Thanks ladies!
Thanks very IrishLadies, i'm glad you can take something good from this thread. I know its hard but stick at it, its a great feeling when you get nearer your goal. And you've already lost 21lb, thats awesome!!
Oooo I forgot to mention, I went clothes shopping for the first time in many months on Tuesday and it really boosted my confidence. I tried on a pair of size 12 jeans and they actually went on, and fastened! Admittedly they were a little tight but still, they were fastened. The size 14s were too big, but the 12s a bit small, so i'm a bit stuck in the middle at the moment. But still, so pleased because that last time I tried jeans on in a shop before Christmas and only the 18 would fasten, so massive improvement there.
I picked up some gorgeous tops, mainly size 12s, but a size 8 cardigan (it was a big fit so needed a smaller size, but it made me feel good nonetheless). And I even picked up a couple of skirts which I plan on wearing black tights with. Definitely feeling good about myself right now.