Jen's Diary of Random Stuff

I seriously had an "a ha" moment this morning. I woke up this morning soooo tired and sore. My back hurts, my shoulder hurts, my everything hurts, and I basically haven't had any amount of good sleep for more than like 2 days in row, in a long, long time. I won't go into it all, but because of my living situation I sleep on a couch most of the week. A hard, horribly uncomfortable couch. I don't know why in the world I didn't think of it before....but this morning I remembered that I have a perfectly good...fairly comfortable air mattress packed away somewhere. It was like in the cartoons when the little light bulb goes on over the little guy's head...yeah that was me this morning...HAHAHA! It won't be as comfortable as a real bed, but at least I'll be able to stretch out. I can't wait for bed tonight...hahaha. I never thought I'd be so excited to sleep on an air mattress....yes, that's kind of sad...but I don't care.

Not getting any amount of good sleep has really taken it's toll on me. I'm constantly tired and sore, and it makes me cranky, and with all the emotional stuff I'm already going through...it's definitely not helping that. It's amazing how much sleep effects you...or lack of sleep, I should say. I definitely took the sleep I was getting before, for granted. I will never do that again. The lack of sleep has really been getting to me lately, and I've been slacking on my workouts and definitely not being as productive as I should be. I have lots of stuff I should be doing, but with hardly any sleep...it seems impossible most of the time. Besides being tired and sore, mentally I'm just like...eh whatever...I don't feel like it. And then I get down on myself for not doing what I should be doing. SIIIGH... Sooooo....hopefully the air mattress helps, even if it's just a little. I'll take whatever I can get right now.
 
The Syfy channel has the absolute cheesiest movies EVER. I know, because I've been watching them pretty much all day...siiigh. I'm pretty sure I could do better special effects with my kids Play-Doh and a disposable camera...hahaha!...Ok..maybe not, but they are pretty bad.

Anyway, today has been just a lay around the house day kind of day. I haven't done anything really, except veg out on the couch and watch movies. I think I'm going to just call it an early night and go to bed pretty soon. Weeeeell..... maybe right after Sasquatch Mountain is over. :smilielol5:
 
I know what you mean about sleeping on a couch. When my boyfriend decided he needed a "real" job last year (after being a professional pool player and making good money doin' it) the only people hiring were long distance trucker companies. So I spent 8 months sleeping in a tiny little bunk in a tiny little truck cabin. THEN when he finally got fed up with that and we decided to find a local job in Austin, He's at his parents house there in his own comfy room, while i'm stuck at my mom and step dad's in dallas with 5 screaming step siblings between 6 and 15, sleeping on a couch. This was supposed to be very temporary while he found work... well i've been here for over TWO MONTHS.

All I can say is thank god he starts his new job tomorrow and we'll be in our dream place soon, because I may shank someone! lol

The only thing saving me is my workout. It wears me out so I sleep better and i'm not as sore when I wake up, and its pretty much the ONLY time in the day I get to myself to clear my head (and take out my aggression lol)
 
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kellylmt said:
All I can say is thank god he starts his new job tomorrow and we'll be in our dream place soon, because I may shank someone! lol
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I was getting real close to this.....reeeeeally close..HAHAHA! Sleeping on a couch for months really sucks! I am happy to say though, that I did get the air mattress out and it's much, MUCH better than the couch. So hopefully I'll start to feel better soon and have a little more energy to get some stuff done. Thanks for stopping by! :waving:


I feel pretty good this morning. I slept pretty good last night, besides a nightmare about serial killers :eek:..hahaha....but other than that it was good. I didn't wake up so stiff I could barely move...so I consider that a good night's sleep. Plus, my morning started out with something fun. The kids are being pretty good right now. Aaaaand my mom's only nagged me to do one thing so far today....so it's a pretty good morning...HAHAHA.

My plans for the rest of the day include: lunch, a little cleaning, running to Rite Aid to get a copy made of a check stub(this is what Mom wanted me to do..siigh), the treadmill, a shower, dinner, getting the kids to bed at a decent time :fingers crossed:, enjoy some peace and quiet and spend some time with my Sweetie, and then go to bed..and wake up and do it all over again...well except for the getting a copy made part...hahaha....Aaannyway.....

Have a good day :)
 
OMG...It's hot and humid!!!!!!!!! I'm a sweaty mess...HAHAHA. And tomorrow is supposed to be even hotter. :ack2:

But anyways...I found this picture earlier and well....HAHAHA....it makes me laugh...so I'm putting it in here.
 
Siiiiiiigh....I should be in bed...er..air mattress? That doesn't sound right though.. "I should be in air mattress." ....nope....that doesn't sound right. Oh well..wherever I should be...I'm not there. I'm here typing and listening to music....music therapy....for some reason I need it right now. I've been listening to the same song on repeat for like two hours. I'm in a weird mood...Not mad, not sad, not anything really...but something just isn't right. It's hard to explain....siigh. I think it's going to be one of those "lay there and stare at the ceiling" nights. I'll be fine though, hopefully I can get some sleep, and tomorrow I'll be out of whatever funk this is I'm in.


Anyway...I should try to get some sleep. Night all.
 
Ugg, I hate those days. Where you aren't sad, mad, depressed or upset, but you aren't happy or content either. Nothing makes you happy and you don't feel like doing anything. Do whatever you need to do and hope you shake yourself out of the funk soon.
 
mizzie said:
Ugg, I hate those days. Where you aren't sad, mad, depressed or upset, but you aren't happy or content either. Nothing makes you happy and you don't feel like doing anything. Do whatever you need to do and hope you shake yourself out of the funk soon.
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Yeah, it was definitely one of "those" days. I did get some sleep last night though, and this morning I felt pretty good. Thanks!


I sat down this morning and made a list of all the stuff I have to do on one of those online to-do lists sites... You can enter all your stuff and put in due dates and stuff. I think just typing all that stuff, getting it out of my head and getting it all organized helped me a lot. For like 2 weeks I've been completely stressed about a bunch of stuff I have to do...there's about 20 or 25 things on my list...and I'd like to get most of it done by October.

There are a lot of things happening in October...pretty BIG things. Some things that I'm scared to death about. Some things that I'm super excited about :D. There are also some things that are going to push me to my breaking point. October is just going to be a roller coaster of emotions. I will survive it though..... I have to. I know when it's all over and done with..... I will be a much happier person....and you know what? I deserve to be happy damnit!! :p Soooo....I need to start working on my list, so I can set things in motion and get this all done with.

OH and did I mention that yesterday there was a drug raid on the house down the street from me!! hahaha! Yeah, pretty cool huh?! It was definitely a little excitement for the afternoon. And no, I don't live in some horrible crime ridden area..hahaha! I live in a nice little subdivision, in a quiet little town. So yeah, it was the talk of the neighborhood yesterday...cuz we're all nosey..HAHAHA!
 
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PrettyWhitty said:
friday the 13th... and i was 2 hours late to work this morning LOL
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LOL..that figures! My friday the 13th went pretty good....nothing strange or bad...thank goodness. :)


Today I got up, got ready, and spent most of the day running around doing stuff. Stuff that was tiring. Like moving mulitiple carloads of stuff up and down a bunch of steps.....in this miserably hot and muggy heat. :ack2: I don't know what I was thinking...HAHAHA! BUT, I got a LOT of stuff done today..and crossed like 3 things off my list...so YAY!!! :) I'm pretty happy about that. Plus, I had to of burned a bunch of calories today, and I think I lost at least 5lbs in sweat....hahaha!
 
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Lol, hey, getting things done plus the added bonus of calories burned. Sounds good to me! Good for you!
 
Today has been...umm..let's just say.... relieving? fun? really, REALLY good? ..all of the above? YES! All of the above. It's been a good day. :D HAHAHA!

I got some more stuff done today, not a lot, but some...so that's good. I still have to do dishes though.....Unless my magic wand works now?!... Ooooo...I hope it does. :waves magic wand around and commands that the dishes be done: ......siiiiiigh....nope, it didn't work... Stupid wand! :smilielol5:
 
Did you try Scourgify? ^_~ Ok, sorry, Harry Potter dork here. tee hee If you do find a spell that works on dishes, though, will you share it?

Glad you had such a good day!
 
Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh......I love my daughter....I reeeeeally do.....BUT...hahahha....she's pushing it tonight. You want to know how I'm spending my Friday night???.......I'm sitting here watching the Big Time Rush Concert on Nickelodeon. This is the absolute worst show ever I think..hahaha....seriously it's BAD. It's a commercial right now though...siiiigh...


So the last couple days I've been a sneezy, snotty, itchy mess......sexy huh? hahahaha. My allergies are really bad. I feel like taking a fork and scratching out my eyeballs... and then I wanna take a really big pipe cleaner and stick it up one nostril and out the other and then grab both ends and floss the inside of my nose..HAHAHA...gross, I know..but it would feel soooo good.


Oh...Big Time Rush is back on....siiiiiigh...gotta go. :(
 
jen_renee said:
So the last couple days I've been a sneezy, snotty, itchy mess......sexy huh? hahahaha. My allergies are really bad. I feel like taking a fork and scratching out my eyeballs... and then I wanna take a really big pipe cleaner and stick it up one nostril and out the other and then grab both ends and floss the inside of my nose..HAHAHA...gross, I know..but it would feel soooo good.
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Oh, baby...you really know how to turn a guy on. :rolleyes:
 
This past week was been a rough one emotionally, but I made it through and I feel much better now. Things are getting back to normal, so I need to start getting busy on my list again. I have soooo much stuff to do still...siigh. It'll get done though....it might kill me...but it'll get done..hahaha.

But anyways...I'm back and I'm good. :)
 
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