AThank you all for the kind words! I really do appreciate them!
I weighed in at 212.4 yesterday! I've been at work for 14 hours, though, and still have another 4 to go. Days like this are super hard to stick to any kind of calorie plan. I usually start my calories at midnight, when I get to work, and then ration them until I go to bed around 1pm. On days like this, though, it's tough. I don't know if I should keep the midnight time, or just have a free day, where I make sure I don't over eat. Rawr... confusing.
I'm toying with doing a rotation diet. I kind of already do, but I want something more concrete. I eat 1330 calories most days, and then have a couple of 1700 calorie days. That usually helps drop a pound or two. I'm not organized about it, though. Not the way I was in the beginning. My focus is off for some reason. I'm having issues decided on food to buy. Bleh. I need to sit down and research meal plans. I work much better when things are written down and scheduled. If I play it by ear, I tend to misjudge calories and mess up.
I know I can do this. I know it. I have come so far. 76lbs in less than a year. That's huge! When I carry my 45lbs daughter around, I always think, "wow..I've almost lost two of her!" I can't believe all of that extra weight I had. To think that I could lose another 30-40lbs...just insane. I'm not going to freak out over a time frame, though. Yes, I'd like to be 180 by June. Not only is it my birthday, but I'm singing with the local Municipal band in my home town. I didn't sing last year, because I had just moved. Before that, though, I had performed with them every summer since 99. They saw me go from 180 to 280. To be where I was 13 years ago when I started singing would be amazing. I want this badly, and need to buckle down and work for it.
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