Finding Cerella

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:hug2: The way you workout all the time you're about ready to drop off 10lbs, right!!!!:jump: You are doing swell and you'll make it through this time. Change is always difficult. I am moving to a different state and I am scared!!So i feel for you!!
 
cinderelly said:
My body is changing and that scares the crap outta me it is noticable...im gettin more attention and Im getting smaller - I can totally see it - My boobs are like so in my face rihgt now!!!

Im so stressed it sucks...

Im also feelign lately liekI really just wanna meet someone and such which scares me as well...

Im vulnorable and weak and scared and run down...

And there is some other shit but im not gonna post it...*SIGH*

I also wanted to add tha twhen I feel this way it makes me wanna run back to the x...a friend of mine set me straight and told me that at least Im smart enough to not do that and know better - HA HA HA
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Sorry Cerella :(
NO EX!!!! NO NO NO NO NO!!!
I know you're lonely, I don't blame you--here's a hug and a well-wish! :hug2:
It's ok to be scared and vulnerable, let it out! You'll feel beter soon. Keep up the elliptical, it will help!!! :hug2:
 
Work was great - lol - 2 places cancelled nad i cleaned one - woo hoo - not much money made but I had some time off...My aunt was with me and decided we would go for a sit down lunch and shoppin at the sears clearance center...that was that killed the whole day...

Korrie my new job will be working with the developementally disabled assisting them in independant living - really what I wanna do is assist seniors but this is my foot in the door...and a great opportunity I would be dumb to turn down...it is a slow process but in the end it will be best for me and the kids - Ive been struggling finacially since i had my second and htat weasel left me...LOL...
 
OOOOK, I got ya.

did you know I was an STNA for 5 yrs? I LOVED it and I'm going back to it after the little one is in school full time...yea, 3 more years :p But I did love it. It was very physical work, but it was very rewarding at the same time. Its not a hard field to get into. Its in very high demand. I worked "agency" and made $11-$15/hr! That was GREAT, i loved agency work!

but enough about me....did you find any bargains while shopping??
 
Howdy Cerella,
OKOKOKOK No more saying the letter that comes after"W" lol I love the HAPPY GO LUCKY CERELLA!!!!Did buy anything with skulls???I love the last 2 shirts I boughts 1 a pirate skull the other mini crossbone skulls with a bib one on the boob lol!
Well you are doing a gr8 job comitting to that eliptical,keep up the hard work and you be in onderland which is a whole different world!Have a gr8 weekend Tammy
 
Hey Gals - nothin major - althopugh Tammy I was thinkin I need to show you one of my fav shirts and my kick ass shoes - will take pix soon :):):) I bought a cute tank but it looks awful:(Im still bigger than I liek to think I am and it sucks...

Ive had on eof those days - after almost causing a car pile up and it would have been my fault and after knocking my head in with the car door - both due to distractions and alot on my mind I decided that i better slow right down and take a break before anythign major happens - it is time to heed my warning signs...I think my guardian angel needs a break - she has been working in over tiem lately...LOL
 
definitely take a break :D i hope everything settles good for you so you can enjoy :) and i agree with val, i always admired people who decide to work with disabled people and children. i think you really are a hero and an amazing person :)

Lena
 
Ya Im busy today too - I will be on later in the evening...Im just waning on my cup of joe here - and thenI will be off to use the ELliptical in 30 mins or so...and then the day will start from there - ha ha ha...I will be ont he go till this evening - well maybe 6ish I am hopin for ha ha ha - so much for weekends huh
 
13 miles Elliptical!!! Best distance yet I am proud of myself and I could have kept going - however - I have a long day ahead of me and need to get it started - 760 cals burnt - woohoo - 1.5 hrs:) I was listening to music and beltign out songs - I liked it....now talk abt burnign of stress - however I can think of a better way - LOL...
 
An hour and a half:eek2: You really amaze me Cerella. Even on my most energetic day, I couldn't even do half an hour on that t hing. Walking, yes. Elliptical, no.
 
you deserve standing ovations girl :) i wasn't thinking of exercising today because i don't feel so good, but now you made me crave exercise lol :D i'll go at least for 10 minutes, just to do something.

have a great day :)

Lena
 
Cerella, you're hot! All that time on the elliptical workin out and groovin to the music. You've got a killer body. You said you always loved exercise and that is the most important thing. Let's not worry about our size, I saw my reflection in a window last night and my butts still big and I"ve got a belly, but oh that feeling of success after a good workout, let's think about that instead. No negative thoughts.

I'm back from Calgary, back on WLF, back on fitday and ready and waiting for your next visit out here.

I heard some rumbling about your ex but you know you're in a better place now.

Hugs to you and your girls.

Oh yeah, the new work sounds awesome. You are influencing and helping those little lives. Work that matters. Are you still working at McDonalds?
 
Absolutely wondeful job cerella, keep doing what you are doing.

I am about to hit the gym too. Probably gonna hit the weights and play some tennis afterwards. Enjoy your day...i know you have a lot of stuff on your plate.
 
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