Sunny Thanks for stopping by, I keep meaning to come say hello in your diary as well, I'm wondering how you're doing

Total Mr. Garrison. It's terrible!
Kim Thank you, I absolutely agree, I must get my calories in. Aside from the fact that I like to eat, I mainly just don't want to screw up my metabolism again. It's a problem though because ever since I hit 149 and feel like I look normal again, my mind immediately reverts back to high school where I thought "hmm, let's go back to one ice pop per day, and lose the weight" when I now know how INCREDIBLY STUPID that reasoning is. I am getting my cals in though so it's all good.
Claudia Thank you so much

I AM organized! For literally, the first time in my life. My energy is also insane! I just got back from work and I feel so pumped up lately. I FEEL GOOD!!! I would love to come for spring break...I'll have to save up some money, but I really mean it, I would love to meet you. Thanks so much for the invitation! How great if Valerie would come too!
David LOL You mean my sparkling personality isn't enough???? haha but you're right, it may be piggy but it's totally true! Haha if only I didn't have to wear this long sleeve boy's shirt with a tie
Ok so I just got back from the early shift, and I cannot describe how wonderful it feels to be working there again. No one recognized me though because my jaw surgery apparently shifted my features, it's like no one can pinpoint exactly what it is that's different, but the general shape of my face has changed. I worked there for two years before I quit, and then I haven't been back for 2 entire years. I have to tell you all, I was offered chocolate mousse cake, creme brulee, and key lime pie tonight, but I WAS STRONG! I resisted! HELL YEAH! I used to eat all of the appetizers at work, garlic bread, etc...but it really doesn't enter my head any longer. I mean it does still look delicious, but not enough for me to order it. That's a big step in my opinion. I just feel in control! This is fabulous. I'm loving school, my job, my mind...what a good time for me. I have to go and go grocery shopping right now (I have nothing in my house) but I am going check all of your diaries after spinning tomorrow morning. I hope you all have had a great week and beautiful night
