Day 10 p90x!
Another one BITES the dust!! Day 10 consistency WOOP WOOP!! Also no drinking in 15 days so far!!!
!!! I'm still contemplating whether or not I will even drink at my graduation...?!?! We'll see how I feel!
Well today, I discontinued taking these little drops that are supposed to help you with hunger, because I think they are helping with hunger but preventing me from smashing pounds. Fuck that! I only took them for like 10 days, but shit, in 15 days before I have smashed 10-12lbs...soooo yea. Discontinued them today and added brown rice again to my diet as well as almonds, and hummus. All of which I was refraining from for the past 10 days, to just keep my eating on a very BASIC BASIC. Tea, protein, fruit, veg. and water. That was it! That's over and I'm thinking of getting the recovery drink from p90x. THat guy rants and raves over that drink everyday!!!

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My body is CHANGING though! My arms are tighter inside, and my abs are tighter inside, as well as my ass is getting smaller and lifting!!! Amen to that! HAHAH~! I am
LOVING to SUCCEED daily and COMPLETE what I set my mind to and to NOT let myself down, and to NOT SABOTAGE MYSELF!! It's amazing! I finally LOVE me enough to DO IT!!! (Again, ..haha...I go through WAVES of this!)..This time for GOOD!!!! I'm serious! No drinking and ALL! Focus, ALTA!!!
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! I have been consistent with the self hypnosis EVERYDAY and constantly changing my suggestions since I am changing daily! All in all...I am LOVING LIFE!!

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All because I am learning
Discipline and Consistency and FAITH! Faith that taking the steps will reap the rewards. Faith that planting the seeds, means that I will reap the harvest. Allowing for CHANGE to break through and to not EVER quit!!!
THe hardest part of the p90x is
PUSHING PLAY!! Once that is done...it's ON! BRING IT!!
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I cried last night on the Episode of Biggest Loser, becuase I feel for these people. I feel because I see myself. I feel myself. I know their pain. Their pain is my pain. I admire them! I admire myself! I commend them for CHANGING and I commed myself for the SAME! We are doing this my BIGGEST LOSER FRIENDS! This time, though, I will be an AFTER just like them! I will get as far away from this in between stage as possible!

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I worked out the whole time I watched the video as well. No more watching and laying on the couch! GET UP!! They move, YOU MOVE! Do it! It's YOUR TIME now!!! FOCUS~! "
Whether you want to or you don't ..DO IT! That's DISCIPLINE!"