my journey seems like the neverending story....

So yeah I ran around the block today twice it was cool.. and I followed cohen to extremes. I'm not giving up hell nawwwwwwwwwwww!.... But I noticed that I really need to put my feelings on this forum.. I'm not gonna disappear now.. I need to be able to understand myself better and writing what I feel helps me a lot...:iagree:
 
ok I'm awake.. my sons little friend just got dropped off.. I am going to use my time wisely since I don't need to sleep and go running around the block 3 times.. tonight I will go to the gym too from 7 to 9.. Sooooo here i come :party::party: I am remotivated in this journey.. I need to be 159 by may...

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! let's do this ... :grouphug:
 
Hey I'm so excited and motivated.. I'm going to the gym from 7 to 9 tonight.. I joined ballys and it even has a kids club for my son while I work out...woooooooooohooooooooo!!!:party: I feel good!! Real good!! am extremely motivated. Today I drank 2 liters of water already. had a salad and a piece of chicken for lunch... for breakfast I had an orange cuz I wasn't too hungry. Tomorrow is my next to last body bag session and thursdays my last... and then now I have decided to make my own schuedule relating exercize and sauna etc.. I have a friends wedding in may the 2nd week where I'm going to see people I haven't seen in 10 years.. so I really want to be in the 150's. I think it's a doalbe goal if I work my fucking ass off!! and this soccer team I just really hate soccer. So even though my mans on the team I don't think it's something I like.. I have been practicing with the ball and shit but I don't like it.. I like volleyball, baseball, but soccer I don't think.. So I am still thinking about the team...:sifone:
 
Well good luck at the gym!! I think consider the soccer but if you really dont think you will enjoy it, dont do it!! What you dont need is a sport that is going to put you off exercising all together! What you need to do find something you enjoy and have fun doing!! I hear pole dancing classes are suppose to be a great workout and work wonders in the bedroom!;)
 
Hey all!!! So I went to the gym on tuesday for two hours it was amazing.. it turns out my 20 yr old cousin is a pro at soccer and guess what?? Yesterday I trained with the team.. Today I trained with her from 4 to 6.. I'm getting the game a lot better now..:party: Hell yeah.. my 2nd game is tomorrow at 5:30. I feel a little bit more confidet but I think I can keep my eye on the ball and not have a problem.. I will do this...:party::party: I weighed in today at 171.. Still far from my goal but also far from where I started. I am really doing this shit and now my life is turning so healthy.. I am so so happy!!!! :grouphug::grouphug: I want to keep it up for the rest of my life...
 
I'm also waking up at 5:30 when my sons little friend gets dropped off.. and going to a spinning class with alta and our friend jessica for an hour.. and then maybe squeeze into the sauna or steam room for another 30 mins.. I love all this excersize i"m getting in.. I feel great like a new person...:party:
 
You are a new person my good friend...Just go back and read the first week of your juornal entries and see how much more positive and confident you are now. You had some determination then but now...You are one with it lady
 
brawny77 said:
You are a new person my good friend...Just go back and read the first week of your juornal entries and see how much more positive and confident you are now. You had some determination then but now...You are one with it lady
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Thanks!!! you are the best Brawny.. We go through so many ups and downs in our journeys that your right we only end up better and stronger.. I feel like I have to make the finish line.. One of my bestfriends in the whole wide world is Alta.. We have been thru so much together.. Happy, Sad, Crazy, mad but in the end we have stayed together.. and in our challenges of life I see her as a new person.. Bitch is disappearing.. and she ain't gonna be the only one.. I'm joining her...:party: :party: We start it and end it together.. We motivate each other in different ways to the fullest... But we doing this and we aint stopping.. FUCK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
:Angel_anim:Amigita!! all I can say is Thank you!!!! you made me stay in this soccer fight and I am so fucking happy!!!!!:sifone: I kicked ass!!! To the fullest of my potential I did.. They all thought I was gonna come in like last week but I came in like a fighter.. I shot for that fucking goal 7 times.. Do you guys know how that feels?? I had the ball shooting for the goal 7 times tonight.. and it felt amazing.. I felt amazing.. I practiced all week and showed that I practiced... Don't get me wrong my shots were not hard.. I need a harder kick.. but you know what I fought the war like a warrior.. I had so much fun.. I felt like a team player and I know what I have to improve.. I'm getting this soccer game.. and I love it... I have one person to thank for reals for making me not give up Alta... thanks babe.. not only did I get better.. I got fucking better.. They were like what the fuck you make like a 1800000000 turn.. It was amazing.. I was part of a team and next week I will make a Goalllllllllllllllllazzzzzzzzzzzzzoooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!:Angel_anim:
 
You are fucknnnnnnnn fantastic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CHEEeeeeOOOOOooooWWWWWW, CONGRATSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!...:party:! :party:!!!!

I KNEW YOU COULD DO IT!!! AND I KNEW YOU COULD BE GOOD!!!! :iagree: !!!

....Now that just gave me HAPPY TEARS & YOU JUST MADE MY MORNING!!!!!!:Angel_anim: !!!!

It's so true, they tell you in yoga, that as a "practitioner" you don't have to be "perfect" because that's why you are "practicing"...or else it wouldn't be a "practice" nor a sport in any other physical sports if everyone's skill level was the same. So in that sense, one can't beat oneself down for being a bit weaker in a particular area, just practice more at what you want!!! :coolgleamA:

And YUP....that's my FAVORITE THING IN THE WORLD TO TELL MYSELF AS WELL: "YOU CAN ONLY GET BETTER FROM HERE, YOU CAN'T GET WORSE!".....:sifone:

....my strokes in the pool are getting better now too, I have more resistance, and in yoga I am able to do some little baby flying move for 6-10 seconds that I couldn't do before too.....:D! WE JUST HAVE TO PRACTICE!!!

....I AM SO HAPPY YOU STUCK IT OUT!!!! YOU ARE GOING TO BE ALLOWED INTO "SPARTAAAAAAAAAA" WITH ME MY FRIEND!!! ":reddevil: :reddevil:...........

............HERE COMES IVETTE.....LET THEM HEAR YOU ROAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! :smilielol5:!!!
 
Hey chicky I am soooo glad you had fun at soccer. Its a great feeeling when you notice your own improvements whether it be skill, health, etc its an even better feeling when other people notice them!! Next week kick the shit outta that ball and maybe just maybe it will hit the net and you know what that means....... running around like an idiot with you shirt over your head!!!!LOL
 
Hiya Ivette!:waving:

Been a while, just wanted to stop in and say hi! I'm still catching up on your journal as well as everyone else's. It seems that you're doing great, despite the challenges that you've faced. Awesome!

I do agree with what others have said about not finishing things, that's probably what got all of us in this situation where we went beyond the weight that we all wanted to be at.

I played soccer for 3 years in jr high and 4 years in high school, and loved it. But I can tell you that it's much easier to play when one's in good shape and with a lot of practice. I remember playing soccer 3 years after not playing at all, and I could barely last 15 minutes! (Back then, I played the whole game, with plenty energy left over!)

But, I am very sure that your son will remember your effort, and that in itself is invaluable. It's good that you're enjoying yourself as well.

As for your struggles lately to renew your committment to weight loss, I'm with you 100% there. I took a month's "vacation" myself (maintained the weight though) And I am now returning to my diet. Not as easy as it sounds, though. It's all in the mind. :D

Best of luck with your newest endeavor! I will stop by again soon! :)

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Hey whats up Ivette I hope you still rember me lol :p Im sorry it seamed like I left but it was Spring brak that messed me up a litle . Last time I was here U were about to quit soccer and now that I saw that u made 7 goals!! Nice you made it through soccer and now your hard work and practise is paying off in the soccer field . Good Job!!! Keep it up Ivette preaty soon the MLS is goin to offer you contract to play them jajjaaja take care girl!
 
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