Jen's Diary of Random Stuff

I'm soooooooo BOOOOORRRRED!!!! I should go to bed, but here I sit. I'm all by myself tonight..and it's almost kind of creepy...I'm scared....hahaha. Not really...ok..maaaaybe a little. Eh...I'll be ok. It's nothing a little xanax can't fix..hahaha! Ok...I'm going to bed :leaving:
 
Ooook....so you know that little magnetic key thing that you have to have to turn the treadmill on? HAHAHA.... Yeah I have no idea where it is. I'm assuming it's in one of these like 50 boxes sitting around my house, but who knows? UGh....So anyone wanna come put this crap away for me? Pleeease? I'll give you 5 bucks and half a box of stale Chicken in a Biskit Crackers?! Any takers? Oh come on...it'll be fun! hahaha.

I do plan on trying to get most of it done this weekend. My kids won't be home this weekend...so I'll have plenty of free time and no excuses..lol. I really need to get it put away, it's starting to really bug me....there's stuff piled everywhere...I feel like I belong on episode of Hoarders or something..hahaha. Have you ever watched that show? OH MY GOD....is all I have to say on that..HAHAHA.

Anyways...my goal is by the end of the weekend to have most of my stuff put away and to have found my treadmill key thing, so I can get back on that on Monday. Wish me luck..hahaha.
 
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Ok...so I finally found the treadmill thingy jig,....YES, that's the technical term..hahaha..and have the treadmill pretty much cleared out of all the boxes and junk. So I have NO excuses now. :ack2: Siiiiigh....no, it's ok....I've been feeling super sluggish lately and I know it's from not exercising, so it'll be good to get back on it. I even charged up my ipod and put some new songs on it..so I'm all ready to go! yay!

Today was kind of a busy day. I ran the kids around, went to the store, had an appt with a lawyer, and I've been talking to a friend for part of the night that's going through a rough time. So I'm tired. And tomorrow is going to be about the same...it's a half day of school for my kiddos and then I have parent/teacher conferences...so that should be fun..lol. Aww...I'm not worried... my kids are little angels for their teachers....if only they were half as good at home..hahaha...little stinkers!
 
Wow it's nice out today! The sun is shining and it's really warm. It was even warm when I left the house at 7:45 this morning to take my daughter to school. I went out to start my car, so it could warm up and melt any frost on it, and was like.... "Holy crap!! It's nice out here!" I think I needed a nice sunny day to get me out of this funk I've been in for a couple days. I've been mopey.... Is that one of the seven dwarfs? UMMM....Let's see.... there's Sleepy, Grumpy, Dopey,......ummmm...Sneezy, ..Doc....Happy...and ...aaaaand...that one that I can never remember..hahahaha. OH yeah...BASHFUL!!! So, nope, mopey isn't a dwarf...I was sleepy and grumpy though..HAHAHA.

I actually did get a lot done yesterday...and am feeling the pain today...I'm soooo sore..lol. So I'm taking it easy today. Just going to relax, get some writing work done....and enjoy the sunshine. :)
 
Woohoo!! The cable guy is here installing cable and internet! I will no longer have to suffer through PBS cartoons, seriously, they're BAD. Even my three year old son thinks so...he'll bring me the remote after a while and want me to change it...so even he knows they're awful...hahahaha. I also won't have to "borrow" internet from the business across the street anymore...hehehe. :p


........and I also...I mean the KIDS won't have to miss any episodes of iCarly. :blush5:

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So, going to the store when you're emotional is not a good idea...well if you're an emotional eater, that is. It's been a rough day, and I went to the store and came home with a bag of stuff that I definitely did not need....like eggnog, a brownie, and a couple other things. :banghead: UGH..I hate it. I hate being an emotional eater, and I hate being emotional.

I'm tired. It just seems like the most I can go is a few days without something happening that makes me fall apart. Today was rough. My kids were with they're dad, so I missed them. My boyfriend and I spent most of the day, not fighting or arguing, but talking about stuff that is just not fun to talk about. There's just always something it seems like. The mountain of shit is just getting bigger and bigger. I was told to look for the diamond underneath all of the shit....but I seriously need a bigger shovel. I'm digging with a f@#$ing gardening trowel here..lol.

I know things are going to get better...they are....Some of these things I'm dealing with right now will eventually go away, I know that. Some of the things are going to take time to fix, some patience to fix, and some less miles to fix. I just want them fixed now(obviously the patience thing is gonna be hard for me hahaha). I know that's not possible though. So I'll just keep looking for the diamond amongst all the shit in the meantime.



....and getting a much, much bigger shovel wouldn't hurt either...lol.
 
Ok, things have been going a lot better the last few days..and as a result I'm in a damn good mood :) I went and did a little Christmas shopping yesterday. I got a quite a bit of it done actually, so that was nice. I also bought a scale while I was there. I have yet to get it out of the box, it's sitting over there staring at me...giving me the evil eye..hahaha. But tomorrow morning I'll get it out, go to the bathroom, get nekkid :D and weigh myself..hahaha. That's my 'weighing in' ritual. I'm sure it's probably a lot of yours too. At least I hope, or I'm gonna feel like the weird one...hahaha. But anyways, tomorrow I'll weigh myself. Hopefully it's not too awful bad. I haven't weighed myself in a month probably...I'm scared...lol. No, it'll be fine. Whatever the scale says...I'll deal with it and make it better. :seeya:
 
Well I weighed myself this morning...and surprisingly, it wasn't that bad. I think I'm up about a pound from the last time I weighed myself, a month ago or more....and considering the fact that I haven't been eating good at all and not exercising...I'll take it! hahaha. I was expecting it to say I had gained like 10 lbs or something...so I'm more than happy with just a pound. Now I'm off to start working off that pound, and the million more on my ass, on the treadmill!! Have a great day everybody! :)



* Scratch that last part...Just got on the treadmill and it's not working...ugh.:(
** Scratch that ^^ It was just a flip switched off on the bottom...hahaha. At
least it was an easy fix :)
 
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Hi Jen!
Just saying hi :) Hope you do find that diamond. Lol @ the garden trowel!
Congrats on getting the cable, we just moved to a more expensive place so we had to cut ours (Austar) off :(
 
healthyjess said:
Hi Jen!
Just saying hi :) Hope you do find that diamond. Lol @ the garden trowel!
Congrats on getting the cable, we just moved to a more expensive place so we had to cut ours (Austar) off :(
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Hi Jess! Thanks...I hope I find it too. :)

...and having no cable sucks. Hopefully you can eventually get it turned back on. I feel for ya! lol!
 
Well I spent HOURS today wrapping Christmas presents. All was going fine, and then my little wrist tape dispenser ran out....and I had to use the regular old tape thingy...siiiiigh..it was awful. That tape dispenser thing has spoiled me when it comes to wrapping...it's soooo much easier! hahaha! But, anyways...it's all wrapped...ALL OF IT! I can't believe that I actually have it all done and I still have a week til Christmas...this is like a record for me. :rotflmao: And hopefully my kids don't try and peek too much, because I didn't use a lot of tape. That would of been my dream come true when I was a kid. I was the kid that peeled up the tape...peeked..and then carefully reapplied the tape, making sure to line up that liiiiittle bit of print that came off on the tape...HAHAHA! I still can't stand a wrapped present..HAHAHA!!! Which I just so happen to have...and it's driving me nuts! It's probably socks...that's what I keep telling myself. :willy_nilly:


Ok...I'm off to go peek at my present now...maybe shake it?? maybe peel some tape off it??...who knows?? :santa:
 
jen_renee said:
Well I spent HOURS today wrapping Christmas presents. All was going fine, and then my little wrist tape dispenser ran out....and I had to use the regular old tape thingy...siiiiigh..it was awful. That tape dispenser thing has spoiled me when it comes to wrapping...it's soooo much easier! hahaha! But, anyways...it's all wrapped...ALL OF IT! I can't believe that I actually have it all done and I still have a week til Christmas...this is like a record for me. :rotflmao: And hopefully my kids don't try and peek too much, because I didn't use a lot of tape. That would of been my dream come true when I was a kid. I was the kid that peeled up the tape...peeked..and then carefully reapplied the tape, making sure to line up that liiiiittle bit of print that came off on the tape...HAHAHA! I still can't stand a wrapped present..HAHAHA!!! Which I just so happen to have...and it's driving me nuts! It's probably socks...that's what I keep telling myself. :willy_nilly:


Ok...I'm off to go peek at my present now...maybe shake it?? maybe peel some tape off it??...who knows?? :santa:
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Ohhh I used to do that too!!! Except my grandma double wrapped but my mom didn't. One year I unwrapped and rewrapped all my gifts. I never did it again because Christmas day was so boring and I had to pretend to be excited and surprised, lol. My mom must have known though cuz after that she put my presents inside other boxes and then put other things in to make them sound different when I shook them, like bells, popcorn kernals, etc. Especially if I was getting socks....those always made alot of noise :X Anyway glad you got it all done early and don't have to be out anymore in this craziness. People are drivin like maniacs right now.
 
douknowjello said:
One year I unwrapped and rewrapped all my gifts.
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I also did that one year...or two? :Angel_anim: HAHAHA! I think I'm going to have to end up doing some creative packaging with my daughter in the next few years. I can totally see her peeling off tape and peeking at her presents. She's a stinker.....kinda like her mom :D
 
douknowjello said:
hiya jen :) I noticed you've been on but not posted in your journal...how's stuff goin? Did you survive the holidays? lol
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I survived...barely..lol. Christmas went pretty good. The kids got a TON of stuff....I'm still trying to figure out where to put it all..lol. The last week has been a little crazy around here with the kids being off from school...but they went back today. I love em...but THANK GOD!! HAHAHA!

I was hoping to start today off with a good outlook....in general and diet wise...but my night last night stomped the hell out of that... so I'm just trying to get through today in one piece...lol. So far, so good. Hopefully I get a good nights sleep tonight and can focus tomorrow...because it's soooo not happening today..hahaha!

I hope you had a good holiday and everybody else as well. Hopefully this next year is a good one! I don't know about you...but I need a good one...lol.
 
Maybe you just needed one more day of celebration, like I did New Year's Eve and even the next day. But its time for a fresh start!!!
 
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