I want to preface this with stating that I talked to some of the other mods and really debated this choice.
I am closing this thread. Based on the other fasting thread which spiraled into a bad place and how this diary is going, I'm cutting it off for the good of the entire WLF community.
Ppf, it is obvious you have decided to shun all advice and help that had been offered to you. You are embarking on a plan that can harm your health. You are already talking about being lightheaded. If you are doing this for religious reasons, that if fine but it doesn't belong here. Maybe you can find a forum who fast for those reasons so they can be supportive and aid you. This forum is for support and advice on losing weight in a healthy and safe way. We try to help steer people from things that isn't healthy and safe. By continuing to allow this to be posted here, we are in some way encouraging this behavior. Some might even think that this is out of a need for attention. I don't know. I'm not going to question the motives behind it. I have to do what I (and other mods) feel is good for the forum itself. We have closed threads before where it appears that all that will come out of it is a lack of support and general pain. I believe this is that.
I am asking you to speak to family, religious leader, teacher, doctor, whoever in your real life to either support you in this or least make sure you don't do harm to yourself.
I wish you well pdd but it isn't here. It is obvious that you aren't going to find the support you seek here for this action.