BUMP!!!!
Today---....I'm not going to make any brave statements today. I promise. Nor have I jumped on the scale these past few days....sigh* It sucks so bad that I want to go shopping but I owe my mom $500 dollars and I'm not losing weight. How depressing. Sigh* I can't even fit into Forever21 anyway...I should really focus on wearing my goal clothes I already purchased....work hard!!! I felt sooooooooooo full that I wanted to throw up yesterday. It was so gross...sigh* I literally ate everything that aws on my plate because I bought it. Just because of that. sigh* It totally ruined my mind yesterday. Also, I am tired of the fat comments.....sigh* Why do I hang out with people who say such things? It really hurts. It definitely makes the process a bit more pressured and guilty.
I want to go shopping so bad. I will list the clothes I have on the top of my head that I "could" wear when I'm...
~155 pounds/160 pounds
Target size M camisole
Forever 21 size L short sleeve shirt
Express size M thin sweater
Express size M creme puff sleeve blouse
Famous size L s/s shirt
Guess size L track jacket
Guess size L grey stripes shirt
Guess size L white 3/4 sleeve shirt w/ bow
*some company* size PL black ruffle blouse
Gap Size M 3/4 sheer Jacket
Size 7/8 LOWEST RISE Express Jeans
Target size 10 low rise bermuda shorts
Size 31 LOWEST RISE People's Liberation Jeans
INC size 10 low rise bermuda shorts
*some company* size 10 low rise bermuda shorts
Size 8 Old Navy The Flirt Jeans
Wow, I have alot of goal clothes. I wouldn't be surprised if I buy more....Plus, most of the clothes I wear now are kind of tight. So it would definitely be nice to have them fit better.
I grabbed my backfat today, near the bra, and I think I have about 3 inches of fat per shoulder blade. =(
Reiterate Short-Term Goals (June ~15)
Weight: 155 pounds
Weight Loss: ~25 pounds
Back: <40"
Waist: 32"
FIT INTO ALL THOSE CLOTHES!
I really want a haircut, so maybe I should make that as a goal. I think once I'm under 160, I'm going to get a REALLY nice (aka expensive) haircut and go shopping!
I promise you, my reader, and most importantly, myself, that I will weigh-in on April 15th. If I don't, I'm not serious about this whole....life-change.
Upcoming Events
- April 18th MY VERY FIRST MIDTERM OF THE QUARTER! I better ace it!
- April 19th PICNIC DAY!!!!! PARTY AT NITEEEEEE.
- April 20th ...well, we all know

hehehehe..
- April 23rd my very first 20 page physiology lab report is due!!! STRESS!!
Today's Foodlog
815: 1 banana
1200: $3.80 spinach salad- chicken, kidney beans, peas, corn, tomatoes, spinach, and blue cheese dressing
500: 5 ounces of tilapia and 1 scoop of corn cream chowder with added broccoli =]
1030: 1 fuji apple
Today's Workout:
It's still a huge mess.
10 minute elliptical interval training
5 minute stepmill level 6 and 8
aerobic step thingy for a few minutes
Thoughts:
Why am I not dropping a lot of weight? I'm eating salads for lunch like 5 days/week, why am I not seeing the results? I thought diet was 80% and exercise 20% to long-term weight loss. wtf. sigh* At least I enjoy my salads. They're goooooood.