Diary: Curvie Girlie: A Yo-Yo's Reformation

[AmyRB]

Hey Val! I glad to see your spirits are up now. Fuck the AIL. He's just one of millions of men out there and you'll see one of these days.

Being alone sucks but can be very good for you too. God, I loved Tuesday nights before I met my H. I was usually off on Wednesdays from my jobs so on Tuesday after work, I would get home and immediately change into my pj's. My house was a big bungalow style that was built in 1942 and still had most of it's original woodwork. Very warm and comforting. It had a HUGE front porch with ceiling fans and on those nights I would sit in my chair with my feet propped up listening to mellow music and the whirling of the fans. I would eat dinner and thin sip on tequila for the rest of the night until I finally drug myself back inside to go to bed. It was my meditation time and man was it relaxing. I came to look forward to those nights. My friends and parents knew not to call during that time because I was in my "happy zone". I cried when I sold that house because of the front porch. For a long time that was the place where I laughed, cried, daydreamed, and went to cool off. I miss that porch like I miss an old friend.

You need to take some time alone and find your "porch" (whatever it may be for you). I am a better woman because of it. Sometimes you have to take a break to renew your energy. Then you gotta grab life by the balls and make it your bitch.

 

[Curvie Girlie]

And, I can't resist asking--is Stephen hot?? LOL...you know I have a one track mind.

Stephen in very slim, 44, with a nice face and his kindness shines out. I don'[t consider him "hot" but he is certainly beautiful to me!

Hi hun! Just popping in to say hi. :]
I agree with Amber, "Good for you for making a priority list and following it!"
Hope your day went well and that you have a great Sunday tomorrow!
xoxox

pea-ess: ab-fab is awesssssssssssome! I haven't seen it in years!!!

Thank you! Lots of Ab Fab episodes are in 2-3 parts on youtube, just do a search I didn't know until I tried!

You are every bit as brave and courageous as the lion that represents your sign. And you come to face every situation with a strong, clear, focused mind, which I think is one of the most beautiful things about you!

Awww DEE!!!! Thank you so much!

You have so much inner (and physical!) strength, and even though it's hard now, I know you'll come out on top!

Tyly, thank you so much! Love made me CRAZY! I never used to be like this *lamenting*

You know, C.S. Lewis was a very religious man in his later years (started out as an atheist), and that scene is supposed to represent Christ's crucifixion. I'm spiritual, but not very religious, but that scene is incredibly powerful imo.

Anyway, no matter what the white witch (AIL) does, you'll rise again.

I forgot about that!! WHOA I am in NO way comparing myself to Jesus, JEEZUS!!! LOL!! Ah but I guess we all make sacrifices. Eh, but I won't be sacrificing my LIFE for this relationship, no way in hell!

 

[Curvie Girlie]

That's great that your knee didn't bother you while exercising at the gym, at least you can still get in exercise even if it's not outside, which I'm sure is ten times better (being outside). I hope it heals quickly girlfriend!! ***VBF throwing out some healing power to ya****

I hope your evening is a good one sweetness!! HUGS!!
VBF

Thanks for IMing me last night! How cute you were doing it with your Honey Thanks for the well wishing, these sports injuries are really depressing

Hi, Val. Just wanted to wish you a great week and a wonderful TDay. I'm going up to SF to visit with the kids. Hey -- maybe you should come up to SF on Friday and meet my son!
Anyway, have a great week!

Holy shit I am so there! I'd love to meet you and the family are you kidding me?!?! And I love SF! (Except when I'm driving. Then I say I hate it!) I'll PM you later........

Good morning Val!!! how are ya babe?? Todays monday!!! Its the most motivating day of the week if you ask me! Heres to another great day!!

Korrie my dear, I feel it! Exactly. Been a great day so far, perfect weather--hope you do too and I'll scuttle to your diary as soon as I can!

Congrats on finishing tarafic school!!
lol@ erotic rice and fake chicken .Hope
you have a wonderful week,HUGGS,you rock sexy mama!!
Tammy

THANKS! I'm so relieved I actually FINISHED SOMETHING.

You should open a dirty restaurant and the "house special" can be erotic rice!

LOL! Opening a restaurant has always been a dream in the back of my head...maybe I'll try that in my fifties

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Fuck the AIL. He's just one of millions of men out there and you'll see one of these days.

You sound like me, if I was in a different position!

I ALWAYS wanted a wrap around porch. That sounds great! I'll be better, and I'll be ball-grabbing life soon enough, thanks so much!

 

[Miss Ladybug]

LMAO!! that was funny, you said it was cute I was doing "IT" with my honey. LOL LOL People, I was IMing VAL and my H was typing also. LOL LOL but later, we did "it" LOL LOL LOL I hope you get to see TOM, I think he already left, but you might be able to catch him. Let me know, I would love to hear all about it! Have a great day my VBF!! I had fun chatting too

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Monday, Good Day

First off, I didn't get around to enough diaries as I wanted to, I got stuck watching the fox cartoons and then caught up in an IM conversation with Kim, then stuck watching Sex & the City online

I have a lot of work to do today but will try to hit you gals and guys up eventually!

Why My Life is Good

Here's something wonderful that I stopped to appreciate:

Since I work 1-5, I can basically wake up when I want to. I don't have to answer to a fucking alarm clock. It's wonderful! I actually usually wake up, take a piss, check the time and groan that I need to try to sleep another hour or so. Being temporarily broke has its advantages, I tell you wot!

This morning I got up, grabbed about 200 calories worth of delicious Acai berry juice, and crawled back into bed and watched some more Sex & the City until I jumped up, threw on some exercise clothes, and went to the gym to use the elliptical for 30 minutes. Knee is still bad. The elli didn't bother it, but looks like no running for a WHILE

I ate a salmon and spinach salad for a late b-fast, and just now I had my lunch of leftover Erotic Rice. I feel great and I should be starting any minute, hilarious!

I have pictures to attach but I must downsize and all that, and I have work to do. I'll be back. Can't wait to see how you all are doing!
MUAH!

 

[Curvie Girlie]

LMAO!! that was funny, you said it was cute I was doing "IT" with my honey. LOL LOL People, I was IMing VAL and my H was typing also. LOL LOL but later, we did "it" LOL LOL LOL I hope you get to see TOM, I think he already left, but you might be able to catch him. Let me know, I would love to hear all about it! Have a great day my VBF!! I had fun chatting too

FUN?!?! Me bitching? You're too kind. Love you!

 

[bikinibound]

I forgot about that!! WHOA I am in NO way comparing myself to Jesus, JEEZUS!!! LOL!! Ah but I guess we all make sacrifices. Eh, but I won't be sacrificing my LIFE for this relationship, no way in hell!

I don't think anyone thought you were comparing yourself to Jesus. However, like you said, don't sacrifice yourself on the altar of love for AIL...(who looks kinda like Jesus..lmao) b/c he isn't worth it.

Sorry your knee is still bugging you. Maybe you should go to the doc about it.

I'm like you--I'd much rather work later than early in the morning. My system just doesn't like getting up early. Even if I went to bed at 10pm, I wouldn't wake up on my own at 6am, having gotten 8hrs of sleep. I'd sleep until 8 or 9...lmao.

You must be feeling rather erotic after all the rice...

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Pictures

LOL Kimberly! Thanks!

YAY my Tasting Room is Underway!!
I DID take some pictures, here's Richard Alfaro and the rear of the winery;
And the front of the tasting room that's being built with Richard eating a sandwich; Richard's one of the nicest men in the world (just had a b-day the 14th of this month--same age as my mom! GO 1960!!);
The interior so far; there's supposed to be granite counters and all that jazz when finished;
And the view--a sliding glass door and a porch will be there (small porch);

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Here's Alana, me, and Emily--JEEZ no WONDER people think Emily and I are sisters--I think it's the hair! This is inside the winery and the back wall (that you can't see) shares the left side of the tasting room.

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Oh right, and the Asshole I Love playing Segway polo with Steve Wozniak in the background. Don't ask me who those other guys are, I don't know.

You gals may think I'm crazy but I melted when I saw this pic because I thought he looked so cute. He's coming over tonight to see me.

 

[hickgurltx]

Sexy Buns---Yer so beautiful.

Glad yer havin' a good day!

Hope ya have a good night to!

 

[Korrie]

You must be feeling rather erotic after all the rice...

LOL, too funny!

Sorry your knee is still hurting (or I suppose I should say patella, lol, see that my medical term. classes paying off)...I second that, you should go see a dct!

Love the pics! Your so cute!

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Oh thanks Ladies!!!

Doctor? NAH! It's just a strain, there's NOTHING a doc could do. Maybe suggest a knee thingy. Maybe I'll go get one, I just feel like this will be fine in another week or two if I continue light resistance and low impact aerobics....

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Oh here's another picture of us, why not!

 

[AmbaLove]

You two do look a LOT alike! I would think you are sisters.

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Ha! Emily and I should pull that shit. Say we're fraternal twins and see if that makes guys horny

It's almost TLD! But I started today

I have mixed emotions:
#1 Kimberly might get a divorce
#2 I'm going to see Tom!
#3 The AIL is coming over
I think I heard his car............

 

[Miss Ladybug]

Freaking AWESOME pictures sister!! You three look great!!! All 3 natural beauty's FOR SURE!! Oh and I love those glasses!! AHHHHH I was drooling over the wine, since it's not Wed, no drooling over the babes! LOL LOL LMAO!!

See, you NEVER take a bad picture, you brat! HAHAHAHA that's why I lub ya!

I love the pic of your man and his friends, that actually looks like fun! And the wine tasting room is going to be gorgeous when it's all said and done, I would love to work in there!!! I must make it a point to stop in when I get out there this summer!! what a great location too, looks so scenic and relaxing!! AHHHHH I miss those places in Cali!!

I hope you had a great evening last night!! And By the way I have a shirt similar to the one you were wearing in that pic, I love it!! I just wish I look as good as you gals in a pair of low rise jeans, AHHHHHH Some day maybe!! Well crap by that time, they won't be in style anymore, but who gives a crap, I never go for style these days anyways, I wear my own style, which isn't half bad I guess. LOL
Love ya babes!
VBF!!
ps, thanks for the rep tweety!!

 

[AmyRB]

Morning Pretty Lady!

 

[Steve]

Hola bonita!

Great pictures.