my journey seems like the neverending story....

:party::party:My friends!!! Hi!!! I'm still here I didn't go nowhere.. but see my internet at home is super super slow.. I need to fix it.. So I haven't been logging on as much. Then I get to the office and OMG!!!!!!!!!!! ALLELUIA!! PRAISE THE LORD.. CUZ I HAVE WORK.. I LOVE IT. SEE IF I'M LOGGING ON WAY TO MUCH IT MEANS BUSINESS IS GOING SHITTY.. THEN I GOT THE BRIGHT IDEA TO GET FACEBOOK AND I STARTED FINDING ALL MY FRIENDS SINCE I WAS 3 YEARS OLD.. ISN'T THAT CRAZY AND SO I HAVE BEEN CATCHING UP THERE.. WHICH IS NO DAMN EXCUSE TO NOT COME SAY HI TO ALL MY FRIENDS HERE.. SO HEALTHWISE I'M DOING WONDERFUL!!!!:party::party: BUSINESS :party::party: I'M DISAPPEARING BY THE WEEK AND IT FEELS SO SO SO GOOD.. I'M DOWN TO LIKE 168 I THINK. AND IT'S AWESOME EVERYONE AND THERE MOMMA NOTICES. EVEN THE DOUGHNUT LADY WHO HASN'T SEEN ME IN 3 YEARS WAS LIKE OMG.. YOU GETTIN SKINNY.. I WAS LIKE THANKS. SO NOT QUITE A BIKINI YET BUT ON MY WAY TO BIKINI. AND NO NO NO.. I'M NOT EATING DOUGHNUTS BUT BEING THE AWESOME PROCRASTINATOR I AM. THE OTHER DAY I DIDN'T MAKE MY SON BREAKFAST TOOK HIM TO PRESCHOOL AND BOUGHT HIM A DOUGHNUT.. WHAT WAS I THINKING?? I DON'T KNOW BUT NOW THE CHILD ONLY WANTS DOUGHNUTS.. SO I WILL UPLOAD SOME PICS OF THE NEW ME!! I'M NOT EVEN CLOSE TO WHAT I WANT BUT I'M SO SO SO DAMN EXCITED THAT' IT'S FINALLY COMING ALONG. I GET SO SO MANY COMPLEMENTS AND NOW I'M NOT EVEN SCARED TO ACCEPT THE COMPLEMENTS.:) I'M LIKE THANKS I'M WORKING REALLY HARD AT IT. AND I AM. IT'S NOT A DIET IT'S MY LIFESTYLE. MY BODYBAG SESSIONS ARE OVER, SO NOW I ALSO HAVE INCORPORTATED 3 GYM DAYS TO MY BUSY SCHUEDULE.. WELL ALL MY LOVELY BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS. IT MADE ME SO HAPPY TO SEE ALL OF YOU CARING ABOUT ME SO SO SO MUCH.. :beating: AND SOCCER IS GOING AWESOME. NO I HAVEN'T SCORED A GOAL YET BUT SOON I WILL. THIS FRIDAY IT WILL BE A GOAL. LOVE YA ALL.. AND AS FOR ME HAPPIER THAN EVER AND VERY THANKFUL TO GOD..
 
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ok so i'm kinda computer retarded and I'm trying to update one of my pics and I don't know how to do it. a recent one.. i'm so so so excited..View attachment 9591 I think I figured it out.. I hope i did.. so what do you all think?? it's a really big improvement in my eyes.. :grouphug: I know that without this place I wouldn't be so so far along in my journey. We are all gonna do this and I truly truly believe it.. I will stop by everyones diary tonight.. :grouphug:
 
View attachment 9592 here's another one.. When I get home I will post the befores.. from december the ones I was so so ashamed of.. so you can see the improvements.. and yes this journey has been one pound at a time. one inch at a time. boy has it been a journey and this time I feel I will take it to the finish line.. :party: WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! I really see it happening and it feels so so so good. I know where I am today and I'm happy but I know where I'm going tomorrow.. I'm enjoyng it every step of the way.. so I will catch up all my dear friends..
 
Hey whats up Ivette I hope you still rember me lol :p Im sorry it seamed like I left but it was Spring brak that messed me up a litle . Last time I was here U were about to quit soccer and now that I saw that u made 7 goals!! Nice you made it through soccer and now your hard work and practise is paying off in the soccer field . Good Job!!! Keep it up Ivette preaty soon the MLS is goin to offer you contract to play them jajjaaja take care girl!
Hey Juan!!! yeah I'm still here just been having laptop problems and at work kinda hard to focus on here.. but I need this place.. It's what has helped me start on my journey.. So how are you doing?? I promise I'm stopping by your diary.. I'm sure your doing amazing.. You have impressed me Juan by sticking on this plan.. Keep it up!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
I made a D in spanish...but there were some good lookin girls in the class!
Hey brawny!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm here.. your so so funny.. spanish class has some good lookin chicks.. Of course no one can beat us!!!:smilielol5: So thanks for stopping by.. I'm back here I am!!! and I'm loggin on weekly no matter what.. no damn excuses. I haven't reached my goal and I need this place cuz it all starts in your head.. truly I feel your all my real friends. We really care about this and we understand each other.. thanks my friend... Your doing awesome.. :party: :party:
 
Hello....hello........hello.......hello........hello!!!

Where have you gone,chica??
KC.... I love ya!!!! spank me cuz that sucks.. I have no damn excuse and I need this place.. well girly I'm here... and I know you doing awesome.. It's all your fault you got me addicted to facebook.. hahahaaha!!!:rofl: :rofl: :smilielol5: :smilielol5:
 
I'm bbaaaaccccckkkkkkk!

I know you are here somewhere....


Seroiusly, let's catch up with each other.


Matt
My dear Friend Matt!!!!!!!!!!!! ur back yeaaaaaaaahhhhh!! me too!! what happen to your diary did it vanish... Wow!!! I thought you flew off the map.. So everyone who doesn't know Matt he's awesome!!! He was the first one to ever write on my diary when I had only lost one pound.. He kept me going and going.. and I learned a lot in his message.. He said I will never forget not too look at my whole goal. To look at it as 5 pound goals. and that every time I achieved it I was one step close to the final prize.. That was January hah!! Well I have accomplished 6 mini goals and counting.. Thanks Matt!!!! You know you really helped me believe and I'm glad your back..:party: :party:
 
Great pic...You look great!!! Who are the 2 hot chicks on either side of you?
Ha Ha!
Man am I glad your back! And still gettin skinny too!
 
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So I'm trying to put before that was January 3,2009.. I can't seem to find too many cuz I would hide from the camera like there was no tomorrow.. Now I pose like I'm a super model!!!!!!!!!!:smilielol5: Regardless this is half way to my main goal!!! I can't wait.. I never thought it would happen but surely pound by pound inch by inch... :grouphug::grouphug:
 
Great pic...You look great!!! Who are the 2 hot chicks on either side of you?
Ha Ha!
Man am I glad your back! And still gettin skinny too!
there my cousins but somehow I deleted it.. I'm trying to figure it out.. I'm not that computer savvy.. so I'm having technical issues..
:)
 
My dear Friend Matt!!!!!!!!!!!! ur back yeaaaaaaaahhhhh!! me too!! what happen to your diary did it vanish... Wow!!! I thought you flew off the map.. So everyone who doesn't know Matt he's awesome!!! He was the first one to ever write on my diary when I had only lost one pound.. He kept me going and going.. and I learned a lot in his message.. He said I will never forget not too look at my whole goal. To look at it as 5 pound goals. and that every time I achieved it I was one step close to the final prize.. That was January hah!! Well I have accomplished 6 mini goals and counting.. Thanks Matt!!!! You know you really helped me believe and I'm glad your back..:party: :party:

I checked out your new pics and you are looking fine!!

I deleted my diary for other reasons. I'm still plugging away and re-shaping my body. I'm so glad you are kicking ass and i got a little nervous when i didnt see you on here. I started reseaching flights cause i thought i was going to have to kick that ass back in gear. :)

I went through i short spell of.....i dont even know. Anyway we are both still here and not going anywhere.

As far as me helping you believe, I didnt help anything, you just started believing in yourself.

Matt

PS. How is your little one doing?
 
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Yeaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!! cool:).. :grouphug::grouphug: My little ones awesome.. turning 4 this year.. and your kids how are they?? I have turned all athletic, kinda funny that once you start getting in shape it means so much to your whole life. Look I got him in soccer and tball now. I'm on a soccer team. It's crazy and he goes to a kids club at the gym when I go workout. Food for thought hah?? Once I changed I incorporated positive changes for him as well.. I'm really excited. I was so depressed in january and now positive energy just flows out of me.. I'm a different person..:biggrinjester::grouphug:
 
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Yaaaahh!! Ur still here!! In regards to facebook, I know just how addictive it is, just ask my husband. :)
I was just missing your enthusiastic and motivating words filling up my diary thread! Plus I had to keep checking in on my buddy from across the seas, see how much she was melting away! Hope you are doing fantabulously!AND DONT JUST VANISH LIKE THAT AGAIN.......I was worried!!:svengo:
 
Yeaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!! cool:).. :grouphug::grouphug: My little ones awesome.. turning 4 this year.. and your kids how are they?? I have turned all athletic, kinda funny that once you start getting in shape it means so much to your whole life. Look I got him in soccer and tball now. I'm on a soccer team. It's crazy and he goes to a kids club at the gym when I go workout. Food for thought hah?? Once I changed I incorporated positive changes for him as well.. I'm really excited. I was so depressed in january and now positive energy just flows out of me.. I'm a different person..:biggrinjester::grouphug:

my kids are great. Daughter just turned 4 and my son just turned 1. They certainly are a handful. They make everything worth it.

Glad everything is going well.
 
Yaaaahh!! Ur still here!! In regards to facebook, I know just how addictive it is, just ask my husband. :)
I was just missing your enthusiastic and motivating words filling up my diary thread! Plus I had to keep checking in on my buddy from across the seas, see how much she was melting away! Hope you are doing fantabulously!AND DONT JUST VANISH LIKE THAT AGAIN.......I was worried!!:svengo:
hahahahah!!!:smilielol5: :smilielol5: So how is cohen going for you?? I'm about to get back on 100%. I start deviating but not gaining weight just doing my own mixes.. You know where to find me girly...Thanks chickee... :party: :party:
 
Ok so I really need to get back on track with this water drinking. ONe of the things I'm lacking is at least 8 cups of water a day. I'm just not drinking it and my body totally needs it.. When I drink less water I get hungrier.. I have been deviating from that I noticed.. So :smash::smash: No more!! I will drink 10 glasses of water tomorrow no excuses... I have my soccer game tomorrow night.. I'm gonna make a goal .. I know I know.. every week I say the same shit but tomorrow I will.. I just know it.. Hey so this :piggy: flu is really scary.. hah.. damn what the fuck is next.. a few days ago the flu was so so far away from us now shit.. it's in san bernardino which is literally Ivette driving 31 minutes. away.. Oh shit...:leaving::leaving: and there's no where we can go hah?? It's like all over the damn place...:iagree: Well everyone take care... as for me just trying to live a positive live full of energy and love.. :iagree::Angel_anim:
 
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