♡°♡Losing the last 13 pounds♡°♡

Afternoon

Had a sub for lunch, it was hot lunch at my kids school yesterday and my one kid doesn't like subs, but wanted the cookie that comes with the meal, so I got the sub today! It was so good. I also had a cookie.

Then I paced for a while. I got 20k steps. Then we took the kids to the park for a while.

When we got home, we had to leave to my MIL's place to set up her bed tv. Took forever! But hubs got it done.

Came home and made pizza for supper. I ended up having some of my husbands crust from his pizza. Putting me just under 1800.

Cleaned up and gave the kids a snack. Whatever they wanted. Then I paced for a while.

Got kiddos in bed then got a massage cuz my back was hurting
 
Afternoon

Had a sub for lunch, it was hot lunch at my kids school yesterday and my one kid doesn't like subs, but wanted the cookie that comes with the meal, so I got the sub today! It was so good. I also had a cookie.

Then I paced for a while. I got 20k steps. Then we took the kids to the park for a while.

When we got home, we had to leave to my MIL's place to set up her bed tv. Took forever! But hubs got it done.

Came home and made pizza for supper. I ended up having some of my husbands crust from his pizza. Putting me just under 1800.

Cleaned up and gave the kids a snack. Whatever they wanted. Then I paced for a while.

Got kiddos in bed then got a massage cuz my back was hurting
 
Morning

I got a nice massage last night, so nice that I fell asleep. I woke up on the couch at 4:40am. I got up and made 2 mochas and paced.

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I paced for 2 hrs then got the kids up. They refused brekky cuz they were a little under the weather.

Hubs got up and I started laundry and cleaned kitty litter. Then I paced till it was time for church.

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I fell asleep on my hubbys shoulder 😪 I tried my best to stay awake but I couldn't. *Sigh*

Then we went grocery shopping and spent too much.

Came home, put groceries away and had a deli meat sandwich for lunch. Yum.
 
Morning



Up at 5, showered, 2 mochas, oatmeal and pacing.



I'm excited today! I started my new workout routine. I'll be using 10 lb weights. This is the plan:



Monday- 10 min upper body, 5 min abs

Tuesday- 10 min lower body

Wednesday- 10 min upper body, 5 min abs

Thursday- 20 min full body with 5 lb weights with church ladies

Friday- 10 min lower body

Saturday, Sunday- Active rest days with pacing



My step goal is 20k a day



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I paced for 1.5 hrs, then got the kiddos up and fed. Hubs then left for work.



I got the kids ready for school and off we went, thank goodness! I need a day alone, I've been grumpy all weekend. I think bc I binged over the weekend😔. But I'm determined not to binge anymore.



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I went to walmart got eggs and tuna.



Took 🐻 out for a walk, then had some tuna mixed with hot sauce and mustard. Then worked out! But I could not do 10 lbs lol, I used my 7's but that was still too heavy during some exercises. So I'm going to use 5 lbs instead. But it was a decent workout.



Then I went to the library to exchange some books for the kids. Came home and did chores. I finished that so I paced for 30 mins. Then MIL picked me up to watch my kids cross country practice.
 
Afternoon

My stomach has been bothering me and Ive been constipated for a while. I think it's the oatmeal, so I'm exchanging that for toast from now on. Sorry lol, *tmi*

Got home from cross country and made lunch. I'm trying to eat healthier with more protein, so I had 2 eggs with hot sauce, toast with pb, honey and sliced banana. So good.

Then I baked banana bread, did dishes and laundry. Then I played fetch with 🐻 outside for a bit. Came in and sat down browsing Instagram for a while.

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At 3 I had some more tuna then picked up the kids. Gave the kids a snack and I was feeling bingy, so I had a maple cookie. Killed my urges and tasted so good. Then did homework with the kids and halfway through, MIL came over. She finished reading with them so I could prep carrots.

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Then we sat and chatted for a while then I set the table. Hubs got home at 5:30! Early 😁

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Supper was honey garlic sausages, perogies (I had 3) and carrots. So good. These are my favorite sausages, dipped in mustard....mmm yummers. Oh and homemade chocolate chip cookies, I had 1.

Then MIL and I did dishes. Then we all hung out chatting in the living room. Then she left early to pack for a 2 week vacation.

Then hubs did homework with our youngest.

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Then it was bedtime. Then I had a loooooong hoot and now I'm tired.
 
Morning

Up at 5, forgot to shower lol, I will later. I was just so excited to pace and be active! Then I made 2 mochas and had multrigrain toast with 10g pb. Oatmeal was making my digestion not work. I have no issues with toast tho! I feel great this morning!

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Paced for 1.5 hrs! Nearly got 7k steps before hubs woke up.

There is no school today, apparently it's truth and reconciliation day, whatever that means. But I don't have to rush this morning! So I get to chill till the kids wake up.

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Hubs left for work and kids got up. I was feeling hungry so I had a yogurt, then I started laundry and cleaned kitty litter. Then I decided to workout early. So 20 mins interval walking on my treadmill and a 10 min leg and booty workout. Phew 😮‍💨! Good workout. Then I had some tuna for a quick protein hit.

Then I showered, fed the kids and did chores. It was 10 by this point and I was tired, so I had an hr nap.
 
Afternoon

My nap didnt feel long enough but I got up and made lunch, kd for 1, pizza pops for the other. While I cooked, I had a black iced coffee. Bleh.

Then I made my lunch, 2 eggs with hot sauce and toast with pb, honey, sliced banana and cinnamon. It's sooooo good.

Then I did dishes and did a couple more chores. Then I sat down on the couch again to browse Instagram. But I quickly became bored and kinda tired again, so I napped for another 30 mins.

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Now I feel better after a little more sleep! I went to bed later than usual last night so I think that's why I was so tired.

Then I took the kids outside for a bit. I played fetch with 🐻 while the kids played with the swing.

Came in and had a snack. I had the rest of my tuna and a maple cookie. I did a little happy dance eating the cookie, it tasted so good.

Then I was only at 16k steps so I decided to pace till 20k.

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Got 20k by 4:15 but I kept going.

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I started supper at 5:45 and hubs got home at 6. I went and had a double hoot to get nice stupid stoned, I'm disappointed in myself 😔.

We had chicken breast, noodles (none for me) and mixed veggies. I also had 40ml of honey garlic BBQ sauce, so yummers!

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Then I did dishes, made lunches and prepped coffee.

Then I prepared my calories for tomorrow.

I must admit, I snacked a bit too much today and am around 2100 cals for the day. But I won't beat myself up over it. Instead I will try again, 1500 cals, tomorrow.

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Got the kiddos in bed then had a rice cake with pb, honey and cinnamon. Sooooo good.

Then hubs went to go shower and my rice cake was soooo good I had to have another.

Then I went to bed 😴. Ended the day with 28.5k steps.
 
Afternoon

At noon I had a deli meat sandwich, mmm so good! Then I watched my show for a little longer.

Then after watching tv, I paced for a while, really getting into it. I stopped at 19k.

My goal is 15-20k a day, paired with a 1500 cal intake, I should lose weight. I'll weigh in tomorrow, but then Saturdays will be my weigh in day. Last time I weighed myself a few days ago, I had been binging and constipated and was 135. I just wanna make sure I'm not higher than that.

Then I watched more of 'the chosen' again.

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I am not driving today, my MIL and I are picking up the kids for my son's cross country meet, so what do I do....get stoned! I'm enjoying the high, but immediately felt convicted by the Holy Spirit that I shouldn't of done that. So I prayed and asked for forgiveness and feel bad that I won't get to take in this experience sober...and that bums me out. I'm just addicted to the high😮‍💨. I want to quit, and maybe one day I will, but for now, I will wait till my hubs gets home. Lately I've been having it once I get home from picking up the kids, but like I said, from now on, I'll wait till hubs gets home.

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Kid did great during cross country! But we are back now and ofc I had another hoot 😔. Once I have 1, I cant stop. Hubs isnt home yet either. Double no no.

But I asked for forgiveness, mercy and to help repent. 2x now, I've started being honest with God and myself.

1) I kept praying to get control of my eating, lose weight and learn to fast. But I wasn't honest with my main reasons. To lose weight for vanity reasons. I want to look good and feel good about my beautiful skinny body. I know it's vain, I know I shouldn't feel that way, but I do. And now that I'm honest about it, I actually want to learn to fast until supper on Sundays one day. So bc I was honest, God killed my any eating urges today, He took control and I've stayed with my diet and it was easy.

2) Pot. I kept praying to quit, but honestly I don't want to. It helps (when I dont have anxiety but I'm learning to deal with it) to make me happy. Being high makes me happy. But I've felt convicted by the Holy Spirit to be responsible with it. Which means no pot before hubs gets home. Which I can do. I would prefer to wait till the kids go to bed tho. But now I'm being honest to God and myself, I have no doubt that I'll pass this tomorrow.

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Supper was beef stir fry. And for desert, homemade chocolate chip cookies MIL made. I had one, and it was so good. I'm estimating 100 cals for it.

Then we as a family played a fun game called 'hurry up chicken butt'. It was a fun time. Then MIL left.

Then I had my night time snack of a rice cake with pb and honey. Mmm so good.

I ended with 23k steps.
Hi. I find your posts very helpful. I am now 165lbs and although i want to decrease it seems that i actually increase my weight. I used to be 140lbs before 7 years and 130 before 10 years. A lot of changes in my life style and i am now 165 lbs. Actually 35 lbs above my normal. I understand that i need to lose weight for being fit and more healthy. I imagine losing these lbs could make me walk without getting tired easily and would give me strength. I don't feel hungry most of the time but the reason i gain weight instead of losing it is that i really have to do the chores after 9 o 'clock so i stay sleepless for a lot of time during the week and i feel tired. After 4 pm i feel my energy drops and all the time until i go to sleep i eat chocolate, different types of bread, some sweets not meal really. I eat a small portion of them but still are sweet foods and bread and the hours after 6 pm aren't so good for eating such things. I know it's bad that habit but i can't control myself, i feel tired and i think that habit gives my energy. I tried some vitamins but i can't change it. I know i shouldn't eat that kind of things in these hours but i still do it. Do you think praying would help me control my appetite for unhealthy food? What would give me enough motivation to get over this unhealthy habit without feeling tired? I actually don't have time for going to gym right now, i just walk for half an hour every day as a physical activity
 
Hello! I'm back with another accountability. I left for a while while I was binging. But I'm back now and ready to post my progress.

July 31 I weighed 140. As of last Saturday, I'm 133.8. My gw is 120 and a slim toned look.

So a little about me. 4 years ago I had a mental breakdown that landed me in the mental hospital for a week where I was diagnosed with schizoeffective disorder (schizophrenia and bipolar). I am on 3 meds to keep me level. But these meds caused me to gain 20 pounds and 2 years ago my hw was 150lbs.

I'm a stay at home mom of 2 boys under 10. I can't believe summer is almost over!!

Anyway, I'm getting back into fitness, doing pilates 3x a week and walking. I pace in my kitchen to get steps in while listening to TV shows. My goal is 10k but I normally get 15+k.

My intake goal is 1200 cals.

Let's lose 13 pounds!!
 
Hi. I find your posts very helpful. I am now 165lbs and although i want to decrease it seems that i actually increase my weight. I used to be 140lbs before 7 years and 130 before 10 years. A lot of changes in my life style and i am now 165 lbs. Actually 35 lbs above my normal. I understand that i need to lose weight for being fit and more healthy. I imagine losing these lbs could make me walk without getting tired easily and would give me strength. I don't feel hungry most of the time but the reason i gain weight instead of losing it is that i really have to do the chores after 9 o 'clock so i stay sleepless for a lot of time during the week and i feel tired. After 4 pm i feel my energy drops and all the time until i go to sleep i eat chocolate, different types of bread, some sweets not meal really. I eat a small portion of them but still are sweet foods and bread and the hours after 6 pm aren't so good for eating such things. I know it's bad that habit but i can't control myself, i feel tired and i think that habit gives my energy. I tried some vitamins but i can't change it. I know i shouldn't eat that kind of things in these hours but i still do it. Do you think praying would help me control my appetite for unhealthy food? What would give me enough motivation to get over this unhealthy habit without feeling tired? I actually don't have time for going to gym right now, i just walk for half an hour every day as a physical activity

Hi there! Im sorry you struggle, food addiction is not fun! Im still struggling myself a bit.

I havent been on here in a while so I changed things up and am losing weight again.

First, I stopped worrying about my calories and started concentrating on better choices. Personally, I HATE being hungry and I understand I will binge if I let myself get hungry. So I eat! I just make better choices. Example, I used to snack on chocolate and cookies as my main source of snacks, now? Half a deli meat sandwich on multrigrain bread. Just bread, meat and mustard. This is a good choice bc its good carbs and protein! I still get hungry a couple hours later but I dont crave unhealthy food as much now. This is my current diet

Brekky- overnight oats (regular oatmeal is great too), or healthy cereal
Snack- half a sandwich or something with protein and carbs (could be a glass of yummy chocolate milk even!)
Lunch- lately its been an unhealthy Raman noodles with nutella on crackers 😅🤣, but im making the switch to 2-3 eggs and a fruit smoothie
1st afternoon Snack at 2pm- another half sandwich (deli meat or pb and honey🤤)
2nd Snack at 4pm- a treat! 2 chocolate cookies atm
Supper- medium portion but allowed everything
Snack- keep is small but anything! Another treat maybe? 1 cookie!

I pair this with tons of pacing. 20k-25k steps a day while pacing back and forth in my kitchen or hallway. I also do a 10 min pilates workout mon-sat. No weights.

These are the only videos I do. She has 5 min workouts that I do.

Mon,Wed, Fri- I do 5 mins arms and 5 mins abs
Tues, Thurs, Sat- I do 5 mins legs and 5 mins back.
https://youtube.com/@lidiavmera?si=3G0WntXMO_-CYMZP

As for praying...YES!
Philippians 4:6-7
New Living Translation
6 Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. 7 Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.

I have found prayer super helpful. I believe its why I am making better choices and rather than starving myself to lose weight, i am fueling my body so I can be strong and be active to burn extra calories.

Thats great u walk a bit! But I would recommend 10k-15k a day to start burning extra calories, otherwise u might have to count calories and stick to a lower calorie diet. Wear good shoes!

And finally, if u get bored while walking lots, I love listening to worship music and worshiping God and spending a lot of time in prayer, but that's just me! 😃
 
Hi there! Im sorry you struggle, food addiction is not fun! Im still struggling myself a bit.

I havent been on here in a while so I changed things up and am losing weight again.

First, I stopped worrying about my calories and started concentrating on better choices. Personally, I HATE being hungry and I understand I will binge if I let myself get hungry. So I eat! I just make better choices. Example, I used to snack on chocolate and cookies as my main source of snacks, now? Half a deli meat sandwich on multrigrain bread. Just bread, meat and mustard. This is a good choice bc its good carbs and protein! I still get hungry a couple hours later but I dont crave unhealthy food as much now. This is my current diet

Brekky- overnight oats (regular oatmeal is great too), or healthy cereal
Snack- half a sandwich or something with protein and carbs (could be a glass of yummy chocolate milk even!)
Lunch- lately its been an unhealthy Raman noodles with nutella on crackers 😅🤣, but im making the switch to 2-3 eggs and a fruit smoothie
1st afternoon Snack at 2pm- another half sandwich (deli meat or pb and honey🤤)
2nd Snack at 4pm- a treat! 2 chocolate cookies atm
Supper- medium portion but allowed everything
Snack- keep is small but anything! Another treat maybe? 1 cookie!

I pair this with tons of pacing. 20k-25k steps a day while pacing back and forth in my kitchen or hallway. I also do a 10 min pilates workout mon-sat. No weights.

These are the only videos I do. She has 5 min workouts that I do.

Mon,Wed, Fri- I do 5 mins arms and 5 mins abs
Tues, Thurs, Sat- I do 5 mins legs and 5 mins back.
https://youtube.com/@lidiavmera?si=3G0WntXMO_-CYMZP

As for praying...YES!
Philippians 4:6-7
New Living Translation
6 Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. 7 Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.

I have found prayer super helpful. I believe its why I am making better choices and rather than starving myself to lose weight, i am fueling my body so I can be strong and be active to burn extra calories.

Thats great u walk a bit! But I would recommend 10k-15k a day to start burning extra calories, otherwise u might have to count calories and stick to a lower calorie diet. Wear good shoes!
And finally, if u get bored while walking lots, I love listening to worship music and worshiping God and spending a lot of time in prayer, but that's just me! 😃
Hello, thank you so much for your response! All your advices are very helpful! I finally started yesterday and say i will control myself for what i eat after 6 pm. I stayed on this for yesterday and i decide every day to be stuck on this. I will try to walk a little bit more. Today i feel better, my belly more relaxed although i think about my energy level if it is low because of the yesterday diet. I am not hungry now but i don't know until the end of the day. I feel certain that i should make changes to my previous program and lose the additionally kgs not only for the aesthetic look but also for healthy reasons. With less kgs I can more easily move, walk, run. I think about praying too. Praying gives me strength and relaxes me from worries that are with tiredness the main reason for my addiction to food. My short goal is to stay on track for one week . I want to see if it is achievable and then decide to continue. It's a great challenge for me because i have a lot of chores to do in the evening and my rest time is limited. However i will try and with the great support of the people of this community i think it would be easier. Anyway i 'll update for my progression. I hope i step forward to my goal and not back. Thank you again for your reply. In any case I feel it’s easier to achieve your goal if you speak with people that cope with similar issues and give you ideas about how they manage to achieve their goal!
 
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