first of all the only reason the lakers lost a couple of times was because thy got lazy and careless due to the fact tha yaomin was hurt . And ivette thas preaty awsome hiking I've only gone once hiking but I loved it ! Thanks ivette for your support in this weight loss journey u been a true pal thanks !
Awwwwwwww...Buddy anytime?? I'm so so happy for you that you stuck by this and that your taking it over the top.. Keep it up!!! It's a mission but not impossiblle..

Other than that just hanging in there trying to make the best out of this week. Go find some new clients.. I went to a beautiful wedding on saturday, most people haven't seen me in over 10 years and thought I looked great!!!
It was awesome I could even take the complements aww.. Thanks!!
Other than that ready to kick ass this week healthwise and work wise.. Otehr than that I hope everything works out in a positive matter...
Other than that ready to kick ass this week healthwise and work wise..
Lakers Did awesome yesterday....We won!! but truly what a damn bipolar team.. I can't stand it sometimes...![]()
Goes to show my self esteem is really improving..Other than that ready to kick ass this week healthwise and work wise.. Otehr than that I hope everything works out in a positive matter...
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As for waking up early and started it off with positive energy it lasted all but one hour.. Read my emails and damn is business stressful!!!!!!!!!!
I'm trying really hard to save an escrow and the damn appraisals arent' coming thru.... they really want to give these damn houses away for free... God I love my job but ughhhhhhhhhhhhh
Regardless... I'm having a good day.. I'm gonna force it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At least now when I stress I don't eat like a 


Thanks my beautiful friends!!!!As for waking up early and started it off with positive energy it lasted all but one hour.. Read my emails and damn is business stressful!!!!!!!!!!
I'm trying really hard to save an escrow and the damn appraisals arent' coming thru.... they really want to give these damn houses away for free... God I love my job but ughhhhhhhhhhhhh
Regardless... I'm having a good day.. I'm gonna force it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
At least now when I stress I don't eat like a
iggy: no more.. I kinda really control myself.. It's working opposite nowadays.. I just don't eat which is much better than binge eating.. My weight is starting to really really come off and everyone is noticing.. So yeaaaaaaaaaaa..... I'm going to gym today before laker game and then I'm watching the game.. I was suppose to go to the game but I think I'm gonna go on thursday instead..
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Life's kinda weird like that sometimes. I just know that I need to catch myself . I'm really annoyed too.. ugghhhhhhhh.. I'm going with a bunch of friends on a boat tomorrow.. and ughggggggg I didn't make it to the fucking bikini.. and even worse I've been stuck at this same stupid weight for over a month..
Not cause I'm on a plateau but because I have just been a real lazy bitch.. I felt like bitching right now so here I am.. Regardless. I need to get out of this mood cuz I hurt no one.. no one but myself..
So as for tomorrow I will start everything full force especially going to the gym at least 3 times a week which is something i really stopped doing that I need to not stop..
The awesome part about it all is too catch yourself and not stop.. So regardelss I will try hard to keep on checking in..
Regardless here I am.. Yes I fell off the bandwagon for a damn minute.. A long minute.. Need to get back on .. I'm starting today no but ifs about it.. To drinking water and all... Today is the new day of the rest of my life...........Hahahha!! Hahahahhah!!! Hey here I am... Yeah bitch revive me.. lol..Regardless here I am.. Yes I fell off the bandwagon for a damn minute.. A long minute.. Need to get back on .. I'm starting today no but ifs about it.. To drinking water and all... Today is the new day of the rest of my life...........
LAKERS ROCKED THIS SHIT...........HELL YEAH GO LAKERS.. WE PARDAING THIS WEEK.. SO UMMM RUM AND DIET IT WILL BE.. HAHAHH.. YEYYYYYYYYYYY..A

Hey so what is your current diet program?? You are doing amazing!!! Good for you.. I guess it's hard but you have truly stuck it through.. I fall of so quick and it's so damn hard to get back in focus.. How do you do it?? Just do it hah..Thanks for the encouraging words!!! It helped give me a boost on the dreaded thursday mornings of my current diet program![]()
Your dedication excites me but I need to just stay focused.. So how do you just stay on it..?? I'm asking you like your gonna give me a secret way .. so do it .. do it..give me a secret way... yey