Thanks guys for all the support! I have consumed 1077 calories today and it not even 2pm here

The reason why i think i've consumed so much is because i feel down in the dumps! Firstly i woke up with the worst headache this morning and im having one of those days where my self esteem is very low. It doesnt really happen often but when it does i go into a very dark place. I didnt go job hunting as planned due to the headache, but im going tomorrow instead. I feel SO BAD that i didnt go today, like i feel terrible about it!! I'm busy with friends friday so i cant go job hunting then and starting again the monday after the weekend.
Anyway i can only eat another 127 calories for the day, but i think i'll be okay with managing that ( hopefully!!)
Hope everyone had a better day than me!!
xoxox
Originally Posted by ski_bunny30
Wow go u losing nearly 5lbs that is.wonderful. just u keep that up.
I'm glad a can help. When u get an interview lmk and I'll b as much help as I can to help u prepare. I hope u hear back from that e-mail u sent. Call centre work is alright. U just need to choose the right one. Inbound calls only and no sales. Sales jobs are a bloody nightmare I hated my sales job.
I'm absolutely bricking it about running club I actually feel sick. I think I'm going to feel terribly embarrassed but if its rubbish I won't go again.
Yeah I love the millennium books I couldn't put my book down last night.
Anyway better go get ready I'll let u know how it goes x
Hey ski_bunny!!
Oh ski_bunny, id be lost without you!!
Thanks im delighted about my weight loss, just hoped i would have been in the 15's but sure theres always next week to see that!!
Oh you have no idea how much of a help you have been to me, seriously, you are so kind


I couldnt go job hunting today because of a horrible headache i got this morning!! It lasted for 2 hours! I felt so bad because i wanted to be out trying but i will defo go tomorrow.Its been 2 days since I have been handing out my CV's and i havent heard back from anyone yet. Is this normal?
Also ive been meaning to ask you, i have hardly any work experience like ive done babysitting for a couple of years and i did 2 weeks hotel work, 3 weeks working in a accesories shop, and a month and a half in a shoe shop. Will this stop me from getting a job?? But i have been involved in so many social activites and social stuff.
Also is friday a bad day in the week to hand out CV's? i heard it is?
How did the running club go?? I bet it went great. I say it was hard but nothing you cant handle!!!

I really need to start reading the millennium books then! You obviosuly love them. I adore reading, its great when you find a book you cant put down!
Thanks so much ski_bunny, you are so encouraging, words cant describe how much i appreciate your help and advice!! You are one of the sweetest people on this board!! Hope your day went greeeeeeeeat you lovely lovely person.
xoxox
Originally Posted by Verobc
Hey Irish
I just quickly cought up to your diary and I also like dancing it`s my favorit exercise! I am also a Leo and looking to get to 130lb......I loved your diary and like you love the support on here! I have to get back to work but GREAT JOB ON THE LOSS THIS WEEK!!!!!! chat with you later!
Hey Veronbc,
Awh thats great we have a few things in common!!Yeah dancing is the best, i love it, its so relaxing and its fun to do!! Yeah im leo too, whats your personality like? leo's are supposed to be quick tempered and even though i can stay cool for most of the time, i find this to be true!! haha,
Awh thanks sweetie, im delighted you enjoyed my diary, i must catch up on yours actually!! The support on here is so great, i would still not be on my diet if it wasnt for ye lovely folk!! Enjoy work hun!! I am currently looking for a part time job so im so envious of you working away!! hehe
goodluck getting into the 130's!! You will get there in no time!!xoxoxox
Originally Posted by
Blackie
I know this is getting scary lol!!

Aw, I'm glad if I was of any help. I really hope you get a job, and I'm sure you will if you just keep sending your CV all over the place, haha!
Yeah it was horrible.

My jawline was filled with pimples, most of them quite sore. Just a couple of them were like in my forehead or so but most were in the jawline. I heard that if you get acne at a later age, it's usually due to a radical change in hormones and it pretty much always hits your jaw and chin area! I think you have just really dry skin, atopic skin. I have it too but only when the weather's really dry. It usually gets better just by moisturising it a lot with proper creams. I think you should go see a cosmetologist, they know the exact products (like toner, creams, makeup) you should use.

But at least products that contain alcohol are a definite no-no, they dry your skin up sooo much! Good luck on getting your perfect skin back, I'm right with you on this one!

xxxx
Thanks twin star? And great that you've managed to lose that much weight, wow! It's not annoying at all that you talk about getting a job, cos that's a huge thing that effects like everything! Unfortunately money is super important nowadays

So just keep us posted on how you're doing xoxo
Blackie, OF COURSE YOU WERE ALOT OF HELP!! ski_bunny is so amazing also, seriously ye two rock!!
How long were you looking for a job before you found one? You poor thing, see i have no pimbles at all just dry skin on my face, its weird. So your right there Doctor Blackie!!! I think i'll go to see a cosmetologist sometime in september. Thanks for the advice and the encouragement twinie, i will defo keep ye posted on the job front!! Best of luck darling.xoxox
Originally Posted by overtherainbow
Omg, 5lbs in a week is ACE! You'll be into the 15's before you know it now
I read the girl with the dragon tattoo at least 6 years ago now, and I still remember it so it must have been good. Ski bunni reminded me I've got the hornests nest upstairs (from the same author), will have to start reading it tomorrow. I'm awful with sad books, I end up crying like a baby. But I still read them lol, What was the name of the book you loved... I've looked back over all your posts but can't find it
It must be really hard with no work around at the moment, but at least you are putting yourself out there and doing your best to find something. You are lovely and have a great personality, something'll turn up! I think you'd be suited to bar work, although it can be quite stressy. An old friend of mine was the manager at new look when she was 19! She got a 75% discount! She was the same size as me when we lived together, I loved nicking her clothes lol. Well, she always used my posh shampoo's and shower gels haha, think I deserved to borrow her stuff.
I had clear skin up till I was about 20, and now I get the occasional spot. I have a cluster of three on my chin atm. My mother was the same. We both got really sensitive skin at the age of about 20 as well. Don't worry too much tho, it might just be stress making you get them.
Hello Ruth!! I am so sorry for not commenting on your diary recently, ive been extremely busy! I know you have been going through some personal circumstances. You poor thing, yet you manage always to stay sooooooooooooo so positive. Which i salute you for. Well done for keeping the chin up you strong woman!!
Your post was so lovely, thanks a million.Yeah im delighted with my weight loss thanks hun, I CANNOT WAIT TO BE IN THE 15's though. Seriously can not weight for that. Those books sound so so good. I MUST read them. Oh girl dont i know, i heart sad books too. Nothing like a real tear jerker. I have the most ugliest cry in the world, its disgusting haha. The book i read was called One Day. Its sucha good book, i loved it anyway
Ruth, its soooooo hard not having a job hun. I only want part time work, but there is no one looking for staff, jobs are so scarce and the places that are looking for staff everyone is applying and the people that have the best experience get the jobs first. Eeeeeeeeek, ive been looking now both monday and tuesday, god im wreaked. Im only applying for shops and stuff first because i really want that. Then if i hear nothing in the next week its off applying to bar work i go. Thanks for saying that about me, you are sooo sweet lovely, I say bar work would be so crazy and stressful alright!! Can only imagine the drunk people you would have to put up with eeeeeek
I cant believe your friend was a manager of new look at the age of 19, like that is beyond crazy. I would love a 75% discount, that is the nicest job ever! Thanks for the advice about my skin, i have no pimbles really just really really dry skin.
Hope your day went better than mine!!
xoxox