I WILL look good in a Bikini :)

babymomma

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Like the title says.. By april, before I go to cuba, I will look good in a bikini. Or at the very least, a regular bathing suit :p

I know I already Have a diary. But I really need a new one.. Ther old one is filled with failure. And I want to push the failure out of my life. The old diary is when I despised my body. But I have learned to love it for what it is (Ok, so I dont LOVE it, but i accept it :) )

I am eating better and I eat my three meals a day and nothing else (Maybe a small snack everynow and then) I dont do it because I am working my butt off to be thin. But because I No longer WANT to eat.. I have to tell you, I have made the most progress in with my body over the past few months where I am not doing much at all.. Just going thru life and not worrying about my weight. I eat normal and only excersize like I would be doing anyway.. And Thats is hiking with me dogs! Lets face it, with dogs you HAVE to get your butt outside for at least one hour of the day (I try to make it at least 2) ... Anyway, Not sure of my current weight as my wii has stopped working for absolutly NO reason (It just wont turn on for some odd reason)

Ill keep you updated :):waving:
 
Okay, Im confused.. I get ALL kinds of comments on how much weight I have lost. I can especially tell myself in my face and the way my clothes fit. My waist went from 35 inches to 31 inches but I have only lost 6.4 Lbs since my last weigh in 40 days ago ?:ack2: Quite frankly lbs dont matter to me, its what i can see/feel but still!
 
Welcome back JESSICA!!!!! :party:

Good to hear you're doing well!!!

Now that's a trip to look forward to. Can those Wii's be rebooted? No reboot switch..?

Your body is probably just taking some time to catch up, sometimes we can lose lbs b4 any inches are dropped, or we lose inches and no lbs are dropped. I know it seems wonky, but it's true. ;)

Hang in there!

Laterzzz
 
Tahnks running Girl ! I mannaged to get my wii working after ! :)

I havent been on because my laptop is broken and i hate using my moms Dinosaur of a computer !

Anyways great news ! I have reached my mini Goal !!!

I am now 170 lbs ! And My new mini goal is to loose 5 lbs and get to 165 :) I figured since my weight loss has slowed down i should make my goals smaller. Ill give myself a month and a half for that 5 lbs.. I dont wanna loose too fast.
 
So how is everybody doing with all those temptations of X-mas?

Im not doing too bad with turning away all those cookies and such... I have a feeling I will gain a few over x-mas, but it seems to be easy to loose afterwards.. but imma try my best! lol.
 
Ok so I have been off track letely..

In the past 3 weeks ive delt with the death of my dog (one of my bestest friends in the whole wide world), The fact that my 15 year old good friend got killed, and the fact that my dad demolished our truck in an accident and almost got killed himself has me wondering.. WTF am I waiting for? Im NOT going to be happy with my life until I lose this weight and life is just to damn short to wait. I dont want to die unhappy.

So guys.. i am BACK.. And gueeeesss whatttt!! ... I WILL have another 10 lbs gone in the next 2 months. (too soon?)
 
hi everybody .. lol... Okay, so nobody actually reads my diary but thats a'ight.. lol..

I've gotten back into jogging.. I'll be going for a nice jog afer Im done writing this actually..

I have decided I REALLY need to kick it into high gear as im graduating next year and to become a Police officer with the canine unit I need to be FIT and have alot of endurance so.. Here we go! lol..

I wore a t-shirt with jeans today.. lol.. Thats a HUGE accomplishment because I wear dressy tops most of the time that are a little baggy to hide my lumps and bumps.. I wore a regular AE Tee and I felt COMFOTABLE IN IT!!! :hurray::hurray:

Ive worn t shirts before but ussually with something over it.. And When I have went out without something on over my tee I ussually feel uncomfortable all day long or end up wearing my Coat all day in school !

So yea.. Im excited..And a friend commented on how much weight im loosing! :hurray:

im only at 172lbs yet.. But imma keep trying!
 
im doing better with the actual eating good food thing too..

Today is going to be a good day.. I packed a very healthy lunch/snack for school and Im staying on track! Woo..

I have to start training if I want to become a RCMP officer so im going to get a gym membership !
 
Hey I just wanted to say hi. How much weight are you planning to lose?
I just started jogging a little myself, I am enjoying it!! Keep up the good work you will get to you goal!
 
hey there! Im looking to loose 22 lbs.. That will get me down to 150.. I will be satisfied with that weight but if I cant get it lower I wouldnt mind geting to 140... Although Im nott sure I would want to be any smaller then that lol.. :)

I wont be jogging today unfortunatly, I got hit in the head really hard by a hard ball in gym class and had to be sent home :S
 
Im all better now :p

Im going to treat myself to a bag of potato chips today.. They are my weakness.

But heres a twist. lol.. In order to get my chips I have to walk to t he next town over to get them from the store. Before my dog casey passed away I used to walk there all the time. And Now that My other dog is fully grown and it wont do damage to her joints she can go with me. Its about 2 hours of walking to get to and from the store.

So I wont have to feel guitly for eating a treat :p
 
Nice idea with the walking. I like the name of your journal, thats my goal too

I really want to look GOOD this summer :blush5: I want to go swimming with my friends and just WOW everybody. :blush5:

I walked and got my chips :p they were SOOOO good :p My legs feel so good now. I love the burning sensation after a nice workout!
 
Here are some daily funnies!
i love these lolcat/dog things lol.. So i htought I'd share some every now and then.







I love this one cuz I despise cesar millan. :p
 
Well I pulled in my back playing basketballl the other day so i havent been excersising but tonight I took the dog for a little walk. She was going stir crazy ! LOL..

Im eating junk today too. My dad ordered pizza so I had a slice of that and I had potato chips and an ice cream. Gahh. Terrible!

I was looking through my pictures today and found one from last august. OMG i do NOT want to look like this this year :( I remember how uncomfortable I felt that day. I didnt even weara bathing suit.

tehe, it has my doggy in it too :)

I wish I was as in shape as my dog is! :O
 
I can't wait fo summer


Im sick and tired of this whole snow thing! hopefully I will have lost enough weight by the time summer comes around so I can wear that bikini I've been talking about :p

Anyways. The eating thing is good today. Ive stayed on track.

I'll be going for a walk in a bit with my puppers. (I kinda want to push it off as far as possible because when we come back I have to groom her. I ussually enjoy doing that but i kinda like her fur now that its a little longer. :blush5: But now that its getting muddy out i gotta chop it off. )

I might try the eliptical tonight. Havent done that in a while. But i kinda dont lke the eliptical. :blush5:
 
OMG!!! babymomma is that really you? how nice to see you...it's definitely been a while!!! :grouphug: thanks for stopping by my diary :)

it's so funny how there were loads of us who joined around the same time last year and it's like everyone dissappeared and fell off the wagon (myself included) and very very few have come back...so it's nice to see a familiar face.

wow, i love your pics, love the glasses and your puppers lol! girl you know i would kill to be at your weight, and i hope you believe me when i tell you that you look amazing and should totally wear that two piece this summer no matter what! life's too short.

seriously though, at the end of the day everyones different and everyone knows whats best for them in terms of their ideal weight...and i have just as much respect for anyone trying to loose 5 pounds or 500pounds...we're all in the same freakin boat and all have to work just as hard and all have to be just as disciplined with our nutrition. i just wish it wasn't sooo hard.

but you know what, even if we fell off the wagon it's great that we've gotten back on! and you seem pretty close to your goal so wishing you all the best as you go on to your goal weight!!!
 
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