Frogged - Hi!

Right now, I don't go to the gym - I'm far too shy for that. My dumbells are just 7.5lbs each, and if I reach my goal I'll hopefully upgrade them. I have a terribly old, manual treadmill which I run on and a manual cross trainer which isn't as fun ^^'
Thank you so much for the advice, I've read your story and you've done amazingly and you look great, I'm really happy for you! I have started trying to imagine how I could be if I pushed myself, and it does help (especially as I'm reaching for a chocolate bar or something

) I'm thinking about putting posters in my room of women with great bodies, lol, maybe that would help too. I do wish I had started this earlier, though, I also regret the years I've wasted being unhappy, and feeling like I couldn't go outside, just because of the way I look. But oh well, we can't go back and start a new beginning, but we can start today and make a new ending.
SparkErosion - Hey, I'll definitely try some of those! I already do sit ups, and I really want to do push ups too but I think I'm too weak xD I'm going to keep trying though, I'd love to have some nice abs and biceps one day
It's such a shame you feel so badly, you have also had an incredible transformation and in time I'm you'll feel better, you deserve to. Anyone woman would be lucky to have such a determined & motivated guy!
We should all try not to judge yourself through other people's eyes. ^^'
Emerald - Hi! Haha, if you say so~ I checked your pictures and you have a great body, I can't see anywhere where you could lose weight! Thank you, knowing that people are keeping an eye on me should keep me on track
fourtyfour - Ha, that's what I was wondering

I'm worried I'll be recognised if I show my face! It's more my thighs I want to tone not my butt, you can't really tell so much from the photos but they do need a lot of work, especially with all the bumps ^^' & lovely toned legs are amazing! If I start going to the gym, I'd aim to gain muscle in that area, not just tone it. I absolutely hate my legs, if I slim them down a bit hopefully they will look even longer - I'll be excited to wear a dress, heh. Something to aim for~~