Alta818
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I'm 27 TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!! (21 if you chop the little stick off the top of that 7)!
Hey Guys---you guys are AMAZING & I LOVE YOUR COMMENTS and Compliments--thank you for stopping by!!---I did get my run in that day too 9 miles!
!!!!! I'm so overwhelmed with EVERYTHING I have going on in Life...that I can't find the time to work out...or the energy to...and I'm eating whatever I want like as if I'll never gain a pound!
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH RIGHT!!!!!!
....Life is Good though!!!....Today is our 5 year anniversary & tomorrow is my B-day!!
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...I do feel less stress about eating and counting calories, but I need to get a handle on this SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't even want to know how much backtracking I've done to my weight reduction process here.
....I say "weight reduction" because when you say "weight loss" the subconscious mind responds to it in not the best form we really want. Example: What happens when you lose your keys?.....You want to find them right?!?!.....What happens when you lose $20 ? ....you want to find them right....?!?.....
...Well, the same thing happens with your subconscious mind....when you say "I want to lose weight or I lost weight".....your Subconscious mind....wants to find it because we are programmed to want to find the things we lose. .....So for me.....it's "WEIGHT REDUCTION!"....VERY Important!!!
....I bought my boyfriend this really nice silver engraved box that has velvet inside that came with an engraved bracelet on the inside, black and silver. I engraved on the front of it..."True Gratitude 4 ever" R.S. ...which are his initials. ....and then after I bought it....I thought...."Is this GAY!?!?!"
....so to add to it...I bought 2 Lakers Tickets for tonight's game!...We've never been...so it's gonna be fun! I got great seats too! ....I told him that we are sitting so close that I already counted the hairs on Jack Nicholson's head...and he has 3 left!....One for me to pull, one for him to pull,...and one for Jack to have left on there! hahahahah
...He was shocked
since we never celebrate anniversaries....and I wrote him a list of like 50 reasons why I love him too & read it to him and the minute he opened his eyes this morning I had presents for him!!! I could have kept going on & on!!! He is a sweet heart!!!...
...You know before, I used to get sad wondering if he was going to do anything for my birthday and or if he was going to buy me a present or something....but I learned a while back now....Having Expectations strips you of Happiness!....When you first meet someone,...you expect NoTHING of them, so when they do something really nice for you...you are shocked and moved by the kind gesture because you didn't expect anything from them. Throughout time getting to know someone, we develop expectations of them,...and now things don't seem as sweet when they come because we expected them or wanted them. I realize now, that I expect NOTHING of him...and I'm Happy and grateful to have his company in my life!!! That is special!!!....I expect not one present for my birthday, nor would it hurt if no one wished me a Happy Birthday...because I am FULL OF LIFE & Happiness!!!!...I LOVEEE giving!!!
!!! ......After I gave him his presents he was so shocked ...probably wondering why I'm showering him with gifts when it's my Birthday tomorrow!...hahahaha.....
! ....That in itself made "my" birthday!!!
I really like this:
"Love offered from a place of true compassion is not personal; it's transpersonal, non-dual quality that emanates from the depths of one's being. The spiritually awakened heart practices unconditional compassion which expresses exactly as it needs to - tough love at time, soothing, comforting love at others. But love is always the view, the motive, and the practice." Michael Bernard Beckwith (The Secret guy)
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............P.S. Here are just a few shots of me! Cancun, My bf, and my little brother! I love theM!!!!
Hey Guys---you guys are AMAZING & I LOVE YOUR COMMENTS and Compliments--thank you for stopping by!!---I did get my run in that day too 9 miles!
!!!!! I'm so overwhelmed with EVERYTHING I have going on in Life...that I can't find the time to work out...or the energy to...and I'm eating whatever I want like as if I'll never gain a pound!
YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH RIGHT!!!!!!....Life is Good though!!!....Today is our 5 year anniversary & tomorrow is my B-day!!
!!! ...I do feel less stress about eating and counting calories, but I need to get a handle on this SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't even want to know how much backtracking I've done to my weight reduction process here.
....I say "weight reduction" because when you say "weight loss" the subconscious mind responds to it in not the best form we really want. Example: What happens when you lose your keys?.....You want to find them right?!?!.....What happens when you lose $20 ? ....you want to find them right....?!?.....
...Well, the same thing happens with your subconscious mind....when you say "I want to lose weight or I lost weight".....your Subconscious mind....wants to find it because we are programmed to want to find the things we lose. .....So for me.....it's "WEIGHT REDUCTION!"....VERY Important!!!
....I bought my boyfriend this really nice silver engraved box that has velvet inside that came with an engraved bracelet on the inside, black and silver. I engraved on the front of it..."True Gratitude 4 ever" R.S. ...which are his initials. ....and then after I bought it....I thought...."Is this GAY!?!?!"
....so to add to it...I bought 2 Lakers Tickets for tonight's game!...We've never been...so it's gonna be fun! I got great seats too! ....I told him that we are sitting so close that I already counted the hairs on Jack Nicholson's head...and he has 3 left!....One for me to pull, one for him to pull,...and one for Jack to have left on there! hahahahah...He was shocked
...You know before, I used to get sad wondering if he was going to do anything for my birthday and or if he was going to buy me a present or something....but I learned a while back now....Having Expectations strips you of Happiness!....When you first meet someone,...you expect NoTHING of them, so when they do something really nice for you...you are shocked and moved by the kind gesture because you didn't expect anything from them. Throughout time getting to know someone, we develop expectations of them,...and now things don't seem as sweet when they come because we expected them or wanted them. I realize now, that I expect NOTHING of him...and I'm Happy and grateful to have his company in my life!!! That is special!!!....I expect not one present for my birthday, nor would it hurt if no one wished me a Happy Birthday...because I am FULL OF LIFE & Happiness!!!!...I LOVEEE giving!!!
!!! ......After I gave him his presents he was so shocked ...probably wondering why I'm showering him with gifts when it's my Birthday tomorrow!...hahahaha.....I really like this:
"Love offered from a place of true compassion is not personal; it's transpersonal, non-dual quality that emanates from the depths of one's being. The spiritually awakened heart practices unconditional compassion which expresses exactly as it needs to - tough love at time, soothing, comforting love at others. But love is always the view, the motive, and the practice." Michael Bernard Beckwith (The Secret guy)
!!!!............P.S. Here are just a few shots of me! Cancun, My bf, and my little brother! I love theM!!!!
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Sorry it has been a while since I have posted here. I nominate post #2890 for WLF post of the year! It really, um, moved me. 

