JayCanDoIt
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For the longest time I thought I was Ugly. In High School I was always that kid that got picked last in PE, or that guy that no one wants to partner with during group projects. Even though I would never date (I'm concentrating on school first before any relationship), I knew that in the back of my head I would be declined by any girl I asked.
But I'm in college now, and I find that I'm getting... I don't know. Glances? From other people (particularly other girls), and I seriously don't know how to take it. I don't know if they are looking at me because I have something on my face, or if I'm just being paranoid. Does this mean something? I've never experienced something like this before. In Psychology class for example, there's this girl that sits next to me that turns her head occasionally to look at me for a couple of seconds, and then turns her head back when I turn my head.
Anyway... I don't know. I was comfortable thinking that people thought I was unattractive. Maybe they still do? I don't know. I guess at this point I'm just splurting out words.
Diet wise, I've been doing horrible. I can't get back to counting calories because I make the most impulsive food decisions.
Exercise wise, I've been doing EXTREMELY well. I've been getting up at 5AM everyday to run 2 miles, and then run another 2 miles at 6PM. I'm also doing a lot more upper body exercises and I find that my chest area is less...breastular. boobular. Girl-like. It's starting to tone down, and so has my stomach! It's not a muffin top anymore but more like a slightly morphed square.
Weight wise I haven't changed. 197. 2 pounds from last time but I'm still moving quite slowly. If only I can control my whacky diet I know I can lose weight faster.
Thank you all for replying back and everything. It makes me feel all warm inside =).
Jay
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OK! You know what, I'll start now. What the heck.
One Cup White Rice: 210 Calories
One Cup White Rice: 210 Calories
Three Turkey Hotdogs: 305 Calories
Small Vanilla Milkshake: 680 Calories (OMG that was not the best decision)
Lumpia: 150 Calories
TOTAL: 1555 Calories
But I'm in college now, and I find that I'm getting... I don't know. Glances? From other people (particularly other girls), and I seriously don't know how to take it. I don't know if they are looking at me because I have something on my face, or if I'm just being paranoid. Does this mean something? I've never experienced something like this before. In Psychology class for example, there's this girl that sits next to me that turns her head occasionally to look at me for a couple of seconds, and then turns her head back when I turn my head.
Anyway... I don't know. I was comfortable thinking that people thought I was unattractive. Maybe they still do? I don't know. I guess at this point I'm just splurting out words.
Diet wise, I've been doing horrible. I can't get back to counting calories because I make the most impulsive food decisions.
Exercise wise, I've been doing EXTREMELY well. I've been getting up at 5AM everyday to run 2 miles, and then run another 2 miles at 6PM. I'm also doing a lot more upper body exercises and I find that my chest area is less...breastular. boobular. Girl-like. It's starting to tone down, and so has my stomach! It's not a muffin top anymore but more like a slightly morphed square.
Weight wise I haven't changed. 197. 2 pounds from last time but I'm still moving quite slowly. If only I can control my whacky diet I know I can lose weight faster.
Thank you all for replying back and everything. It makes me feel all warm inside =).
Jay
---
OK! You know what, I'll start now. What the heck.
One Cup White Rice: 210 Calories
One Cup White Rice: 210 Calories
Three Turkey Hotdogs: 305 Calories
Small Vanilla Milkshake: 680 Calories (OMG that was not the best decision)
Lumpia: 150 Calories
TOTAL: 1555 Calories
I guess my waistline is getting smaller!