SO I did it again, YESTERDAY....I RAN 9 MILES...I don't know HOW...HONESTLY with the GOOD GRACIOUSNESS of GOD and the FACT that he HAS brought ME TO you ALL to motivate ME! I ran it in a little faster time than I had done of FRIDAY...
FRIDAY : 2 hrs 23 min
SATURDAY: 40 min UPHILL HIKE on LAUREL CYN HILLS (for MY MEMORY)
SUNDAY: 2 hrs 05 min.
TODAY: I PLAN to RUN 5 MILES
Today, I also took B4 STATS of my MEASUREMENTS

they are soooo NOT WHERE I WANT TO be, and INSTEAD of GETTING DEPRESSED ABOUT IT LIKE B4, I VOW to MYSELF TO BE "CONSISTENT" which is SOMETHING that has been sooo HARD for me to do in the PAST.....even when I was about 20lbs from REACHING my GOAL b4, I stopped, I am not SURE WHY still?

WEIGHT is something that I've battled my WHOLE life, and who knows sometimes I THINK that maybe "UNCONSCIOUSLY" I felt that I WAS not "WORTHY" enough to be "FIT" and "SKINNY" like the REST! BUT NOW, after SEEING and READING such wonderful ACCOMPLISHMENTS and BARRIERS broken...I REALIZE that this is what it is for me as well....A BARRIER...and "I DO DESERVE" to be HAPPY and FIT & LOVE MYSELF just like EVERYBODY else! Now looking BACK, I think ONE of the MAIN things in my LIFE and ONE of the LARGEST causes for my FAILURE is that I HAD NO SUPPORT SYSTEM, or PEOPLE I COULD VENT TO WHO UNDERSTOOD ME!

This time around I WILL MAKE IT TO MY GOAL and with the HELP of all of YOU I WILL STAY MOTIVATED and FOCUSED!
YESTERDAY food:
VANILLA SOY PROTEIN SHAKE (w/ OATMEAL & FIBER) w/ FAT FREE MILK : breakfast
VANILLA SOY PROTEIN SHAKE (w/ OATMEAL & FIBER) w/ FAT FREE MILK : lunch
Grapefruit SNACK
3 1/2 BROILED CHICKEN TENDER STRIPS with 2 cups Boiled MIXED VEGGIES: dinner
SNACK: Small Pinkberry FROZEN YOGURT w/ STRAWBERRY and KIWI
(oops....HAD one 125cal. Guiness BEER...says the CAL on the BOTTLE) my WEAKNESS!
NOW as of MARCH 17, 2008: MEASUREMENTS are as FOLLOWS: (current weight 172)
WAIST: 38" one inch around BELOW belly button
WAIST: 35" 3/4 inches around @ the belly button
LEFT ARM: 14" in (ALWAYS HAD A PROBLEM WITH BIG ARMS

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RIGHT ARM: 14" in
LEFT LEG: 25 1/2" (MY LEGS ALWAYS STAY THICK, HOPEFULLY RUNNING WILL FIX IT)
RIGHT LEG: 25 1/2" in.
So this is where I stand.....I am going to try to cut back eating at night, but because of my work, the earliest I could probably have dinner would be 8:00pm....and I usually go to bed around 12:00pm....Hopefully that is enough hours to digest and process, cause if I drink shakes and eat Chicken Strips for snacks w/ veggies...I don't want my Body to go into STARVATION mode by, RUNNING too much and NOT eating enough!...PLEASE help me if YOU think I need to TWEAK things more.....)
Also, I am trying to do 2 times a week one hour Pilates, and at least 2-3 times a week moderate weight training....

Thanks to ALL of YOU for YOUR HELP AND SUPPORT! WE can DO IT TOGETHER!