Diary: Curvie Girlie: A Yo-Yo's Reformation

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Yes, I'm fairly needy of sweet nothings etc too.

I'm all about 'sweet nothings"... hence my reason for having myself a harem of submissive men. HA! jk... or am I? Muahahahaaa! Val Bunny, dropping in to check up on you, lovely. I hope your day is going well and AIL isn't being a douche. :D Love yas.

-Sheryl
 
Well, last night I tossed and turned, because I had a dream I was in bed with a man,and he stabbed me. I could feel the knife in my ribs in the dream,it was pretty lucid. I woke myself up, because I have the ability to do that if something too wack is going on in a dream.

While I laid in bed I tried to come up with break-up speeches.

Right now I was fine and forgot about him until I check my diary, LOL!!!

I want to address your comments, but I'm intrigued to check in YOUR diaries first and come back later, I have errands to run this morning.....

Love you gals!
 
Hi Val. Your BF will eventually learn that lovers don't turn to each other to get the brutal truth about their bodies, they turn to them for support. If you want the unvarnished truth, you go to a disinterested 3rd party. I guess he'll have to learn that the hard way. And on top of that, "truth" about people's bodies is in the eye of the beholder. And if you are the beholder, and you like what you see, that's really all that matters.
 
Hey VBF!! I have some light reading for you, in regards to your last post:

Stab

To dream that you have been stabbed, signifies your struggle with power. You may be experiencing feelings of inadequacy and defensiveness. Alternatively, you may be feeling betrayed as the popular phrase goes, "being stabbed in the back".

To dream that you stab someone, indicates your fear of betrayal and your untrusting nature. You may be too much on the defensive.

HHHHMMMMMMM, what do you think???
 
I posted responses to everyone and the server crashed :p I really can't trust it, so I'm going to formally thank all of you, you gave me A LOT to think about, and I'm lucky to have your concern and support! :beating: Love you!
 
Back to business

Yesterday I had a sushi dinner and a beer and a half with the Sweet Guy I kick it with sometimes. He's a great listener, but I chose to keep my mouth shut about the AIL and listen to him about HIS weekend. We make each other laugh :)

I don't feel like posting everything, but in a nutshell I managed a day under 1900 calories, and a 750 cal deficit from exercise with an estimated 640 calorie total deficit. If I can manage that everyday I'll lose 5 lbs in a month, which would be nice. I miss being 142-ish.

Today I skipped b-fast again but had a HUGE black bean and brown rice burrito with avo and salsa, and a Acai juice (with blueberry and pomegranate juice too). The fucking thing was big enough to warrant 650 calories on its own! Yummy-good, though. I LOVE black beans, brown rice, salsa, and avocados. LOVE LOVE LOVE that combo, mmmmmmh!!!

I have Kickboe tonight. Looking forward to that.

Tomorrow the AIL and I are going to teach me to drive stick shift with his old Celica. It sounds like fun, shit this might be his way of apologizing, who knows? I'm going to go with with a mind that he's just a buddy and I'm going to learn something important. That's about it.

Oh and I did yoga yesterday too. :)
 
You don't know how to drive a stick either?!?!

*Ahem... in the car sense, of course!*

I don't know how to drive manuals, either!
 
Well I never had to, also everybody who had a stick shift was like, "Oh you gotta have one," then their clutch would break, and they'd be like, "Um the next car I'm getting is an automatic" and that didn't encourage me.
 
Yeah, I just never understood how driving manuals would be better... it seems so much easier to just pop it into drive and be done with it!
 
Checkin' in Sexy Buns...

Missed Ya! ;)

I'm plum wore out from the work-out today..lol..

Thanks for your support! :hug2:

>>>>>

It's almost TLD and those sexy buns will be MINE!

:coolgleamA:
 
haha! Have fun learning to drive a stick. My H tried to teach me years ago when he was still my bf. Needless to say, it didn't go very well, and I learned better from a stranger..lmao. I still can't drive one really well--need a little more practice, but I can get the car from A to B..it's just a little jerky at times, and I might stall it at a light..lmao. :D
 
Hi Val!! I'm sorry I havn't been in your diary much lately!!! I promise I'll stop by more!!

Thanks so much for supporting me babe. I'm gonna start giving it my 100% I've had enough talkin, its time for the walkin!! I mean it! So I really would appreciate your continued support!!

Love yas ((hugs))
 
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