Hey pretty people
Yesterday had the biggest binge EVER. I just couldn't control it. I NEEDED to have the bad food

Disappointed in myself but life goes on. Today i had a much better day, ate 1200 calories and had alot of water. So today was a great day overall. I really don't want to binge anymore, but i know its in my nature to binge once a week. I really want to start eating healthy from now to Tuesday(which is my next weigh in day.)
I saw Sex and the City 2 last night and i was left disappointed. I loved the tv series and the first film was brilliant too, so i suppose its hard to live up to them!
The only thing really that's getting me down is that i have yet to start exercising. I HAVE JUST NO MOTIVATION

Im reading other diarys and people are extremely dedicated to jogging and going to the gym. I know i would feel much better if i started exercising, oh god guys what the hell is wrong with my fattie self?? why cant i just get up and move!! haha
wow that is just plain ignorant! i have a saying that if someone insults my weight that i like to say "Im may be fat but i can always lose weight- you cant exercise off an attitude problem so your screwed"
ive a friend like that , she didnt really say anything to me but she was snide about things, shes nearly 21 stone and went on a diet the same time i started though she gave up after a few days and is being a bit smarmy because i have loss what i have. i called her on it and got an apoligy and since then shes been complimenting me and asking how im doing. You shouldnt take that off anyone hun
Oh tillylicious, i love that saying of yours, its so true. Im going to use it on her the next time she is being horrible to me about my weight and my arms. Yeah, and your right it was completely ignorant and out of order. Im still in shock how she could have said that to me.
I'm sorry to hear about your friend who passed the snide remarks about your weight loss, she is obviously jealous that you stuck to your diet and have lost a bomb of weight. Even i am jealous of you!!

But in a supportive way of course hun

haha. Well done for calling her on it, i bet she couldnt control her jealousy over you!! Jealousy is an awful thing, it makes people hurt other people( even people they care about). I know i shouldnt take it chick, when things have cooled over, i will tell her that she should be supportive sister. Not jealous of me, I CAN'T HELP IT THAT IM THIN

( TOTALLY JOKING, stole that from mean girls hehe).
Thanks for your words of support pretty lady
Woot! Great job on the two-and-a-half-pounds!
Sister: Gah! Sisters!! I have some of those. All those mean things she says are all HER issue with herself, like everybody else here said, and aren't about you at all. Just do what you're doing and don't let anybody get you off track! You're doing great!
Upper arms exercises: I do some of those exercises at home too, when I can force myself to do them. I try to do two bicep exercises (3 sets of however many I can manage at a particular weight), and two tricep exercises (ditto), about three times a week. There are several theories about what's the best thing to do: whether to use a higher weight and do less repetitions each set, or whether to use a lower weight and do 20 reps each set. I think when you're starting out, pick a weight you can do 15-20 reps of in the first set. Once you get the hang of doing the exercises after a week or so you can tax your muscles a bit more and use the heavier weights and do less reps. There's a lot of info out there on this but it can get overwhelming. There are countless example videos on youtube that show how to execute the exercises correctly. I hope this makes sense! Don't worry that you'll end up looking all beefy...you won't...you're a girl. It'll just mean you have oodles more strength, will burn more calories at rest, and once you're down close to your target weight you will start to see toned arms.
Maybe google 'dumbell curls', 'tricep workouts for women', or something like that, to get more specifics on what to do and how to do them. If you don't yet have a balance ball, I'd recommend getting one. I don't have a workout bench but can do many of the exercises with a balance ball instead.
The excess fat will be removed as you continue to lose weight.
Thanks so much MsBubbles, at least i lost something Tuesday!! Im trying my hardest to be good this week but my obsession with food is getting in the way abit lol. Awh thanks chick, i know they are issues about herself and i feel sorry for her in a way but she really made me feel bad about myself the other day. But i know deep down sisters are sisters and she probably didnt half mean it, but my god it did hurt. Ive just always been very self consious of my arms, so when she picked on me the other day about it, it hit a nerve. Thanks hun and you are doing amazing too
Thank you so much for the weights info, i have weights at home and they are so tough to use. I do like 15 reps at a time( just about

haha ) and im out of breath. I have some youtube videos of professionals doing the weights saved in my favourties. Awh, thanks you are such a dote, i know i dont even mind to end up with beefy arms but its nice to know i wont look like the hulk haha. Is that really true that doing weights you burn more calories at rest? i heard that somewhere and i hope it is true

Plus i'd love more strenght also! Im pretty weak if im being honest!! haha .
Thanks MsBubbles for your great advice you are the best little trooper!!

All the best love xx