i think i f-ed up again-god, i dont feel different, my measurements havent changed that much, and each time i step forward i seem to take 3 back. i really need to stop myself and just not let me get outta control!!!! ah, i hate myself so much.
i am going to do all i can to excersize and resist temptation until sunday-
Oh, fsaiidni, it made me sad to read this. First I want to tell you that everyone f's up; we all have bad calorie days or even weeks. The key is not to beat yourself up about it, or you could give up and make the bad days stretch into months. You can take control of your life. Choose your bad meals. Wake up and say, "I have a special meal tonight, so I'm going to exercise and eat right all day." Even if you go over that night, you will have made the choice and done it enjoying your favorite foods (squeeze in some healthy ones!!!). I'd also like to say that everyone's scale goes up and down. Could be a slip of your routine, water weight, TOM, irregularity. Over time, it will go down!!!
Second, throw away the candy. Don't think about the cost. Do you want to have paid money to put on weight? Along those lines, give some serious thought to completely cleaning out your pantry, fridge, sodas, AND your junk food stash. Then restock it with healthy food. Yeah it's money, but your health is worth more. Don't you love that part on Biggest Loser (I think that's the show) where the people come home and someone came in, threw everything away in their kitchen and stocked it with good stuff? You could literally see the relief in their face when they saw it. What an empowering action to take.
Make food choices. I learned to measure and count calories in many foods and now I consciously ask myself "Is it worth the calories?" Often that's all it takes to make me put it down. Keep yourself well stocked with your favorite good foods.
Then you are not resisting temptation. You are simply living your life.
I hope you don't see this as lecturing. I sincerely think you will be happier with your progress if you take control of it, and give yourself permission to f up.
Here are some quotes by others in this forum:
"Pain is temporary, quitting lasts forever" ~ Lance Armstrong -- mikelikes2bike
The future is no place To put your better days -- M2M
It's not the fumble, it's the recovery. When you know better, you do better. -- Kristindiva
"People with goals succeed because they know where they are going” -- rosered
And there is another by someone here that goes something like "Falling isn't failing, it's the refusal to get up."