But this has taken me way off gaurd... who would have thought...28...to start...now I am thirty...
oh well
love yas all
natalie jo
and thank you so much for dropping in, even though I havent gotten to your diaries. I feel like such a loser because I haven't written in your diaries. I have been really low
love yas
Yes folks,
Hello Heather, Sunny, and Anke, and Misty!!
Yes we finally figured out the hot flashes, from freezing cold fever, to torrential tears, too soaking body of heat in cold rain ..yes folks.. I am in the change of life and I gained to 280, but now am back down to 270. I have been not coming on because I have this huge tendency to isolate when blue.. very blue... but I am feeling better...
I am treating myself better. The self conf. is on a low. I dont pick up my head when I walk. the body is looking better than it did a month ago, but not as good as about three months ago. A little more flabby. But the shorts are getting bigger..so thats all good. At least now I know why I am an emotional roller coaster now. Its really hard ...
ttylater lovies
love yas
natalie jo
and I will stop in your diaries, once I am calm and relaxed. Been sleeping with a mouth gaurd. I have been having nightmares and stressed as I would be when going through the change of life, or better put, menopause. I am just so shocked... I will be 31 in October. I just thought I would get it when I was 36, but my mom finished it when she was 36 and started at 33 and every generation starts earlier. But this has taken me way off gaurd... who would have thought...28...to start...now I am thirty...
oh well
love yas all
natalie jo
and thank you so much for dropping in, even though I havent gotten to your diaries. I feel like such a loser because I haven't written in your diaries. I have been really low
love yas
Ankebuzz
Well-known member
hey hey!
Wow, what a shocker... well, I guess you kinda knew coz of your family history.
It's always good to have reasons for why shit's not all that great, but now that you know one of the reasons... you can work on getting it all sorted again.
Stay on here, please. I also isolate when I'm blue. try to post something when you're blue instead, just try it
Mwhaa!
Wow, what a shocker... well, I guess you kinda knew coz of your family history.
It's always good to have reasons for why shit's not all that great, but now that you know one of the reasons... you can work on getting it all sorted again.
Stay on here, please. I also isolate when I'm blue. try to post something when you're blue instead, just try it
Mwhaa!
nataliejo
New member
Hey Misty,
Well I stopped drinking Ginseng, which reacts adversely to my meds. Thanks God I understand the role it has played in my journey to another form of down under ... or blue... but the menopause still is a shocker to me, but I know I will get through it. With all of you by my side, there is no way I will lose
love yas girly
natalie jo
always
nataliejo
New member
hey hey!
Wow, what a shocker... well, I guess you kinda knew coz of your family history.
It's always good to have reasons for why shit's not all that great, but now that you know one of the reasons... you can work on getting it all sorted again.
Stay on here, please. I also isolate when I'm blue. try to post something when you're blue instead, just try it
Mwhaa!
Thanks Anke!
I will stay on here. I figure out I am isolating usually to late and find myself littered with a whole bunch of emotions and no one to go to, to just talk with, even to get my mind off of it. It can be maddening, as you already know
Thanks hun
love yas
always
natalie jo
nataliejo
New member
Hey Everyone **big hugs**
It feels good to know you are all here for me! Sometimes I feel so lonely and I know Derek doesnt understand. I know I am not alone, but sometimes that overpowering feeling of being alone comes over me. And I don't like it, as I am sure none of you would.
Thanks for always being there for me.
Well I am stuck at 270-271 pounds. I am hoping to do more walking as the heat subsides and I will feel better. The days that it rains, I just take my umbrella and Derek and I go out. ITs kind of nice when it rains. We are supposed to get a storm today, looking forward to the cool down that always occurrs.
I have been under the weather lately. but the last of the mess has cleared and I am left with the menopause. but like Mal said I will watch what I eat.
I eat Rye Bread instead of white. I have whole wheat pancakes I am going to venture to make tomorrow morning for Derek and I. Now that I have started opening up to him, it seems like things between him and I are going better. Which is a nice treat. One thing I do plan on doing, is getting some vanilla ice scream and Derek will be making me smoothies through out the week. Small amounts. We already do them with fruit, ice and milk. We bought Strawberries, Bananas today... I am so looking forward to the chill in my mouth on a hot summers day, as this is...
anyway the diet is getting better... slowly ...and I have lost ten pounds over the past two weeks, five since last Friday... hopefully, well I know, this trend will continue ..
ttylater lovies
love always
natalie jo
It feels good to know you are all here for me! Sometimes I feel so lonely and I know Derek doesnt understand. I know I am not alone, but sometimes that overpowering feeling of being alone comes over me. And I don't like it, as I am sure none of you would.
Thanks for always being there for me.
Well I am stuck at 270-271 pounds. I am hoping to do more walking as the heat subsides and I will feel better. The days that it rains, I just take my umbrella and Derek and I go out. ITs kind of nice when it rains. We are supposed to get a storm today, looking forward to the cool down that always occurrs.
I have been under the weather lately. but the last of the mess has cleared and I am left with the menopause. but like Mal said I will watch what I eat.
I eat Rye Bread instead of white. I have whole wheat pancakes I am going to venture to make tomorrow morning for Derek and I. Now that I have started opening up to him, it seems like things between him and I are going better. Which is a nice treat. One thing I do plan on doing, is getting some vanilla ice scream and Derek will be making me smoothies through out the week. Small amounts. We already do them with fruit, ice and milk. We bought Strawberries, Bananas today... I am so looking forward to the chill in my mouth on a hot summers day, as this is...
anyway the diet is getting better... slowly ...and I have lost ten pounds over the past two weeks, five since last Friday... hopefully, well I know, this trend will continue ..
ttylater lovies
love always
natalie jo
heathercb04
New member
Hey there Natalie!
Good grief, menopause at 31 is most definitely early! I'm glad that you're bringing yourself back here to reach out to others instead of isolating yourself - I do that a lot too, so I can definitely sympathize. Take care of yourself. I'm glad to hear that you're opening up to Derek as well. That is a huge thing that helps when you're feeling down.
Glad to see you back!! We missed you!
Good grief, menopause at 31 is most definitely early! I'm glad that you're bringing yourself back here to reach out to others instead of isolating yourself - I do that a lot too, so I can definitely sympathize. Take care of yourself. I'm glad to hear that you're opening up to Derek as well. That is a huge thing that helps when you're feeling down.
Glad to see you back!! We missed you!
L
Lilyofthevalley
Guest
Oh nataliejo. I'm sorry to hear about all the crap that's been going on in your life. I hope things get better for you soon!
On the other hand, the losses are a great AMAZING way to keep yourself motivated. Just don't get too caught up in the number, you know how depressing that can get.
I WISH YOU THE BEST OF LIFE, for you and your beau.
If you ever need to talk-- I'm all ears missy!
<3 Annie
I hope things get better for you soon! On the other hand, the losses are a great AMAZING way to keep yourself motivated. Just don't get too caught up in the number, you know how depressing that can get.
I WISH YOU THE BEST OF LIFE, for you and your beau.
If you ever need to talk-- I'm all ears missy!
<3 Annie
nataliejo
New member
Hey Heather,
Thanks for writing in my journal, well, or diary lol .. I am feeling a bit better and actually got my butt outside to walk by myself. No Derek with me this time and this is around the new area I am with him in. Rochester is not as friendly as Somersworth. A week ago two boys were running down the sidewalk behind me and they were yelling "oh my God, look as her huge a**"
so that really bothered me.
Come to find out I am not in menopause, my period is just a bit**...
I am back to what I was getting when I was 16. Ive lost enough weight where I am actually getting the monthly once again. I was wondering, because I never got one last month, but I also did gain about ten pounds during last month and only recently took most of that weight off.
anyway ttylater hun
love yas
always
natalie jo