Couch POTATO to "MARATHON" HONEY! :)

Alta818 said:
.....I realized that before not only did I want company, but I wanted everyone's approval or them being Proud of me or something like that! When I would continually let them down, and their approval never came, there I went.....self destruction to try and show them....to try and PUNISH THEM for not believing in me, supporting me, accompanying me....ALL OF THE ABOVE....

I realized that it was only meeeeeeeee, I was hurting, me that I was self inflicting pain on, me who I was withholding from my LIFE and my HAPPINESS!!!
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Nicely said. There are tons of people who do this... takes a former one to know one!! Maybe some of the Alcohol was as you said... self destruction, maybe some of it was just trying to escape the feeling of failing yourself, not anyone else??? I love the transformation you have made as a person in such a short amount of time... beautiful!! You have/are discovering who you are, you are on your way, and it's wonderful to watch... well at least read. After "you" are in order, all the other things including the weight loss will follow. :)

CHEESY...but TRUE! :D
 
Alta818 said:
No ....I haven't weighed....I'm scarred that I'll find out my worst fear.....

...basically that ....this starvation mode is bullshit and that I gained MORE while eating more, and that I am only getting worse, and I quit drinking! :eek2:

That would terrify me....and since TOM is here....weighing is will be distorted right now...but NO......:( I look the same....I feel the same.....clothes feel kinda barely looser....almost IMAGINARY ILLUSIONS......I'm gonna weigh in though...in 7 days.....*GULP*....i'm scurrrrred!
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Hey, Alta. Look what post I found from Sept 30th. :biggrinjester: Have you weighed yourself?

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Trops said:
Hey, Alta. Look what post I found from Sept 30th. :biggrinjester: Have you weighed yourself?

:waving:
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:eek2: OKAY!!!!!!! YOU CAUGHT ME!!!!! SATURDAY....**GULP** This Saturday is weigh in day!!! NO LETTING MYSELF DOWN!!! GOTTA WEIGH IN!!! Thanks Trops! I was trying to squeeze by and NOT do this...but Hey,....I'm not scarred anymore of the results, because I'm not quitting myself! So yeah....NOW, I'm ready to FACE the REALITY of me! ALL of me! :p:
 
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Alta818 said:
MEEEEEEEEE TOO!!! I'm GLAD I'm BACK!!! :beating:.....that wasn't the ONLY THING :eek: I saw in there.....!!!!Eeeeooow, FAT FLAPPING OPEN NAKED TWAT!!!! UGGGGHHH!!! ...then that kindly FART whooofed out! :eek2:
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That still churns my tummy when I think about it. Damn twat attack! Ewww
 
jzthedetermined said:
Nicely said. There are tons of people who do this... takes a former one to know one!! Maybe some of the Alcohol was as you said... self destruction, maybe some of it was just trying to escape the feeling of failing yourself, not anyone else??? I love the transformation you have made as a person in such a short amount of time... beautiful!! You have/are discovering who you are, you are on your way, and it's wonderful to watch... well at least read. After "you" are in order, all the other things including the weight loss will follow. :)

CHEESY...but TRUE! :D
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Jz, you HIT IT ON THE NOSE!!!! That is exactly what I was doing to myself! HIDING from myself and the disappointments I have given myself! I finally figured,....it's OKAY, if I failed myself in the past because....I DO HAVE A FUTURE! This is all a plan. This is all part of the plan of my "GROWTH"

Thank you for the compliment about Self Development! It is true....I am changing...I feel different, I'm acting different, I'm talking different......why, JZ,....I think you are right, and I am on my way to being revolutionized in a WHOLE NEW WAY!!! :beating:.....It's beautiful to see you as well on your journey! What's amazing here, is that OTHER'S JOURNEY are what propel us to want to GET THE BALL ROLLING on OURS!!!!

....And you aren't CHEEZY!!!! ;) LOL!!! I actually tell myself EXACTLY that....that WHEN I GET THIS AREA of my LIFE on lock....then the rest WILL follow!!! ....now do I want it......?!?!?!

HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLL YA!!!!!!! :party:
 
Alta818 said:
eooooowww.....ALANE83 abandoned me in there after she saw that! :eek:!!!!

....damn HOMEGIRLS....:smilielol5:...they'll leave ya when the tides are down, and twats are up! :(
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OMG! I would have run at first sign of flappin twat too! You stuck around for the grand finale! She dropped a straight stink bomb on you in the fog, and then ran for cover!

Did your nose hairs grow back yet?:smilielol5:
 
MissJellyBelly said:
OMG! I would have run at first sign of flappin twat too! You stuck around for the grand finale! She dropped a straight stink bomb on you in the fog, and then ran for cover!

Did your nose hairs grow back yet?:smilielol5:
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LUCKY for me.....it wasn't a SILENT BUT DEADLY ONE!!!!.....but yeah...I ran for cover outta there myself!! I mean shit, If the Lady couldn't stand her OWN stank, what the hell makes me think, I'm gonna LIVE through it right?!?!!!! LMAO!!!!
 
Alta818 said:
LUCKY for me.....it wasn't a SILENT BUT DEADLY ONE!!!!.....but yeah...I ran for cover outta there myself!! I mean shit, If the Lady couldn't stand her OWN stank, what the hell makes me think, I'm gonna LIVE through it right?!?!!!! LMAO!!!!
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Isn't that considered biological whorefare?:ack2:
 
Trops said:
I think you just ruined the image of what a lady's sauna is like for so many guys. :leaving:
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it was MOTIVATING THOUGH...I'll tell ya.....at least I know what I don't want my Twatter there to look like!!! :eek:....LOL!!!!....and "Twat Squats"...it is!!! :smilielol5:
 
And you thought it would be a relaxing sauna. Little did you know you'd be doing (sorry for this) WIND sprints by the end. :smilielol5:
 
Trops said:
And you thought it would be a relaxing sauna. Little did you know you'd be doing (sorry for this) WIND sprints by the end. :smilielol5:
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:smilielol5:............:rotflmao:.....OH MAN!!!! Why did my life just become happier with "TWAT TALK"..........hahahahah!!!!!
 
Despite the vag talk,

if I was a guy, I'd probably ask you to marry me, because I know then I'd never have a boring, listless, or depressive wife :D I'd have to battle your boyfriend, though....:boxing:
 
Curvie Girlie said:
Despite the vag talk,

if I was a guy, I'd probably ask you to marry me, because I know then I'd never have a boring, listless, or depressive wife :D I'd have to battle your boyfriend, though....:boxing:
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:smilielol5:..........take him DOWN!!!!!! :reddevil: LOL!!! That's funny cause If I was a man, I would SLAP IT to ya girl, and KNOCK THAT DUST off that P*&^*&^#sssY.....!!!! LMAO!!!!! .......then WE COULD GET MARRIED & LIVE AN EXCITING SPICY LIFE TOGETHER!!!!!.LOL!!:smilielol5:!!.....:newangel:
 
OMG :rotflmao:

LMFAO--seriously! You know, Friday is one of my favorite movies? And I hate to say this, but my white friends do not understand or share my opinion on this! Grrrrrrrr
 
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