Diary: Curvie Girlie: A Yo-Yo's Reformation

[cinderelly]

LOL! The BF thinks I'm so negative! It's weird, I spend all day being upbeat and making people laugh and charming them....then I come hope pissed off and grumpy and sad! Well, just recently. I decided today that my cantankerous defeatest attitude has got to go! I'll track my food and I'll be sweet to the BF. My b-day is in 22 days; I want to be upbeat and happy and excited, not all doom and gloom.


It's easy to be, people on here are so cool! Like I said, if I was rich I'd hop on a plane and come work our with everyone!

Sounds like a good plan abt your bday also what you said about your body and such - is totally great - what an awesome way to think and feel girl and the whole work out thing wouldnt that be cool - speaking of working out I guess I should start running on the treadmill agian *BIG SIGH* LOL - I dont understnad how you guys become runners...

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Buy yourself a cute dress or something that makes you feel good for your birthday. Feeling that your body looks fine is something to celebrate all by itself, but its even better that your birthday is right around the corner.

I'm hoping I can make it to 160 by my birthday. 25lbs in 4 months? It can be done, right?

Sunny Girl, I have a bunch of cute dresses--LOL! No more spending $$$!!! YES YOU CAN MAKE IT WOMAN!!!

Oh Val, you're just such an amazing person. You're being very strong right now, which impresses me to no end. Even in your moments of "weakness", you exhibit tremendous strength of character. Reading your diary and having you post in mine always encourages me! Thank you so much!

WOW!! REALLY?!?! You are such a wonderful person, what a sweetheart--this post makes me feel so happy and glad to have you--and people LIKE you on here, wow what a wonderful thing, WLF! Thanks for everything Dee!!

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Well until I get some time in at the gym, we work out at my pace and no Cambodian Ground Fighting. I bruise easily

No Problem C-MAN!!!

speaking of working out I guess I should start running on the treadmill agian *BIG SIGH* LOL - I dont understnad how you guys become runners...

It takes YEARS of hatred. LOL!! No really, I was a wimp, I could barely run 1/4 mile without stopping to walk, I just kept doing it because I knew it was good for my heart and everything. Eventually I started to like it, then love it--now I CAN'T run because of my fucking bee sting, grrrrrrrrrrr

 

[cinderelly]

It takes YEARS of hatred. LOL!! No really, I was a wimp, I could barely run 1/4 mile without stopping to walk, I just kept doing it because I knew it was good for my heart and everything. Eventually I started to like it, then love it--now I CAN'T run because of my fucking bee sting, grrrrrrrrrrr

Ouch that sucks man - DAMN bee sting!!! Stupid damn fucking bees in general - ha ha ha

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Feeling great today--BF a doll. One of my best girlfriends came all the way from Redwood City to visit me (hour away). We had lots of beer--no good for my diet but good for my soul!! LOL!!

Foot all puffy and swollen STILL. FUCKING BEES, INDEED!!

I cannot exercise. I shall go mad! HA HA HA HA HA!

Here's a queen yellow jacket:

 

[Blancita]

That whole thing about BF not helping out around the house reminds me of my situation. We are constantly arguing about this, but then again pretty much every man I've known is like this. They are so damn f'n lazy! I'm sick of their sense of entitlement when it comes to housework. We all get crabby when men are lazy, though they love to forget why we come home feeling bitchy and disrespected and unappreciated. By the way, you look absolutely gorgeous in those pics with you and BF. He is very lucky and shouldn't be looking a gift horse in the mouth in my view. Hope you're feeling good these days Val, and when you're ready for a weekend of change you come visit me .

 

[TomO]

Hi Val. So sorry about your ankle. That looked like a nasty sting! Since you couldn't exercise today, I did a little extra just for you!

 

[cinderelly]

Thats a nasty lookin bee!!! There are pics somewhere ???

Ok I found the pics I love that first pic you posted of him with his - great shot - he is a cutie!!! You look pretty damn good yourself!!!

 

[sunnydee]

You are such a wonderful person, what a sweetheart--this post makes me feel so happy and glad to have you--and people LIKE you on here, wow what a wonderful thing, WLF! Thanks for everything Dee!!

Awww... you're welcome, hun. Now you're making me feel all mushy! You're a sweetheart.

Feeling great today--BF a doll. One of my best girlfriends came all the way from Redwood City to visit me (hour away). We had lots of beer--no good for my diet but good for my soul!! LOL!!

Foot all puffy and swollen STILL. FUCKING BEES, INDEED!!

Yes, beer is medicine for the soul. You have to treat your soul!
So sorry about the bee sting. I once walked on a wasp's nest... that turned out badly. But I'm not allergic. Here's a crazy story: I got a bee sting in December!! I guess that's not so weird in some places fof the world. But here, it's cold and there's usually snow in December. I was home for Xmas at my parents' last year. I was in my room drying my hair and went to reach for my towel... when I stepped, I felt this unbelieveable pain in the bottom of my foot! When I looked, there was a bee attached to my foot! I guess he did that thing that flies do when they "die" in houses and then come conscious again. Anyway, he stung me right where the fascia run along the arch of the foot... so it was really painful to walk for a couple of days.

 

[rimay2k]

I hope you find a nice apartment. My dh is a lazy ass i always end up pissy when he is at home with me most of the day because he doesnt believe in cleaning up unless he is told and he half asses it at that.
Hey I got a bee story too.When I was like 15 I was having a race with this boy and as I was running with my mouth open-a bee flew in and stung me in my throat-UHH that hurted-LOL I wen to the doctor and it was so embarassing-everyone kept coming to me asking are you the one that swallowed the bee?!?!? It sucked I got the bee out though, I cant drink milk so I poured a little i a glass and attempted to drink it and in a matter of seconds it came up-LOL Nasty I know.

 

[be_gone_soon]

Glad you are feeling upbeat! Stay cool. I used to get mad at my husband all the time. We go to church on Sunday's and his dad calls every Sunday morning and wants to chat. So I am getting 3 kids, myself, breakfast, and trying to kkep the house up all by myself. After so amny years of this I just give up. I can work by myself. He makes up for it in other ways!!

 

[lena410]

positivity is definitely the key. i had a psychology teacher who said if you smile to yourself in the mirror in the morning (with a grin) for at least 30 seconds you will start laughing to yourself, and immediately your spirits will be better i tried it it works unless you're really pissed off, then you just wanna throw something at the mirror

 

[stuco]

Just checking in to say hello. Nothing wrong with some beer sometimes. Enjoy your sunday.

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Hope you're feeling good these days Val, and when you're ready for a weekend of change you come visit me .

Yup, lazy guys! WTF, I need to find one with OCD, ha ha ha! I feel grrrrreat today and thank you--will do!

Hi Val. So sorry about your ankle. That looked like a nasty sting! Since you couldn't exercise today, I did a little extra just for you!

Oh god, Tom, I'm really very pissed about the whole thing--but guess what?
The swelling has abated somewhat! Still, no way I can run on it yet, I'll try a bike ride today!

Thats a nasty lookin bee!!! There are pics somewhere ???

Ok I found the pics I love that first pic you posted of him with his - great shot - he is a cutie!!! You look pretty damn good yourself!!!

I found out Yellow Jackets are WASPS and not bees! I was stung by a goddamn wasp!!!!​

Thank you, looking at old pics made me really appreciate the relationship again. Yesterday was wonderful--we had a great romantic morning, we went out for Thai food and he was actually charming and was talking, and upbeat instead of bored silence! We went to the brewery and had a fantastic time chatting with a man from West Virginia, who was really nice and we showed him how cool Santa Cruzans are

I then went to work for a bit and found to my dismay, that I'm working 3 nights next week as hostess--so I talked to the owner and said, "Hey, you know I love working here, but I would really like to move up--and be barback, then bartender," and he said,

"Valerie, I'll talk to the appropriate people and make that happen for you."

Then I got off work early and went to Cava wine bar and chatted with some nice people, had some cheese, champagne, and dessert wine with a truffle, then went home and put one of my 1.5L bottle of champagne in the freezer, and me, and my two housemates drank it!

Ok, yesterday was a blast, too much alcohol, but it was BASTILLE DAY and therefore it called for celebration. No I'm not French but I've been to France, it's a great country, I wouldn't mind going there and studying viticulture for a while, but we'll see. I think yesterday was important because I got out of my funk, and started thinking that I'm smart, capable, and can do more to make more money, and I should do that! I think I'll continue looking for more job opportunities. I would also love to be a winemaker. I'm making enough friends in the industry to try, soon.

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Hope you're feeling good these days Val, and when you're ready for a weekend of change you come visit me .

Yup, lazy guys! WTF, I need to find one with OCD, ha ha ha! I feel grrrrreat today and thank you--will do!

Hi Val. So sorry about your ankle. That looked like a nasty sting! Since you couldn't exercise today, I did a little extra just for you!

Oh god, Tom, I'm really very pissed about the whole thing--but guess what?
The swelling has abated somewhat! Still, no way I can run on it yet, I'll try a bike ride today!

I hope you find a nice apartment. My dh is a lazy ass i always end up pissy when he is at home with me most of the day because he doesnt believe in cleaning up unless he is told and he half asses it at that.
Hey I got a bee story too.When I was like 15 I was having a race with this boy and as I was running with my mouth open-a bee flew in and stung me in my throat-UHH that hurted-LOL I wen to the doctor and it was so embarassing-everyone kept coming to me asking are you the one that swallowed the bee?!?!? It sucked I got the bee out though, I cant drink milk so I poured a little i a glass and attempted to drink it and in a matter of seconds it came up-LOL Nasty I know.

Thanks, girl! Yes lots of men won't bother with housechores and then half-assed do them, making more work for ME. That is what pisses me off--I already am super busy with all sorts of things, and my mind is bothered by stuff I haven't got to, like going through my clothes and getting rid of stuff I don't wear. Gawd I should probably start a clothes donation fund to WLF and take pictures and fulfill orders--that would be really cool for people who can't afford clothes!

Eeee gads, I can't believe you got stung inside your mouth, you poor thing!!!

Glad you are feeling upbeat! Stay cool. I used to get mad at my husband all the time. We go to church on Sunday's and his dad calls every Sunday morning and wants to chat. So I am getting 3 kids, myself, breakfast, and trying to keep the house up all by myself. After so many years of this I just give up. I can work by myself. He makes up for it in other ways!!

That's good he makes up for it, yeah I'd go INSANE if I had kids too, AND a hubby who was lazy and shit. Seriously, I am NOT any kind of housewife type. Maybe that's why no man has EVER asked me to marry him, LOL!!!! I was talking to people and they mentioned I was pretty and cute enough to marry a rich man. I said, "Hell no, I want to be rich on my own--without a man's help!! And I can do it!!" They were well-impressed with my drive. Either way, when I find Mister Right we shall have a maid. A male maid, wha ha ha ha! SO I can smugly watch in complete satisfaction a man cleaning up after ME! HA HA HA HA HA!!!!

 

[Curvie Girlie]

positivity is definitely the key. i had a psychology teacher who said if you smile to yourself in the mirror in the morning (with a grin) for at least 30 seconds you will start laughing to yourself, and immediately your spirits will be better i tried it it works unless you're really pissed off, then you just wanna throw something at the mirror

That is a great, low-calorie idea!! I usually go to the Santa Cruz Mountain Brewery and chat with cute farmers and have a chocolate truffle with a shot of Stout! LOL!

Just checking in to say hello. Nothing wrong with some beer sometimes. Enjoy your sunday.

Thanks Stuco! I have been getting a lot of readers this weekend, I need to hit up 20 million diaries now, ha ha ha!!! I wish people would periodically update their diaries in my own, so I could get an inkling of what's going on in case something major happens--that way I can rush to the respective diary and comment/support.........does that sound like too much to ask? A lot of times I want to mention what I'm doing in someone else's diary and then I think, "wait I'm stealing the limelight....but I don't want to do that, I just want to mention what's up...." Hmmmm I have to think about that--hey if anyone wants to let me know what's going on in here, go for it--steal the limelight, I don't care!!!

 

[TomO]

I wish people would periodically update their diaries in my own, so I could get an inkling of what's going on in case something major happens--that way I can rush to the respective diary and comment/support.........does that sound like too much to ask?

Val, perhaps you didn't realize this, but one of the conditions of having a diary on WLF is that you give up your life and spend all your free time commenting on other's diaries. Well, that and exercise. But other than that, nothing else matters.

 

[Happychubette]

Hi Val, I posted a photo in my diary, not working out, but relaxing with my son!

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Ok Kelly I'm coming *runs to Kelly's Diary*

 

[Curvie Girlie]

Update

Well I went around poking my head in people's diaries, now I'm exhausted, I got to hear about Lena's crazy coworker, I got to see Rimay's adorable sons, I got to see a really cute picture of Kelly, I got to find out that Dee AND Claudia have been parytying like a rockstar, as have I.....what else......Stuco's losing weight like it's going out of style, Cerella AND Lena are stressed about money, and TOM is a psycho exercise addict and dropped down to 224. That is fucking amazing! Now I need to get my ass in gear.

I work at 5, I NEED to stop by the brewery, I accidentally left my flowers I got from Brandon in there. My foot is swollen and itchy but it doesn't hurt anymore and it's better than last night. Friday was the worst. I need to do laundry because I need clothes to wear tonight. I'm going to ride my bike into town and do all this, come back and do laundry, and show ans such. I have eaten the rest of my peaches this morning but I'm hungry and want something really wholesome. I have no idea why I'm not hungover after sharing that Magnum of Blanc de Noirs. By the way, ever seen this before?



I want a Nebuchanezzar someday!!

Anyway, time to get off my ass and put it on my bike! Perhaps I can work off some party weight--Tom did!