Diary: Curvie Girlie: A Yo-Yo's Reformation

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To Geminis:

You're a delight. You make my day. You're so positive and sweet, and funny! Your quick-witted humor titillates and amuses me, and you make the best of friends! You're more loyal than astrology gives you credit for, and you have the ability to see things from others' points of view and make allowances for change and growth.

Your laugh is hilarious and sometimes ridiculous. You like me for some reason, usually because you enjoy others who love life and growing like I do. Together, we paint the town red.

You're fair. Cerebral. So you can be a brat--so can I! But we both know life is too short to be disappointed by disappointment, so we both choose to make the right decisions as often as we can--decisions that can avoid that crushing feeling that we've felt before and don't like.

We both are mischievous and love to banter. Together we go off on adventures that satisfy and are mind-expanding. We love a good mind-blow. Why not? It's such a delight!

Making people laugh and laughing is our objective--because we know to enjoy life and youth. Both can be gone in a flash, and that hurts, but it's important to know--because we love to learn!

We're there for each other--because we both recognize that that is the key to happiness--being there for each other and making each other happy.

Hey--we're moody sometimes. No problem! We're smart enough to realize that that is a part of life and it passes, like everything. Even longterm funks pass. In a perverse way, we like them because we can't resist novelty. Change is good, we know that.

Here's to the Geminis.
 
Aw CG, I'm glad to hear how well things are going with the bf. You have made such amazing progress, you are an athelete girl. Have a great weekend!
 
this was so beautiful and positive from you :D its great you and your bf are enjoying each other and that frame of mind you have about being able to be with someone else is actually wonderful because it shows some of your confidence and strength. i also have the same frame of mind and is actually made my relationship tons better (before i was more dependent of him and was so afraid to end up alone).

oh and i found some article on croatian wines so that might help. but the best way to taste them is definitely directly where they're made :) the smelles and then the taste is somewhat different.
here's the link of you're interested:


have a great weekend :)
Lena
 
This probably doesn't belong here as its adressed to Lena, but I've been a bit down lately about currently being alone. I have gone out with girls before because I didn't want to be alone and those are the worst of all relationships in my book. For one thing it stops you from looking for somebody that will actually make you happy. For another, being miserable isn't really preferable to being alone. I've grown a lot in the past few years, but haven't really found a girl I really click with in that time. I'm not giving up though. It sounds like you're relationship is definitely improving Lena. Valerie it sounds like you're in love with being in love right now and that's pretty awesome.
 
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CaseyAtMartin said:
It's great to read that you feel so confident about your body! Congrats!!!! It sounds like your BF had a great birthday.
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Thank you! We DID!!

pinkydolly said:
I was smiling away as I read your last few posts.
Keep the love pumping!:)
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Hee hee, that sounds nasty! Just kidding! Thank you Sweetie!

Cannon 2006 said:
Aw CG, I'm glad to hear how well things are going with the bf. You have made such amazing progress, you are an athelete girl. Have a great weekend!
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YOU'RE the one who has made amazing progress!! You have a great weekend too!
 
lena410 said:
this was so beautiful and positive from you :D its great you and your bf are enjoying each other and that frame of mind you have about being able to be with someone else is actually wonderful because it shows some of your confidence and strength. i also have the same frame of mind and is actually made my relationship tons better (before i was more dependent of him and was so afraid to end up alone).

oh and i found some article on croatian wines so that might help. but the best way to taste them is definitely directly where they're made :) the smelles and then the taste is somewhat different.
here's the link of you're interested:


have a great weekend :)
Lena
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Thank you, I work hard on my frame of mind--it's a never-ending process for me to stay positive, even when I'm feeling weak.

That article makes me hope that I can FIND some Croatian wines! I'm going to the gym soon, so I'll check out Soif's wine shop and see if they carry any. Wow "the land of fine wine," huh? Never even heard of Croatian wines before. Thanks, Lena!
 
Cannon 2006 said:
This probably doesn't belong here as its adressed to Lena, but I've been a bit down lately about currently being alone. I have gone out with girls before because I didn't want to be alone and those are the worst of all relationships in my book. For one thing it stops you from looking for somebody that will actually make you happy. For another, being miserable isn't really preferable to being alone. I've grown a lot in the past few years, but haven't really found a girl I really click with in that time. I'm not giving up though. It sounds like you're relationship is definitely improving Lena. Valerie it sounds like you're in love with being in love right now and that's pretty awesome.
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Oh Cannon, I'm sorry that you're a bit lonely! You're right, though, and I hope you can find someone good for you. Sometimes I worry that I am the type who needs someone to love all the time--but I can't put the extent of that to the test because I AM with someone fantastic. But I truly think that if I was alone, no way would I settle for someone bad for me. I've seen my mom and my best friends do that and quite frankly, it's a waste of time. Better to be alone and grounded, I think.
 
Blancita said:
Thanks so much for the tribute Val! Both my daughter and I are Geminis :jump: .
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Oh well Happy Birthday or almost! I'm glad you enjoyed it and I wrote it thinking about my boyfriend and best friend. I seem to get along best with Geminis, Aries, and Sagittariuses. Hmmm, and Capricorns, too!!:confused:
 
Sactown

Well, the Jesuit graduation ceremony was excellent. (All-boy school). My cousin didn't win any awards but he had a lot to contend with: the valedictorian had a 4.86 GPA!!!!! And the V's speech was....wow I couldn't believe this bright kid was only 17 or 18. The best thing he said was,

"In life, the way to go through it is with a heart full of grace and a soul full of love."


Yeah, I'm not part of any organized religion but the kids here were recanting the best part of Catholicism/Christianity, and I believe strongly in love, acceptance, forgiveness, and kindness. SO I was stoked to hear about it, and put in such a wise way, too.


My second cousin is 18 and received a full scholarship to UCLA from Adidas because he's such a great runner. He can do 4-minute miles, now. :eek2:

Here's a picture of his running team: he is the brown kid (he;'s half Native American, I'm quarter) in the first row on the right, smiling, with kind of fuzzy red hair.


I drank too much and ate too much yesterday and Friday. My weight shot up ridiculously. This binging has made me feel awful. Lats night my boyfriend spent a good portion cheering me up after I got home (had slept off the wine on the ride home from Sac, grandpa drove). I was really bummed out. You know what? Eating and drinking too much makes me depressed, and that's not even taking into account my weight yet! Excess seems good at the time but it really isn't.

I have renewed willpower and manifestation. Today I ate some leftovers for b-fast and I'm going to weight train today because my gym is CLOSED tomorrow--I'll run instead. I am going to write more in my personal journal (paper and a pen I mean) and look over all my old documents from the past 5 months and assess my situation.

I'll be fine. I WILL get in the 130s again!!!
 
yes, you will be fine. you let yourself go for a bit. that slacking bug attacked big time on this forum. but don't you give into it. you indulged ourself and now move on :) the weight will come off, it has before. what you need is refocusing. you were pushed off track for a moment. now hop back on. and write write write :)

btw this talk is for me also. its like something makes me binge on stupid things. this is why i made promise to Kim not to eat stuff that aren't planned that day. i think i gotta make a big post on my fridge that just says one thing: FOCUS! nothing more.

and @ cannon
i know you will find someone you will click with. i also know what its like to feel lonely. but now i could never be with someone just to be with someone. that would never satisfy me. this is why i think its very important to gain confidence and learn to love one self. because when you love yourself the others notice and want your attention. a big hug to you cannon :)
 
Hi Val, I kind of went off the deep end on Saturday, too -- well, not as much drinking, but too much junk food. Don't worry, you'll get back to the 130's. That's great about your cousin - UCLA is a fantastic school. 4 minute miles are incredible. I don't think I could even run as fast as that for 30 yards!
 
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