I am definitely envious of those tight knit relationships with the friends and especially the ones from grade school. I don't have any friends from grade school left, I moved outta state at 14 (only 30 mins away) with my mom and left them all. The one that I reconnected with last year burned me and burned me badly! She also is not mature enough to even see the wrong in her actions and I'm not dumb enough to put myself in those types of situations again! I do have 2 great friends from high school, but one is 3 hours away and the other is 4.5 hrs away. Needless to say I rarely see them.