Kadie :)

Kadie... that sounds like a great dream to have! Do you plan on moving to California when you are your new trim self? :) I grew up in California in Burbank (where all the studios are). There are a lot of places to get picked up by people there. I have a lot of friends that have done or are still trying to do stuff in television or movies! Good luck! Even if it is just a dream it's still fun to think about! :)
 
I'll probably never make it to California but living in Florida isn't too bad either. Between Miami, Orlando and Tampa I think I could find some good gigs. Maybe one day.

I definitely would need to lose weight. I completely broke down last night. A few of my girlfriends and I were going out dancing and I had picked out an outfit early in the day. Tried it on and everything. Well, I got ready and looked in the mirror and so began my 2 hour fit of trying to find something I didn't feel like a complete cow in. I cried out of frustration, because my cute jeans don't fit any more and I feel like no matter what I do I can't fix it. I need to suck it up and get it together. Dancing was good exercise though. I just wish I could afford to go every night. I went out to a party tonight, where there is usually some dancing, but it was an awful experience. I don't drink anyways, but even if I did I wouldn't now because it is such a waste, all those empty calories. I felt pressured all night, more than normal for some reason, and ended up leaving early-which is so not like me. I hate it because I feel like I'm growing up but my friends aren't coming with me. Oh well, I'll make new ones in a few weeks at college and the important ones I have now will keep in touch.

Besides that, food situation hasn't been bad. I can't remember much of yesterdays food because I planned on typing it in last night but I didn't have time. I did say no to an after club ice cream though! Today I had a bagel, I know it is bad but I hardly ever have them! 1/2 cup mac n' cheese with lowfat cheese and wheat pasta. And salad with nuts and veggies for dinner. I did ab work and leg toning. No cardio- I was too tired after last night and my toes hurt from dancing for 3 hours in heels!!

I am a shoe fanatic and love heels but I need a practical pair of dancing shoes that are still cute and dressy enough but do not make me 3 inches taller and give me sore toes!!
 
Hello Kadie,

I know what you mean about clothes, how "suddenly" it just doesn't look nice anymore... I have a lot of that, since I've been gaining weight, and I am lousy at throwing things out. One advice I read in here somewhere is to find that dress or whatever that is the favourite, but doesn't fit and then hang it up on your door, as a goal. That way you don't just obsess about a number on your scale. You make it your goal:)
I was a little worried in the start about you intake, like M2M said, if you don't get the needed you body goes into starvation and instead of loosing the fat you'll start loosing muscless and such. You should try getting something to eat a snack or whatever like every 4 hours at least, that way you body gets new fuel on a regular basic, and it doesn't convience itsefl its starving. It doesn't have to be anything big, like for instans a healthcampagning roaming my country for time being is "6 a day", it means 6 pieces (or 600g) fruit a day is recommended. (and don't know if its correct translated, but there is the saying: a apple a day keeps the doctor away.)
Hope you are well, keep up the fight.
 
Thanks for your concern. I do know I need more fruit in my diet but I am alergic so I can only eat so much in on sitting. I love it anyways though! I do eat between 1100-1200 calories everyday. I promise!!
 
Yesterday was pretty good but I have decided I need to be much better about counting calories. I have gotten in the habit of eating the same foods so I feel like I don't need to count, but I definitely went a bit over yesterday. I did my morning bike ride (9 miles) and 30 minutes of toning.

Breakfast was Kashi
1 lowfat cheese stick
glass of milk 350 calories

Lunch was veggie nuggets and a few goldfish crackers
360 calories

Dinner was 2 slices of a small cheese pizza and a peice of cheesey bread.
600 calories

Total calories:
1310

I figured with the exercise that isn't too bad.

Today I skipped my morning bike ride. Just too tired but I will do an hour of cardio and 20-30 minutes of toning at least today.

I haven't had breakfast yet but I think I am going to have kashi or cheerios.
Lunch should be a big salad with nuts and cheese.
Snack perhaps a 100 calorie pack.
And I have a birthday dinner this evening so we'll see what they are serving.

:)
 
Veggie Chicken Wrap 400 calories
Waffle Fries from Chik-fil-a 360 calories
760 calories

I am debating what to have for dinner. It is way after 6:00 but I had a meeting and wasn't hungry enough to eat before then. Bad excuse, I know.
I have been afraid to get on the scale since my last lost pound. I think I am going to wait a few more days to do it again. Maybe I'll wait until my doctors appointment on the 10th?
 
Cheerios 110 calories
Cinnamon Cake Thingy 150 calories
Cheese Stick x2 140 calories
wrap 450 calories
potatoes 350 calories
Total: 1200 calories
Yay! It is late but I haven't had time to exercise yet. I am going to skip cardio and do toning/conditioning.
 
pancakes with butter 240 calories
chinese food 815 calories
candy :( 250 calories
Total: 1305

Better job today.
Cheerios so far!
I think I am going to try a cheerios diet instead of Special K. For breakfast have cheerios and fruit. Lunch cheerios with nuts. and then a low fat dinner. Perhaps?
 
Yesterday was awful. I don't even want to talk about it.
Today however I am going to make it better, I hope.
 
Hey Kadie,

Just move on, forget tomorrow, or better yet remember it as an example of not what to do again... Like a learned lesson. I bet you did better today:)
 
Thanks :)

I did actually. I know I know- Not enough calories but I'm not going to lie about what I ate!

Cheerios 110
Frosted Flakes 120
Veggie Nuggets 400
cheese stick70
Saturday Total: 700

Yesterday
Cheerios 110
Veggie Burger 270 no bread/cheese
2 grilled chese 450
Total:830


We'll see how today goes.
 
Hi Kadie, thanks for stopping by in my diary its much appreciated :D

I'v given up on the Special K diet, and i notice you want to try a cheerios one...sounds more my type too :p

Keep up the good work xx
 
I didn't exercise today so lower calories is about right.
4 rice cakes 140 calories
Wheat Thins 150 calories
Veggie Burger w/ bun and steamed brocolli 210 calories
Pretzels 160 calories
Veggies with Dip 150 calories
Total Calories: 810 calories
I think I have more than one servings worth of wheat thins though so I am sure it is closer to 950ish.
More tomorrow-Promise!
 
Honey Nut Cheerios 140 calories
Snack Cake 150 calories
Veggie Subs 650 calories
Total: 940 calories
 
Wheat Thins 150 calories
Veggie Peperoni 160 calories
Wheat Tortilla Quesedilla plus salsa 500 calories
a few bites of things here and there about 100 calories
Total: 910 calories
I think I am going to have some fruit or something later....
 
I am leaving early tomorrow for a convention in Boston. I'll be back Wednesday. I'm not really excited to be going but I'm even less excited that it may screw up my diet. We'll see!
P.S. I lost another 2 pounds :) YAY!
 
Well I didn't gain any weight! It was incredibly hectic always eating on the run and whenever we could, usually not until late at night but it was well worth it. I loved it!
Back to work tomorrow!
 
I can't remember what I ate yesterday. I guess I was just recooping from the week. I am getting really nervous about college-I leave Tuesday :( and I think that is what is fueling my appetite. We'll see. Today may be okay.
 
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