be_gone_soon
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Hey I hope your weekend went great!!
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Ya ever have those days where you just feel like a freakin' huge cow. I swear, my ass feels huge today. I can't believe I'm still in the freakin' 170's...they should be nearing there end but nope--I'm closer to the 80's than the 160's. freakin sucks. I'm losing my patience and my will power. *sob* It's just to freakin' hard to keep going when the damn scale doesn't move--or moves in the wrong direction. Maybe somebody will piss me off at work today and I'll have a huge adreneline rush and bike 20 miles and do 400 situps.
I'm tired of being fat and I'm tired of those stupid gray pants not fitting every damn time I try them on. I should just return them.
I'm depressed.