Day 47
Hehe i'm sure they will
This is going to be self pity post. I feel like shit. To say it straight to the point. I have a banging headache, a cold sore (ish), a blocked nose which is making it hard to breath, a disgusting taste in my mouth regardless of how many times I brush my teeth. And to top it off, my cravings are going wild.
Last night I was dying to order a dominos, the full works. But I didn't.
This dinnertime I fancied some hobnobs. Not one or two, but the full packet.
And now here I am feeling like i'm dying and my stomach is saying fish and chips. I just can't be arsed to cook right now.
I feel my self control slipping
As well as being ill, I have a mountain of uni work building up. And the guilt setting in because I won't be able to do my exercise tonight (need to do work).
Finally, my last rant of the day. I'm losing weight, so why are my stretch marks becoming worse? They are so bad on my stomach, I could pass off as someone who has had kids! And don't even get me started on the ones on my arm. I know with fake tan they'll look better, but right now I feel like whinging.
I am fully aware how pathetic this post sounds. But I feel like pitying myself and sulking today. It's a bad day......and many of you will know where bad days often lead to......a big fat binge.
That is all........for now
