Thank you ladies for your supportive words.
Each time I have a lil "diet melt down" I really want to see what I can learn from it, as there has to be a new pattern of eating. In the past when I have dieted, I have been sooooo controlled, I allowed nothing that was a naughty food into the diet,..and yes as you said within time, you have to "live a little". The other problem is,..when I live a little, I tend to live a lot!!!!!! Life can be a party just not every day!!!
So when I ate the pizza I thought,...here it is,....I have gone into party mode. However, the difference with before and now was this time I planned it, modified it to make it not quite so naughty. Whereas before I would not plan the splurge and it would not be in control and I seemed not able to pull myself back.
Ummm ok the lessons I learned
..I like pizza,..um no that is not it...
Plan, modify, limit, enjoy, acceptance, regroup, get on with it.....
The next question I am going to ask..is, Can I live with the for the rest of my life?.....You betcha
Morning (ears plugged throat tender again)
tea
poached egg
1 piece of 8 grain bread
water
snack
orange
Late lunch
1 cup rice with husband's curry chicken (small portion)
water
Dinner
1 low carb warp
cole slaw mix
2 oz chicken (white)
4 tbsp salsa sauce
water
Awesome work out....I am turning into a gym rat...imagine that! What a hoot.