Curvie Girlie The Diary: Mind Playin' Tricks on Me

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Every so often I head up Mt. Diablo to enjoy the huge old oaks at the Juniper campground. Or I'll head over to Muir Woods EARLY in the morning before the buses full of tourists get there. Get out and head to the beach by the time the parking lot is full. Then there's that drive up to Mendocino through the redwood highway... LOVE IT!

Ahhhhhh.......Mt. Diablo! My friend Zachar fell from Sentinel Rock in Rock City and broke his arm pretty bad and had to be air-lifted out. It was a great experience for him because a TREE saved his life--it broke his fall, if it wasn't there he would have hit the ground much harder :ack2: and maybe....ya know :ack2:. He has done scar tissue massage with Vitamin E on his arm to reduce the appearance of the scar, so it looks not so bad!

I ADORE the Bay Area and feel most at home in good Old Oakland. Ahhhhh! Oakland. I love it! But living in Boulder Creek is much better--quiet and less electromagnetic disturbance ;).
 
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I adore hearing about your friendships with Chris....they are so SWEET and kind hearted!!! You are an ANGEL with a HUGE HEART & SOUL my dear!!!.........."Chris" is my brother's name! :grouphug:

Awwwwwwwwwwwwww :eek: SHUCKS! :blush5:

Thanks! Chris is an angel--we're very very loving indeed. He's high stress and upset a lot, and last night I was really effective in relaxing him and elevating his mood. I think he felt useful when he was helping me with my form, instead of stagnant and "useless" like he thinks he is normally.
 
Chris sounds like a wonderful soul.

I've been trying to practice some of the breathing while driving... it keeps me a lot calmer.

Chris is gentle, highly intelligent, super sensitive (AHA! He's a Cancer, Moon Libra, Aquarius rising), and well educated. I mentioned before: he has been a pilot (not commercial), a figure skater, a rock climber, a chef, and a wine specialist AND knows more about artillery and various random things like Shinto and Particle Theory than anyone I know--he just is debilitatingly ill.

YES! I did pranayama in the car yesterday morning. Traffic is HORRIBLE in this damn county now that school has started up for all school including Cabrillo college :(
 
Fantastic morning

I awoke and felt a little tired and debated getting up to do Yoga.

I got up anyway and started my practice, and was very happy once I started. I flowed through Surya Namaskara A and B (but threw in Virabhadrasana III and Ardha Chandrasana), the Standing Sequence, and got into full Lotus and chanted the mantra for today, Thursday, the day we celebrate the 5th Cosmic Law of Intention and Desire "Om Ritam Namah"--my intentions and desires are supported by cosmic intelligence.

Then I clanged my little chimes and started my chakra meditation. I said the following in this order and held the mantra like an om, and clanged my little chimes in between while I simultaneously visualized the corresponding color and meaning:

"Lam"--Mudladhara
"Vam"--Svadhisthana
"Ram"--Manipura
"Yum"--Anahata
"Hum"--Vishuddha
"Sham"--Ajna
"Aum"--Sahaswara

After this I omed for a long time and visualized all chakras within me light up with bright color and white light shooting up through my crown as my Sahaswara chakra, the violet lotus with a thousand petals, opened infinitely :). I also did Anuloma Pranayama AKA Nadi Shodhana (alternate nostril breathing) and the diaphragm rapid breathing (???) technique.

I feel grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrreat :D
 
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I forgot to weigh myself this morning.


My body is looking pretty fucking toned. You know I do this and others similar 1-2 times a day?? That and all the . I suspect that all the asanas not only have helped quiet my mind, gotten rid of the inner dialogue (Wow I have a lot to do today...what am I going to make for dinner? What am I doing this weekend? Should I call my hos? Is my ex boyfriend going to try to contact me because I'm so glad he hasn't all month!!!), whatever it is, and brought on a better sense of well-being, but my body is benefiting too. I must say this morning I was stoked because my tits look better (perkier) hahahaha :D Word to the muthafucker! :party:
 
I forgot to weigh myself this morning.


My body is looking pretty fucking toned. You know I do this and others similar 1-2 times a day?? That and all the . I suspect that all the asanas not only have helped quiet my mind, gotten rid of the inner dialogue (Wow I have a lot to do today...what am I going to make for dinner? What am I doing this weekend? Should I call my hos? Is my ex boyfriend going to try to contact me because I'm so glad he hasn't all month!!!), whatever it is, and brought on a better sense of well-being, but my body is benefiting too. I must say this morning I was stoked because my tits look better (perkier) hahahaha :D Word to the muthafucker! :party:
DAMN!!!! now THAT'S FUCKN HOT!!! ....."LADIES come on NOW, stand at ATTTTENTION!!!".....can't wait til the LADIES start moving their asses UP and AT EM!!! ;) ......."SHOOT EM DOWN GIRLS"!!! :reddevil:..................;) LOL
 
We're gonna get a rep-STD! :rolleyes: I must say I'm not very picky when it comes to spreading the rep around.......:sifone:

"can't wait til the LADIES start moving their asses UP and AT EM!!! ......."SHOOT EM DOWN GIRLS"!!!" OMFG :rofl::rotflmao::smilielol5:
 
We're gonna get a rep-STD! :rolleyes: I must say I'm not very picky when it comes to spreading the rep around.......:sifone:

I'm not very picky either. I put out.

I have noticed one thing though. I use to get a lot of negative rep but not any more. Maybe I am mellowing out.

Or maybe I just post in diaries mostly and don't piss off the n00bs.

I'm gonna go call some one a lazy wuss so my rep don't get too high. I will lose my street cred.
 
I'm not very picky either. I put out.

I have noticed one thing though. I use to get a lot of negative rep but not any more. Maybe I am mellowing out.

Or maybe I just post in diaries mostly and don't piss off the n00bs.

I'm gonna go call some one a lazy wuss so my rep don't get too high. I will lose my street cred.
:smilielol5:........YOU are HILARIOUS!!!! Me neither!!! Not picky here! I love LOVING everyone!!! :beating:........I'm a LOVER dammit!!!

....negative rep....REALLY.....I didn't think people did that much...I just thought they SHUT UP!.....
 
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