hahahah.......the SPACE BAR went SENSITIVE on me one timeI'm surprised that your shift button doesn't just up and quit on you.![]()

I see I do have WILL POWER dammit!
had to get out!
..I really need to speed up here!!!! I had a blast though!!!
It's kinda easy now.....I just decided that out of the month, I CAN HAVE and not feel guilty about ONE EVENT, one WEEKEND, of leisure, and portioned drinks! CONTROL!!!
I have been logging everything into fitday.....15 days straight now!!! 
Glad you had a great time, thanks for all the love! As usual! 
Like you, I'm going to avoid binge drinking "from now on" or aiming for that! I'm too old for binge-drinking, I decided You are a SWEETHEART!!!YAY, FOR RACING!!!!Glad you had a great time, thanks for all the love! As usual!
You did fabulous on your no drinking! We're all proud of youI got tipsy off my sparkling wine after the halfer, but I was absolutely aiming for that
Like you, I'm going to avoid binge drinking "from now on" or aiming for that! I'm too old for binge-drinking, I decided
Plus, it screws with my training, and I figure, hell, if i want to go the distance, I better damn well take care of this body, right???
I had a beer with lunchIt was good! Organic brown ale
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........AMEN SISTA!! AMEN!!!!Love your new Avitar Pic!! Now that smile matches your spirit!!![]()
AWWWW THANK YOU!!! I DECIDED a CHANGE WAS IN ORDER!!! I needed some color in my NEW ACCOUNTABLE LIFE!!! Yesssssss....I'm excited for you!!! My bf was supposed to go with me, but he fell asleep late doing his "stock" stuff....so he couldn't go with me!I agree!! Love the pic!!! Your face is getting so thin!!!
Congrats on the race!! I have a 5k in a week and a half!!
I loved it! I made friends...and I met a whole group of people who were "5k HOPPERS"!!! FUNNY HUH!!! One guy had already ran "54" 5k races that year, and the other guy had ran "25" of them! 
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...OH YES.....according to FITDAY.COM----its been 8 days straight of exercise & today will be 9!
5 min Sauna--til the LADY FARTED had to get out!
This is awesome! Glad you're addicted to exercise, too! Hi BeautifuL!!!!! I do know what you mean!....that's the truth of it though.....I realized that before not only did I want company, but I wanted everyone's approval or them being Proud of me or something like that! When I would continually let them down, and their approval never came, there I went.....self destruction to try and show them....to try and PUNISH THEM for not believing in me, supporting me, accompanying me....ALL OF THE ABOVE....Hi Darling!
I realized yesterday that I've come a LONG way personality-wise. Here's how and why: when I was young, I CRIED the first hour of the first 3 days of Kindergarten, because I was SCAREDOMG....and I CRIED when my mom left me with babysitters
And I never wanted to do anything alone, but as I got older I realized that sometimes you just don't have any company...so I suck it up and do things alone anyway! I almost NEVER have racing buddies or cheerleaders, and my ex didn't understand running, and wasn't considerate enough to support me because it was important to me, so YEAH I know what you mean! MAD PROPZ for going anyway!
......This world is lonely, I realized, but I don't feel that way, when I remember where "I" came from......I realize for everyone of different beliefs, it may be different! The only thing I hope and pray for everyone is to FILL THAT EMPTINESS that comes sometimes when we are lost....with something that FILLS YOUR HEART WITH WARMTH, HOPE, and INSPIRATION!!!
Talk about approval! GAWD! LOL! 
MEEEEEEEEE TOO!!! I'm GLAD I'm BACK!!!HAHA!This is awesome! Glad you're addicted to exercise, too!
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.....that wasn't the ONLY THING 
hahahha......as you see, I'm STILL on here too!!! .....AND when I get quiet, It's cause my confidence has wavered too, little one!Yes, but sometimes my confidence wavers--exercise keeps me strong. Oh yeah, and this fabulous forum
Talk about approval! GAWD! LOL!
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......I'm not giving you guys up!!!

MEEEEEEEEE TOO!!! I'm GLAD I'm BACK!!!.....that wasn't the ONLY THING
I saw in there.....!!!!Eeeeooow, FAT FLAPPING OPEN NAKED TWAT!!!! UGGGGHHH!!! ...then that kindly FART whooofed out!
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