Tally: Thanks lovely!!! i was shocked @ the combo of holidaying and losing weight at the same time myself..small miracle i spose
Its good to be back with you guys...i think i m in need of the support right now...
BF is really cute.

miss him a lot...cant wait to see him in July hopefully.
big hug girl x
Charlie: thanks Charlie! i m slower to get back to classes than i should be....dont i just love when something comes up and makes my plans messed up...(as well as missing discipline right now)
Hana: thanks!! skype is the way forward indeed.. thats how it s gonna work - thats how we ve been in touch in the last 2 yrs...being together for real is infinitely better!! cant wait to make it more permanent!
TikTak: thanks -- i look fwd to being able to report some progress haha
Janvier: thanks lovely for the sweet welcome back

yep - cant believe how easy it was to go back to junk food...haha..only for a week though...in a few days in & i was craving salads!!!! crazy but true. i really really need to kick myself back in gear hahaha...in order to look "even hotter" for july...it has to be done!! so yup WE NEED TO WORK ON THIS!!
Jennifer: thank you!!!i need to get back to the daily updates...i m being terrible right now - with everything..i havent been on a diet since 7th April - nearly a month!! ouch! so getting back to my daily routine is really gonna be shock to the system!
Xenon: thanks so much!!
Amanda: thanks lovely!!
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Hey you guys -
thanks for welcoming me back
Its nice to be back!!
ONLY I M GUILTY
- AND CANNOT REPORT ANY PROGRESS....
Dont you worry i have excuses!!!!
1) i m still at my parents --- home made food is irresistable (why am i still here

2) i need a procedure at the dentist (i have been with my dentist forever - dont fancy a change)
3) i have tons of work after a long break (this leads to no. 4 and 5) - i m a transaltor - so i can work from my parents..all i need is a laptop
4) i have no time for gym
5) i have no time to make my own food....
SO YOU SEE - excuses excuses...
the
good news is that i ll get my tooth sorted on Tuesday and i m flying back to the coast on Wednesday. this will make things hundred times better.
So i think i have put on some weight...maybe even more than "some" -i wont update the scale since i m not using my own...but i think
i defo put some pounds back on because of
-chocolate
-home food
-lack of excercize
-ToM
good news is that i only gained the weight in a week's time - that means its easily lose-able...and i ll do my best to lose it....
summer on the beach (where i live)..is quite a nightmare when u are overweight...i really really need to deal with this...
i wanna look good for me. i wanna be healthy for me.
cant wait to excercize again...i look fwd to swimming so much...
it s gonna happen...its just i need to get back home...
am i making too many excuses???

i know..i am...
give me a few more days and i show you that i can pick myself up and continue.
BIG HUGS
