ARawr!
It has been way too long since I've posted here. Life has dealt another blow, but I'm still here.

I'm still in my tiny little house, with all of it's tiny little problems. I'm looking for a new place very soon. I lost the only babysitter I had in Kentucky, so my daughter has been living with a friend in Illinois since October.

There are no jobs in Illinois, otherwise, I would have moved back. It has been a huge mess. I'm getting her back soon, but I still miss her.
When my daughter left, so did my determination. My food logging stopped, the exercise stopped....everything halted. I started picking up extra shifts at work, working 70+ hours a week. I haven't taken care of myself. My weight is at 222 right now. That's still 7lbs lower than I was at my last post. I haven't gained, but I haven't lost. I've done well to maintain. I don't want to do that anymore, though. I miss how happy I was when I was dropping the weight. It wasn't the weight loss, but the sense of actually sticking to a goal.
So...
I started again today. I still haven't had a regular soda since May. That's a huge thing. I try to stay away from sugar...that's a laugh. I haven't been drinking as much water...if any. I'm going to start with a few simple goals, to help myself achieve the bigger one. I know that the weight loss itself is super simple. I mean, I lost 68lbs in 4 months. That's insane! I only have another 40-60lbs before I'm content. In saying that....my goals will be...for the next two weeks...
1. Drink at LEAST 74.4oz of water daily. I have a water jug that holds that amount. XD
2. No. Sweets. None. Nada. No cheating and having just a couple of pieces of candy. That may seem extreme, but it's needed in the beginning. If I allow myself even a small treat at the start, I'll falter. I know now that I can have treats and maintain my weight, so I k ow this isn't forever.
3. Exercise. No limits. Just exercise. I don't move enough anymore.
4. Mini weight loss goal of 5lbs. Easy. I'll set my date for loss at February 3. Should be super duper easy. That gives me over a week to lose it.
I can do this. I did so well for the first four months. My main goal is to be 160lbs by my birthday, in June. That's 60lbs in a little over four months. I know I can do that. If I don't, well...that's okay. If I'm 20lbs shy, it's okay! As long as I'm still trying, that's all that matters.
