babymomma
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Like the title says.. By april, before I go to cuba, I will look good in a bikini. Or at the very least, a regular bathing suit 
I know I already Have a diary. But I really need a new one.. Ther old one is filled with failure. And I want to push the failure out of my life. The old diary is when I despised my body. But I have learned to love it for what it is (Ok, so I dont LOVE it, but i accept it
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I am eating better and I eat my three meals a day and nothing else (Maybe a small snack everynow and then) I dont do it because I am working my butt off to be thin. But because I No longer WANT to eat.. I have to tell you, I have made the most progress in with my body over the past few months where I am not doing much at all.. Just going thru life and not worrying about my weight. I eat normal and only excersize like I would be doing anyway.. And Thats is hiking with me dogs! Lets face it, with dogs you HAVE to get your butt outside for at least one hour of the day (I try to make it at least 2) ... Anyway, Not sure of my current weight as my wii has stopped working for absolutly NO reason (It just wont turn on for some odd reason)
Ill keep you updated

I know I already Have a diary. But I really need a new one.. Ther old one is filled with failure. And I want to push the failure out of my life. The old diary is when I despised my body. But I have learned to love it for what it is (Ok, so I dont LOVE it, but i accept it
I am eating better and I eat my three meals a day and nothing else (Maybe a small snack everynow and then) I dont do it because I am working my butt off to be thin. But because I No longer WANT to eat.. I have to tell you, I have made the most progress in with my body over the past few months where I am not doing much at all.. Just going thru life and not worrying about my weight. I eat normal and only excersize like I would be doing anyway.. And Thats is hiking with me dogs! Lets face it, with dogs you HAVE to get your butt outside for at least one hour of the day (I try to make it at least 2) ... Anyway, Not sure of my current weight as my wii has stopped working for absolutly NO reason (It just wont turn on for some odd reason)
Ill keep you updated

Quite frankly lbs dont matter to me, its what i can see/feel but still!

I want to go swimming with my friends and just WOW everybody.
thanks for stopping by my diary