DearDiary I hope u work magic

Hello
Yes Dariqueen that's my little modle right there ehehe...
Today is Saturday, good day all in all...too much rain.
I've had a headache for a couple of hours now maybe it's the changing weather I'm about to take a extra strength Tylenol.
I went to go talk something over with my son's father, god is it just me or do they got more immature as they get older :rolleyes:
Anyway gotta get to blockbuster get some movies for tonight
Bye bye lots of love ;)
 
I went to go talk something over with my son's father, god is it just me or do they got more immature as they get older
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No, it's not just you:rolleyes: I had 2 coolers today due to the immaturity and stubbornness of my ex. :p
 
Hey misslovely! Hope you're having a great weekend.... sorry your ex is immature. By the way... your baby is sooo cute! :)
 
THank you HF..yes i know i'm sorry too my ex is immature hehe what can we do there's many of them out there...*GUYS ARE LIKE ROSES JUST WATCH OUT FOR THE PRICKS**
:p
Later days...
By the way today is a good day..had two chocolate chip cookies this morning had to lol those are too much to look at mmm mm mmmm...
No gym all weekend and monday since it's a holiday and everything is going to be closed (bummer big time)
xoxoxo
 
Hey misslovely!
Sorry about your imature lil prick lol! I love that rose campared to guys lol!
Congrats to your weightloss so far!You are very beautiful.
Keep up the good work.Have a gr8 holday weekend Tammy
 
Hey hey
Thanks Tammy hehe...well some of them are PURTY like Roses we must confess hehe ...*GOES INTO FANTASY WORLD* lol
Anyway yeah i think fast food is getting to me ..always on the darn weekends..i bet it happens to a lot of us except T2 Trucker lol he's the one who's kickin his butt over there to stay sexy *cries*

I had Harvey's today *poutine* *CRIES EVEN MORE*
lol but i actually dno't feel too bad about it, i guess that's because i've learned not to give up after giving in into those kind of foods, just get up and try harder next time.
I'd rather lose weight slowly making mistakes keeping myself sane then losing 80lbs in 3 months and one thing goes wrong i pop back the weight i lost in the blink of an eye...BAD DIETING (ugh)

Tomorrow's a holiday THANK GOD all the stores are closed so i wont be tempted to shop some more and decide to reward myself with a big fat hamburger instead i'll stay home and eat my carrots.
...I was just thinking about something and i came to realize how even just losing 14 lbs makes me feel SOO much better about myself, i don't feel like this huge fat bubble anymore , not that i made such a drastic change with 14 lbs but i feel better inside and about myself, and i've had people tell me that i'm finally getting my shape back..you know the one with a waist and butt :p Before it all looked like a fat board no curves nothing..sadness!

Hope everyone has a GREAT LONG WEEKEND...LOVE YOU ALL and thanks to everyone who has taken time to come read my Diary and dish out some support to this poor girl trying to make it :D

Have a great one everyone
lots of love
Miss Lovley
 
...I was just thinking about something and i came to realize how even just losing 14 lbs makes me feel SOO much better about myself, i don't feel like this huge fat bubble anymore , not that i made such a drastic change with 14 lbs but i feel better inside and about myself, and i've had people tell me that i'm finally getting my shape back..you know the one with a waist and butt Before it all looked like a fat board no curves nothing..sadness!
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I know just what you mean...I've only lost 8 lbs, no real difference in how I look yet, but I have a lot more self-confidence already. I think it's because I'm not feeling sorry for myself...I know I'm doing something to make a difference in my own life.:)

Enjoy your holiday Monday!
 
Hello MissLovely!
Dang weekends always make it so hard! Been there fighting the demon more times then I care to ever think of :p
Oooooooooooh poutine!!!!!!!!! You're killing me .... Well not really but ya know! LOL!

thanks to everyone who has taken time to come read my Diary and dish out some support to this poor girl trying to make it
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You are just too cute! :D

Keep up that positive thinking! You can do this!
 
OH i know poutins sure taste good but it was kind of gross now that i think of it ALL that gravy and cheese that's like a lard bomb waiting to explode.
 
I hate weekends

Dear Diary

I seem to give myself this approval of eating a lot over the weekends, like it's a weekend for my new lifestyle , a break, a chance to go back to the old ways, to feel the pleasure of eating whatever i please once again and it is so hard to resist beyond anything i have ever felt.
During the weekdays i excercise and i eat well i watch my portions even when i want something that i'm not supposed to have i can resist it and go on with my day.
When the weekend comes i just feel like it's okey to eat sweets and junk, stuff that i wouldn't touch any other day.
What's actually funny is that i really don't feel so guilty about it, i'm just surprised. I know that tomorrow is a new day and I'm heading to the gym and i'm going to watch what i do and what i eat, but what happens when it's the weekend agin.
I think that i do the things i do because on the weekend i'm constantly in the house, surrounded by food and nothing to do, the other days im busy going to the gym and doing stuff around the house and chasing after my 9 month old son, weekends are awesome i get to relax and maybe for a day forget the house chores, etc but that leaves me to do the worst of all, eat like a pig.
I find it hard to push myself to go out for a walk to forget about food yet i love excercising, i think i'm pretty weird right about now :confused:
Today I had a breakfast the most unhealthy kind a person can have...French fries and a burger (self made) how bad is that..stuff just fried in oil, well french fries i actually baked in the oven so that's a bonus i guess.
After that the family was planning for a huge BBQ for dinner so i didn't have anything, but i did have snacks, these sweet little swiss rolls i don't know if anyone knows what they are but they sure are yummi, two come in a pack. We ate BBQ around 6 i had two small pieces of chicken, a stake , a little salad and two pieces of bread, after that i had another one of those swiss rolls (how horrible is that).
Even right now i could go into the kitchen and get something to munch on ANYTHING..as long as it's chewable :rolleyes:
I will resist this temptation as much as it's killing me.
Well , that felt so good to get out and hopefully i'll be strong enough to make halthier choices in the future.
Until next time
 
MissLovely,

don't beat yourself up over a bad day. Like you said, tomorrow is in fact a new day. During the weekday you obviously have a routine. Maybe creating something for the weekend would help you as well. Just as long as you don't make your weekend routine a bad one, you should be fine.... and yeah, we all have bad days.... just try to keep them spaced far apart :D
 
Good Morning!!!! STay POSITIVE!!!!! I know how you feeel, I get the smae way. But it's starting to wear off, I think:p You gotta stay strong and keep your head up.. A good way is to Drink your WATER ;) Alot of it.. :D

Well have a GREAT Day and drink that WATER:D
 
It does get easier, for the most part, I think. Just focus on how much better you feel today than they will after pigging out on all that crap:D
 
Thanks a lot J.B and Dariqueen i appreciate the support girls.
Well today's been pretty tough, i started out with a messy morning and it's been messy since then. I mean the food part just munching on stupid and useless Crap.
I think when my son wakes up we're going to go grocery shopping to get some healthier stuff into our fridge and make a decent breakfast even though it's almost noon, well i guess i'll call it lunch then i'm considering the junk i ate breakfast, thank god i ate it in the morning and not at night.
We had so much Ice tea in the house over the weekend i went crazy with it, but now it's gone so i'll get back to my precious dear water, i just LOVEEEEE my ice tea even tough it's full of sugar.
I think i'm going to try some green tea, i hear that boosts your metabolism and gives you a kick of energy, that be good for the gym so i'm ready to sweat it off better then Redbull i hear coz it's so full of sugar.
Hmm i wonder if they teach ballroom dancing here in my city, that be great i'd def would want to take some lessons but not any time soon, when i get in shape then perhaps, so i can wear those oh so pretty dresses , gotta look good for that.
I'm going off here ranting about random things, but it sure feels good.
I see here that so many people are sticking to their new lifestyle and are truly fighting for what they want, that motivates me so much to do the same even though sometimes i get jelous hehe :p
In time all will be well

Until next time Diary
 
Hey there misslovely
Don't beat yourself up!We all have a pigg out day just as long as it don't go on like for a week or months lol like I did a while back.
I had an out to eat day Saturday for doing good for 3 weeks and I went back on as soon as I left the resteraunt I walked and ate nothing else because I had enough calories in 1 sitting lol!
Good luck to ya you have came along way you can do it, and thinking about getting to wear pretty clothes is a motivator.I don't know how the plus shops are there but here big huge bright flowers on something sure don't camafloge the jiggle!
I usually shop for baggy t-shirts in the men department because the womans fat clothes is BLAH!!!
Tammmy:)
 
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