kelly's diary

Congratulations on the loss Kelly!! Awesome. It's good to hear what a great time you're having lately. :)
 
new ticker

200 pounds is behind me and I am starting fresh with a new ticker. Now my high weight is 180 and I am headed for 160. It took me four months to lose twenty pounds. This last month I have lost 6 or 7 pounds. Incredible. I am remembering my highest weight of 220 five years ago.

Cheers all.
 
Kelly you remind me of my favorite childhood book "the little engine that could" just chugging along on track, gathering steam, building confidence, going from "I think I can...I know I can.....I AM...I AM":)
 
Happychubette said:
200 pounds is behind me and I am starting fresh with a new ticker. Now my high weight is 180 and I am headed for 160. It took me four months to lose twenty pounds. This last month I have lost 6 or 7 pounds. Incredible. I am remembering my highest weight of 220 five years ago.

Cheers all.
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WOO HOO HOO!!! Damn girl you go !!!
 
congratulations kelly! that is so inspirational - heres to the next ticker change - whenever it may be :D im sure it wont be too long - you are so motivated to do this - its fantastic xx
 
That dear man truly touched my heart. We went too far. He talked me in to it and I was willing. Big mistake, but it was inevitable. There was just an EASE to talking with him and it led to intimacy as it had to. I don't want a relationship. After that, I feel like joining a Buddhist monastery. It was draining, all that emotion. He sung many times to me. "Its when he thinks he's past love, that's when he meets his last love..."

Still eating in a 20% deficit, starting a new month, new effort, new club challenge. Didn't exercise while going through "affair" with Michael but am RELIEVED to be getting back to my gardening. I was just so tired (from being unable to sleep lying in bed WONDERING about him) and out of commission during the days.

Even if he was younger it wouldn't work. I've been married. Been divorced. Once is enough.

Miss everybody as its been days since I've posted.
 
I can't bear to disown him completely so will talk on the phone and maybe stay friends if I can keep it just friends. He is not lonely. He is okay. What do my forum friends think???
 
I think:

1) you've had a lovely "interlude"...how nice for you

2) the next time you fall in love (and there will be a next time), don't stop running, just use your "jogging time" to think sweet thoughts about the guy :)
 
I have to agree with CYM on this one. I'm so happy that you still have your gardening and your looking forward to getting back into that again. I posted a reply in my diary for you earlier, so I won't get into to much again. I will try and be on later so we can chat more tonight!
~big hugs~
Keep smiling!
Kim
 
Don't write off relationships forever; just don't lose yourself in the process of having one. Keep doing the things that are important to YOU. You can't love someone if you don't love yourself, and you can't love yourself if you stop doing the things you love.
 
Happychubette said:
200 pounds is behind me and I am starting fresh with a new ticker. Now my high weight is 180 and I am headed for 160. It took me four months to lose twenty pounds. This last month I have lost 6 or 7 pounds. Incredible. I am remembering my highest weight of 220 five years ago.

Cheers all.
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Hi Kelly! Missed you! But then again, I haven't been around as much lately, very busy busy busy!

I'm happy for you! YES! I love your step-by-step goals!

About Miachel: I'm with Tom. You still need to heal after this, and I wish you the best!
~hugs~ Valerie
 
I went out gardening today but had to quit due to breaking down crying.
Can't function today. Thanks for your quick replies.

Tom, I do love myself.
 
Here comes a super dooper big hug and a big sloppy kiss on the cheek ... are you ready? :hug2: MUAH!!

(((Kelly))) you are not alone. It's good you can let out your feelings, so what if you had to quit gardening for a while. We have to let ourselves feel the way we feel, damnit. But make sure to surround yourself with good friends at a time like this. Friends are where it's at.
 
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